DRIZZLE IN THE EYES OF THE HEART

Chapter 8 the return of my past

If he loves me then, I love him, then who will start?

march 27, 2018

It all started when me and Andra had dinner together at a restaurant. Andra prepared this dinner to make me happy, and sure enough I was happy because of the things I never got from Al now I got from Andra.

Dozens of candles surrounded this table, andra asked me to close my eyes for a moment and then asked me to open it again. Adra gave me a rather large bouquet of red and white roses with a pink ribbon that added to the beauty of the flower. I smiled embarrassedly at Andra.

Andra gave me another surprise in her pants pocket, she gave me a necklace with a love pendant. However these pendants are different from others there are keys and padlocks that are separate from each other.

Andra gave me a lock-shaped necklace while she wore a lock-shaped necklace. This means that only I can lock and open your heart, Andra said.

After that we had dinner on the table since last night. Not long after andra asked permission to go to the toilet, I waited for andra for about ten minutes but andra did not return. Suddenly my phone rang, and it turned out to be Andra.

"Hallo andra, where were you, so long ago, I said."

"I'm sorry amel, I came home early because suddenly I wasn't feeling well, with an incredible headache."

"Why do you go home, I can take you, I said."

"I don't want to trouble my lover, said Andra."

"You are, the habit of seducing, I said."

"Yes, I want to rest first, said Andra.", "And don't forget to be careful on the road, tell the driver he will face me if something happens to my lover, said Andra."

I also went home alone with the feeling still focused on the state of Andra who was sick. Once at home I went straight to sleep because of exhaustion.

The next day on campus, I looked for andra on campus, and I found her in class, I approached her with my hands and head at the table.

"Andra, are you still sick? I asked."

"No, I want to be alone, leave me, said Andra in an unchanging position."

"Andra, I'm worried about you, but you're yelling at me, if there's a problem tell me, don't make me an outlet, I said."

"I told you to go, said Andra once again."

I left her, for the first time I cried because of her, before I was always happy but this time something was wrong with her. There may be a problem I cannot know about. I will give him time to calm his heart and mind.

"Andra, I have a lollipop for you, you eat yes, I said while giving the candy to her but andra threw the lollipop on the floor."

"I'm not a kid anymore, I'm not going to eat candy like that anymore, I've told you I want to be alone, said Andra while throwing her face."

"Listen to all that, I went out of Dion's house and Kely followed me from behind."

"Dion, I can't be forever angry at Amel, but I can't tell you what happened to me either, I knew she had felt a very deep heartache and this time all her past would come back to remind her through me, Andra said."

"Next week I have to go to Singapore, I ask that if I don't come back then you guys should meet me there said Andra."

"I understand how you feel, but at least you're better than Al, you have to be able to hold on for your love, a strong woman you have to believe that, '' said Dion."

"You're right Amel's a strong woman, but she'll still feel pain, she'll cry, and right now she must be crying, thinking about the change that's happened to me so quickly, she said, I just knew her and I love her a lot too but this pain requires me to separate, Andra said."

"It's better that you calm your mind and rest, you have to fight for the amel you love, don't let him feel the pain he had in his past, '' said Dion."

Kely calms me, I see kelly crying.

"What's wrong with you, kelly? why are you crying? I asked."

"I'm so sad to see you like this said Kely, hugging me."

I returned home feeling devastated, not long after I got home I fell asleep on an empty stomach and puffy eyes. I'll look different tomorrow in your eyes, with swollen eyes. I'll make provisions for andra and hopefully andra will not be angry anymore. I made it with a feeling and a smile, I wanted her to smile receiving food from me.

In college I waited for Andra by holding a supply place for her. Andra came with Dion and Kely, and I approached them.

"Hi andra, why does your face look so pale? you sick? I asked."

"I'm fine, move away I want to go to class, said Andra."

"But Andra, I brought you provisions, you eat yes or want me to bribe? I asked."

I'm not a kid anymore, and I don't like fried rice said Andra and dropped the food box I gave her.

I felt so sick watching the fried rice fall to the floor.

"I'm sorry, I didn't know you didn't like fried rice, but tomorrow I'll make you some toast, I said."