Doubt Loves you

Disappointment

At 05.00

I woke up with thirst in my throat. I went out of the room to the kitchen. This hotel is not like any other hotel. It looks like a villa on the beach.

Passing the sofa where Angga sleeps and without a blanket. I think he must have been cold all night sleeping here. Then I went back to the room and I took a thick blanket. I covered his body. Then I went back to the kitchen and drank a glass of water.

After drinking, I went back to my bedroom. I packed my things and I put them in my suitcase. Then I got up to the bathroom. My intention to take a shower came to a halt for a moment as I stood in front of the wastafell. I see myself in front of the mirror. There are so many possession marks especially on my neck.

"I hate this...!!"

After finishing the ritual of bathing and grooming, I dragged my suitcase out of the room. Angga was already awake and just dumbfounded to see me.

Without being asked I said, "I'm going home now." Yaah... We booked the villa for 3 days.

"Wait me.. I'll come home with you too. I'll take a shower first and clean up my stuff. We checked out after breakfast" Angga said.

I didn't answer. I also feel hungry. I agree with Angga's advice. Besides, if we go home alone, I don't know what Mom thinks later.

For a while we'll stay at mom's house.

On the way home.

"alright.. Looks like we should talk about this." I started the conversation.

"Be like we are a happy couple. Didn't you last night promise you'd learn to love me...?? Be a good husband to me. I will be a good wife to you and I will carry out all my duties as a wife."

"And one more. I hope you stay away from that woman."

She was silent, but I saw her nodding.

30 Minutes later we arrived at my mother's house. My mother welcomed our arrival.

"Why did the newlyweds come home..? not her honeymoon for three days huh??" seductive mother.

My mother's name is Siti. He was 50 years old at the time. She looks beautiful and healthy at her age. Mother said, since he was young diligently drinking traditional herbal medicine. Unlike today's children who like all instant, junk food, soft drinks and friends are.

"Yes mom... Suddenly this morning the boss called me, he said there was a client who took a sudden meeting. So I as the architect must participate." I replied with the reasons I had prepared while on the trip earlier.

"Yes, Mom.. I'm ready - ready to go to the office in a minute". I was in a hurry to get into the house and go to the room. While Angga is still busy with our luggage business in the car.

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Prov Angga's

"Yeah.I'm such an asshole. I don't know why I called another woman's name while I was with Anita.. I really want Rita. But what is my day.. Mama doesn't agree I'm canceling my marriage with Anita.. More - more because I want to be with Rita."

"Rita is a spoiled woman of character. I was happy when he asked for help from me in his spoiled way. I feel needed by him. While Anita. she is an independent and firm woman. Maybe he can do everything without my help."

"The night when Anita came out of the bathroom wearing her sexy clothes, for some reason I suddenly became lustful and then I remembered my mother who asked me to immediately get offspring. I intend not to touch him. Finally we did our first night ritual until the unexpected happened and I got two slaps from him."

"I'm so sorry I hurt her.." On my way home, I kept thinking about it. But suddenly Anita told me to behave like a happy husband and wife in front of people. I can only nod."

Arriving at my mother-in-law's house, while I was busy with our luggage in the trunk of the car, and, I heard sayup - sayup Anita explained to the mother that she had a sudden job with her boss and client so that she needed to go to the office immediately.

After Anita came into the house, my mother approached me.

"You're okay - why are you?" mom's starting to worry.

"Why - why do you mean..??"

"Lhaa... he said he wanted a honeymoon but who's home??" ask mom again.

"Nothing - what mom.. Anita was told by her boss to go to the office.. Otherwise, it's likely that their company will lose a client" I replied lying to my mother.

"Later on - later also can be continued honeymoonnya, Mom.", continued me.

"Oohh.. Well if you guys don't why.. I'm just worried."

Then I went straight into our room dragging our suitcases. It turned out that Anita had changed her clothes and was carrying her office bag. He really wanted to go to the office.

"Let me drive back", I offered to take her to the office.

"No.., I can go by myself." replied Anita without turning a single look at me. He took the keys to his motor matic. He wanted to go to the office on his favorite motorcycle.

I lay my body on the bed and I looked up at the sky - the sky of our room. I'm asleep too.

The Prov Angga END

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