Doubt Loves you

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I also at that time actually considered Angga just as an escape from my ex-boyfriend. My ex-boyfriend's name is Robi. At first he looked so dear to me. But unfortunately I think it's too much and makes him overprotective of me. He always asked me for proof of love. He forbade me from connecting with my friends, forbade me from talking to other men, forbade this.. This I really can't do. Just imagine, not yet a husband he has dared to set me up like that.

"In that case, we will live in the forest only where there are no humans there. So I'm not related to anyone..!!" I answered Robi then.

"You want to argue with me?!!" snapped Robi.

"Have..!! I think our relationship is an unhealthy one. I can't go on anymore. Let you find another woman who can obey all you want. I can't, because I'm a human being who needs interaction with other people. There will be times when I need someone else's help. Can - can if I marry you later, I'll keep you locked up in the house.!!", I replied.

Soon, without saying any more, he immediately started his bike and speeded away from my house.

"All you have to do is die, the important thing is that I am free from you", my mind.

Finally my relationship with Robi ended after almost two years of dating. All that time I have left my friends for him. My college was abandoned at the time. Nilaiku. Aduuuhh... I'm a fool, right..??

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Back to the story of Angga...

Since the ground coffee incident, I and Brother Angga became close. I'm afraid I misinterpreted this closeness. Afraid of misinterpreting his kindness and concern for me all this time.

Until one day he took me to his house. At that time I was introduced to all members of his family as his girlfriend... Whaaattt?? GIRLFRIEND...!!! Since when did he express his liking for me?? As I remember all this time that we discussed never went in that direction. I smiled in confusion in front of my family.

"Sister.. Did Brother ever shoot me? How did you call me your girlfriend to the family..??" I asked confusedly as she drove me home that night.

"indeed not.. Think of it indirectly I shot you", Angga replied with the look of the ace.

I was just silent at that moment. Don't know what to say.

"So how? Would you mind if we start dating tonight?" Ask him to break my daydream.

"Hhmm. hmm.", I'm still confused. I remember Robi, my ex-boyfriend. I have a crazy idea on my mind.

"Where would I go if I were dating Angga. Maybe that way, Robi won't bother me anymore.. Brother Angga will definitely make me forget about Robi for - long", my inner.

"Yes, if you don't want to be okay, Nit.", said Kak Angga who again disperse my daydreams.

"eek.. Ahhh.. Yes, yes.., Good Brother. From this moment we officially date ya.", I replied shyly - embarrassed cat while pointing my right pinky. I don't know what that little finger means I don't know. I just spontaneously did it. Then she immediately hooked her pinky on my pinky while smiling sweetly.

That night we officially had a relationship called 'dating'. Although at that time the seeds of love had not yet sprouted in my heart for him.I thought, already, just live first.

Since then Robi has never bothered me again, called me, sent me whatsapp messages. He always asked us to be able to date again.

"I'm sorry, I won't be able to come back to you, Robi... There have been many things that I have thrown away for you, but you are still always suspicious of excess.. I can't stand your nature.. I want to focus on my college. I want to graduate and make my mom happy. From now on, we live each of our lives. Believe me, there will come someone who accepts our shortcomings and advantages." I reply at length through whatsapp.

Maybe after that, he found out that I already had a new lover.

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