Doubt Loves you

New Home

We held a thanksgiving event for our new home and also the moment of silahturahmi with the neighbors around. I hope this house bears witness to our love.

But it seems to be just my dream. Little by little Angga began to show his true nature. Almost every night he spent hanging out with his friends and coming home late at night.

It was like he didn't stay home long with me. Until one night he came home at one in the morning in a mouth stinking alcohol. He's drunk...!!!

I painstakingly packed it into the bedroom. I lay her body on the bed and opened her shoes. When I was about to leave, my hand was pulled by him so firmly that I fell on his chest.

"I want you" said Angga then instantly devoured my lips. I was about to dodge but both of his hands were tightly hugging my body. I can finally just leave.. He's my legal husband. I actually want it too. "Let him be drunk like this" I said in my heart.

After feeling satisfied with my lips, he then pulled my shirt to tear. We have changed positions. And the struggle happened.

"One more time...."

"Once again*..." Her speech.

Three times we did it. My body feels crumpled. The Anga did it violently. But I enjoyed it very much.

Next day. When I woke up from my sleep, I felt very nauseous. I ran to the bathroom. I vomited - so.

"this must be the result of last night's struggle" , my mind.

After I finished my business in the bathroom, I went back to my room. I saw Angga waking up probably hearing my voice vomit earlier.

"What's wrong? You why? What happened last night An...? Aawws... My head hurts.", he holds his head.

"You don't even remember what happened last night... Never mind, maybe I shouldn't expect you too much" I replied. Then I got out of the room and went to the kitchen to prepare breakfast.

Meanwhile, Angga who still feels dizzy seems confused to see the jutek Anita. He immediately opened the blanket that was still covering his body.

"I sleep in a state of not wearing clothes..!! What happened last night. I really don't remember. Don't - don't...??!"

He immediately stepped into the bathroom and cleaned himself up. After taking a shower and getting ready in neat clothes, she followed Anita into the kitchen. Fried rice is ready to be served Anita on the table complete with a side dish of egg and fried chicken. Not to forget the warm tea.

"Breakfast first" said Anita.

We ate very well. Not a word came out of our mouths.

Yes, it's Saturday. It happens to be a holiday for us, because our working hours are five days a week.

After the fried rice on Angga's plate ran out, he opened the conversation.

"An.. I don't remember what happened last night. Whatever it is, I'm sorry."

I'm speechless.

"Ciiihh.. really outrageous", my inner.

"Go to the doctor if you're not well. I heard you vomit earlier." Angga then stood up from his chair.

"huufff...."

I took a deep breath.

"It seems I'm not feeling well. It feels so weird. Don't don't don't...."

I rushed to the pharmacy to buy a testpack. Luckily, this house is strategically located. Close to public facilities and shops.

When I got home, I used that thing. Unmitigated - responsibility. I bought five brands of testpack. From the cheapest price to the most expensive.

deg. deg...

The five compact objects showed the results. Fifth - the limit shows two lines. That means I'm 'positive pregnant'.

"I have to make sure.. I have to go to obgyn's doctor". Then I called one of the maternity clinics to make an appointment with an obstetrician. Lucky I could check this afternoon too. I left those five testpacks on the table in our room.

I drove my car to the clinic. Not how long I arrived.

After waiting for my turn, my name was called.

"Jiang, Doc.", Sapaku.

"Good day, Mother... Can I help you?" replied dr.Dani.

"I threw up this morning - threw up, Doc.. Then I tried to check using the testpack and the result was two lines, Doc.", I also told my complaint.

Doctor Dani nodded and smiled.

"Well, do you remember the last time you menstruated?" ask dr. Dani.

"Two months ago, Doc.. But I did not realize that last month and this month I have not menstruated".

"alright.. Now mom lay down first. We're going to do an ultrasound" the doctor said.

Then the nurse applied the gel to my stomach. Chilly. Doctor Dani started to examine my stomach using the ultrasound.

"So, based on the date of the mother's last mens, the gestational age of the mother is eight weeks yes ma'am.. This is her fetus there's one. His hand. It's feet. His head.. " Said dr. Dani explained the two-dimensional image. I saw it on the big screen above my bed. Her fetus is still very small, but has little visible limb.

"Healthy baby. In the first trimester it is natural if the mother often feels nausea or vomiting in the morning. Later long - long will disappear by itself kok bu. Do not forget, you should always consume enough nutritional food and milk pregnant women also yes...." Dr.dani. After that dr. Dani gave me a vitamin recipe.

On the way home from the clinic, I stroked my stomach elus. I happy. There is another life in my body. My son-in-law.

''Almost ah to mom's house.. I'd be happy to have another grandchild..."

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