Doubt Loves you

After the Birth of Rahma

The age of my pregnancy which now stepped on the third trimeter made me reduce my busyness. My movement is limited now. But what made me most happy was the change in Angga's attitude. Every day he shows his attention to me.

One day I showed him my stomach was moving - moving at him. And for the first time he finally rubbed my stomach and kissed it. Soon he looked at my face. Our eyes looked at each other.

"I'm sorry, Aann" said Angga.

" For what.....??" I don't understand what Angga said.

"For my attitude all this time... I pay less attention to you. You were the one who took care of me when I was sick. You were next to me when I was nothing - what to be me now. You never troubled me either. I should have thanked you a long time ago. You're even willing to carry my son."

When Angga said that, I wanted to cry. But I hold it.

"I was so happy when I found out you were pregnant.. Not just thinking about my mother's last request. I happy. And akuu....." Word - he said cut.

"I whataaa....?" I said in my heart.

"I.", he fell silent again.

"I... Loving you An... I love my wife.. I love the mother of my future son" said Angga. And she shed her tears.

Finally my tears were shed. I immediately hugged her with my heart because it was blocked by my stomach.

"Alhamdulillah... Thank you, God.. Finally my love is reciprocated." I am grateful in my heart. This is what I have been waiting for all this time. The Happy Ending Story.

Slowly she let go of her embrace and then looked back at me. His face slowly drew closer to my face. Until finally his lips stuck to mine. He kissed me slowly. I ventured to avenge her kiss. We finally exchanged kisses. I closed my eyes enjoying this.

"You want it...??" I asked Angga.

Angga smile. "Just calm... I'll wait until you recover after the birth later. I'm afraid why - why with our child." Angga replied.

Then we broke up. I put my head on his shoulder.

"Did you know? Truly all this time I was afraid you would leave me, Mom.. I'm afraid you won't accompany me during the birth process." I said whispering in his ear.

"I'm not leaving you An.. I promise.", said Angga.

Day by day passed. Angga became a romantic figure immediately after the incident. I am so grateful. Now Angga's attitude towards me has changed 180 degrees. He's so considerate.

Until when I gave birth to a beautiful daughter and we named Rahma Anggita Permana. And now he's three months old.

"No mas.. I will keep working", I replied steadily.

"But.... How's rahma? Who's the fuckin' guts?"

"Aren't we in agreement about this. I believe you can still support us. I love this family, and I love Rahma. But it would be a pity for my career if I had to let go. I'll find Mas's babysitter." I replied.

"Alright if that's what you want. I'll just follow."

Finally we went to a babysitter. We got Bik Yati. He's 45 years old. It is not easy when deciding to hire Bik Yati as Rahma's nanny. We gave him a trial period of one month. Bik Yati is used to taking care of babies. Moreover, he had three children, the smallest at that time was sitting in the 6th grade of Elementary School. However, we do not allow Bik Yati to bring her son during working hours because we want Bik Yati to only focus on nurturing Rahma.

We feel very grateful to have hired Bik Yati. He was very patient and patient. Bik Yati's working hours are when I'm at work. However, still I asked my mother to temporarily stay in my house to watch over Bik Yati.

That's how our days go by. I've started working again. However, even though I work, I am still determined to provide exclusive ASI to Rahma by preparing ASI stock in the frezzer.

My days began to be filled with work and Rahma's needs. It's not easy. Sometimes I get tired faster. Until Angga several times protested because he felt I was ignored.

Perhaps that was what made his attitude gradually change. His old habits are repeated. He often goes out at night.

I once asked, ''Mas..why do you come out often at night?"

Then the answer made me hurt, What am I doing at home? You never cared about me."

My chest burned at that moment.

"How can you think I don't care about you..!? As long as I am at home, I always try to take care of all your needs and Rahma and this household. Wash and iron your clothes, so you can dress up neatly. Cook it for you so you don't have to snack outside. What do you think I'm doing for all that?!" my answer.

"Ah come..!! I'll get some fresh air!!" Angga. Then he heard his motorbike leave the house.

Ooh.. Why his attitude changed.. A few months ago, he said he loved me.

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**Sorry the new author had uploaded his latest episode. 🙏

But guess - guess what happened to Angga huh...??

vtb**...