Doubt Loves you
Decisions
Meanwhile, in Rita and Angga's apartment...
"Darling, have you made your decision?" ask Rita.
"Either.. I'm still thinking about it" Angga replied.
"Hey.. What do you still doubt?!! Of course you have to choose me...!! We are equally unwilling if this child is born unclear who his father is", said Rita while stroking her distended stomach.
"But I also have Rahma... He's my son too. Can't it be that I, Anita and you are living together?!! I'll be fair.."
''No..!! I don't want to be second. I want only me by your side", protested Rita and she went into her room and slammed the door.
Then I must find a way to make your heart just for me and our son, Angga...
Angga was still sitting on the sofa when his second wife had walked into the room.
"hhuuuffftttt", he took a deep breath.
His pants pocket was about to pick up a cell phone. Then he typed in the WA message.
[what are you doing? Rahma how is she doing..? ] he sent it to his first wife.
10 Minutes passed..
[ Rahma is good.. I'm in the office ] Anita replied.
[I want to meet. Can I go home? ]though hesitant, he sent the message as well.
[ Sure.. It's still your home.] Anita replied later.
[Later tonight I will be home ]
Angga ended his chat with Anita. Then he went to the room, wanting to persuade his young wife.
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"Pity you, son.. Your papa's heart is no longer ours.", inwardly.
He quickly wiped away the tears that had dripped one or two tetas on his cheeks. He does not want to look weak in front of people who have hurt his heart.
After putting Rahma to sleep, Anita returned to the living room, seeing her husband watching television.
"Have you made up your mind, Mas.?", todong Anita.
Angga fell silent as if he was looking for the right word to explain everything.
''Can't we live together.. Threes.. I'll be fair...'' Angga said starting.
Anita answered by simply shaking her head and looking into the husband's eyes.
"We'll just split up" said Anita.
"I don't want to..!!" answer Angga steady.
"But I can't imagine my husband being with another woman.. Sleep with another woman...!!" Anita then got up from her seat.
Angga also rose from his chair. "Obviously I don't want to!! Aren't you thinking about Rahma's feelings?!!"
"Just calm.. Rahma is so small.. He doesn't understand yet.. I better give up.. I love you with another woman.. But my heart still does not accept if it has to be polygamous like this..!!" with a heavy heart he said it.. Her heart could not bear if every day was always sad for her husband's actions
"I don't want to, DOT..!!" answer Angga again. Angrily he left Anita still standing stiffly. Angga left that house.
"You are selfish, Mas.'' Anita said as she sobbed.
Angga angrily left the house. He would feel very guilty to his family if the separation occurred. Because Anita is the favorite daughter-in-law in her family. His father will be very disappointed. His brothers will be very angry especially if they find out the separation occurred because of his polygamy without Anita's consent.
But it was impossible for him to abandon his young wife who was now pregnant with her child.
He clenched his grip, punching the steering wheel of his car. Then darted home to see who else if not to his young wife.
