Destiny or My Life

Episode 94 Trying to Accept the Destiny of Life.

…ardian Adhitama…

At this time I was disappointed and saddened, seeing my children who were sad because their mother Lusi did not come to school to watch their show, I had tried to persuade Lusi to come, Lusi said, but for reasons difficult to get a permit out of the office of the Wirejaya Group makes Lusi unable to come.

I will always be patient to face Lusi and wait for Lusi to accept me as before, but this time it looks very difficult for me to conquer Lusi as before. Susi who was and now is much different, Luci who is now stronger and looks tough and smart.

But it is a challenge for me not to give up easily, to make my wife come back to me and also the children, at this time it is not easy because of the attitude of Lusi who does not like me at all, only the kids I can work with to get Lusi back.

Whatever all I'm gonna do to get back the love and the woman I was supposed to have? and I will not let anyone take it away from me, I will fight back and if I have to remove all the barriers that prevent me from getting the woman I am entitled to.

Like this time I was very angry to see my wife come to school with another man, and that man was my own business rival. I thought that Lusi really could not attend, but what am I looking at right now? Susi and Bryan Aldevaro came together as if they were a married couple and the twins' parents.

I clenched my arms firmly holding back my anger seeing the two of them coming with their happy faces, wanting it to feel like I was pulling Lusi to stand beside me instead of standing beside Bryan, the man that Lusi admitted to be his lover right now, I really want to beat up Bryan right now and get rid of him far from the face of Luci.

"hold Ardian.don't make Lusi more disliked you" said the mistress Meli held her son's hand that was clenched holding back her anger seeing the wife coming with another man.

ardian seemed to be pulling and breathing slowly.

"well mama.would I try to hold him back, but I don't know how long I should be able to hold back my anger at seeing my own wife come with another man in front of me." I answered and let out all the feelings I felt in my heart.

I don't know for how long I can hold back my anger seeing the two of them, Lusi is really tormenting me and testing my patience at the moment, I still take a sharp look at the two of them.

They also looked at me who looked sharply at them, seen Bryan increasingly fondly holding Lusi's hand and also seen Lusi just silently did not reject it, he said, I really couldn't bear to not get close to them.

I also walked up to the couple and wanted to just commemorate them if this was a public place, and Luci is currently the mother of the twins who automatically is my wife.

"let go of your hand…!!" ardian's firm orders withholding his anger.

"what's up? is there a problem with you…?" bryan answered, tightening his grip.

"don't you know yet that this woman is my legal wife?"

"of course I know, but it was before and you've been apart for a long time." Bryan replied, which made me want to beat his mouth that can't speak well.

I looked at Lusi who also saw me, I was sure that Lusi had told Bryan everything so that he knew everything, and I was sure that Lusi had nothing to hide from Bryan, which makes me even more angry about the honesty and care of Lusi to Bryan, a man who only became his lover when Lusi did not remember how his love used to feel to me.

"when are we parting? it was just an accident." I didn't accept Bryan's statement stating that I and Lusi had been separated for a long time.

"isn't it from the beginning that you didn't like Lusi even accusing him of being a woman who wasn't right and could only cheat?" bryan said it reminded me of the first time I met Lusi who had forgotten memories.

"that was before I knew she was my legal wife who was lost in an accident, and I just didn't want any woman to take my wife's position even if their faces were similar, did I misplace my wife?" reveal what I used to feel and I hope Lusi can also understand what I mean.

"now you've easily declared that Luci is the legal wife and will take her back after what you've done to Lusi? do you think he'll take you for granted?"

I was silent for a moment to hear what Bryan said was true? I was guilty of giving a lot of trouble and sadness to Luci at a time when I did not know he was my legal wife, and I'm rehashing what I did to Lidya the first time I was my wife.

"i regret everything and I believe you'll come back to me when you remember and feel the love you once felt for me." I said I looked at Lusi with a gentle look and regretted my mistake which made Lusi hate me for the second time.

Does Lusi look at me silently without any comment? and I don't know what she's feeling and in Luci's thoughts in her heart and mind, I just hope that Lusi can quickly feel her love for me like she used to, because I also love her so much and don't want to lose her a second time.

"you may hate me, but I hope you see and feel the feelings of the children when you see you with other men and not their father, what will they think of his parents? you can do anything but not in front of the children." I said remind Susi and try to be patient.

I would love to embrace Lusi and pour out my love for her like I used to, I miss my wife who is always loving and loving for me.

'i miss you very much dear, hurry back.don't torment me for too long.' I murmured inwardly as I continued to look at Lusi with eyes filled with the hope of love for her.

Lusi still looks silent to see me, seen him pulling and exhaling slowly, slowly also he released his hand to Bryan.

"Ryan..Ardian is right, I have to keep the children's heart feeling and I hope you can understand?" lusi sees Bryan and the twins in turn.

"whatever makes you happy and happy, I will follow your wishes." Bryan replied to understand and understand the situation of Lusi, which further makes me jealous with Bryan's understanding of Lusi's current condition.

"i did it just to make my children happy and not lack the affection of both parents." lusi's reply looked at me and the twins who also saw us from afar with our parents.

"thank you, that's enough." I relented, I decided I would face Lusi gently and slightly cunningly using the twins' names, at least to keep Bryan away from Susi, in my happy heart.

"let's go over there…!" ajaku to Lusi by trying to reach out my hand to hold Lusi's hand.

Lusi looked at my outstretched hand, and turning to look at Bryan who was smiling stiffly, Lusi looked back at the twins who were waving smiling hands towards us, Lusi slowly welcomed my helping hand, Lusi slowly welcomed my helping hand, with lightning fast I clasped his hand and took him to step closer to the twins.

In my heart I am very happy to be able to hold hands and be close to the woman I love so much, even though I know Lusi wants to do it because he was forced to do it for the twins, that is enough for me and I hope that this hand will never escape from my grasp, until whenever I will maintain and hold it always.

The four of us were already like a happy little family, without any flaws, looking happy smiles of Lusi and the twins when they were happy, it is enough for me to make it a strength so that I can continue to fight to get back the love of Lusi, the love of the woman I love and love so much, the woman who was mine for so long, now and in the future forever.

May this destiny of my life be with them forever, whatever I will do to maintain the destiny of life that has been laid down by God on me, all for the happiness and wholeness of my little family.

May God be able to restore all of Lusi's memories without forcing him to remember and accept us forcibly, may Lusi be my destiny with the children.

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Ardian's feeling of relief and happiness in his heart, inversely proportional to the feeling of Bryan's heart that runs behind Ardian Lusi's small family, Bryan held back his jealousy to understand the position of the lover, who currently only wants to make the twins happy, the biological child Lusi who also has to accept Bryan and learn to get used to the presence of the twins in between his humungan with Lusi.

Bryan did not want excessive jealousy to ruin his relationship with Susi, how could he not want to lose Susi? whatever Bryan will do to make Lusi always stay, feel at home, and comfortable with him.

Bryan just wants to see Lusi is always happy with what he is living and decided, Bryan can only patiently support Lusi no matter what his current circumstances and conditions are? because his love is very sincere to Lusi, although Lusi has not been able to repay him until now, it is enough Bryan who loves and Lusi can always be with him and is at his side.

Bryan will try to live and accept the destiny of life that has been determined for him, living it sincerely and sincerely accept whatever will happen.

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