Destiny or My Life

Episodes 103. Trying to Understand and Be Patient.

***Luxury Apartment Ardian Adhitama***

Lusi still looks annoyed at Ardian, because he continues to laugh at the reddened face of Lusi. Lusi quickly threw a sofa cushion on Ardian, but still avoided by Ardian, Lusi was getting furious at him, he continued to throw Ardian with a sofa cushion that was nearby until it ran out.

When Lusi was busy looking for something that could be used to throw Ardian, he did not know that Ardian was quickly nearby. Ardian quickly slid Lusi's body onto the sofa, and held Lusi's body from moving.

"Ardian..let go.." reeling Lusi tried to release Ardian's hold from him.

"why are you angry? what's wrong?" tanya Ardian looked at Lusi's eyes.

"you're laughing at me, is there anything funny about me?"

"there is ...your cheeks are blushing in shame." said Ardian with teasing eyes.

"shy.I'm not ashamed…!" call Luzi.

"if not ashamed..then why are these cheeks flushed…? cups... cups…!" asked Ardian by peeping both of Luci's cheeks.

Lusi's eyes are perfectly rounded to the action of Ardian, who kisses both of his cheeks.

"Ardian.let go..you said you won't touch me…"

"don't want to.you're the one who started luring me first."

"i've never fished for you.You'll be alone…"

"yes..cup.. cup.." reply Ardian while tucking twice Lusi's lips.

"Things…!!" shouted Lusi did not accept Ardian stealing a kiss on his lips.

"don't yell, my ears hurt."

"biarin..makanya…!!" shouts Lusi back.

"say.di said don't scream yell, I'll kiss you for a long time…!" threaten Ardians.

"aaahhhhh.." shouted Lusi who was immediately silent because of the silence of Ardian's lips on him.

Lusi glared his eyes at Ardian's actions to her, but Ardian didn't care because right now…!! Ardian was enjoying something very sweet for him, Lusi's soft lips had already become an opium to him.

Gently Ardian kissed Lusi's lips occasionally permeate the sweetness of the lips, Lusi who could not move will hold Ardian on his body, can only resign but also return Ardian's kiss to him, a kiss that was light now has turned into a delicious treat for both of them. Replying and giving each other a sweet taste on each side of their lips.

Unknowingly the two hands of Lusi who had escaped from Ardian's arms, coiled around Ardian's neck, Lusi subconsciously pressed Ardian's nape so that their kiss was even deeper, Lusi seemed to want to ask for more, so that their breath gasps for being out of breath will kiss deep and sweet both of them.

"Things…!" call Lusi with his gasping breath, now their eyebrows are sticking together.

"honey…!" reply Ardian who was also with his gasping breath.

"it's Ardian."

"honey..don't ever get away from me." said Ardian stroked Lusi's cheek, while looking softly at Lusi's eyes.

"Ardian I.." said Lusi speechless because of a light kiss from Ardian on his lips.

"don't say anything, I just want us to be like this, until you can feel what you used to feel."

"can't we learn from the beginning? don't you want to give me another chance…?" tanya Ardian wants to convince Lusi.

"alright, we tried from the beginning, but I don't want to be forced." Lusi resigned.

"thank you dear…!!" reply Ardian with a happy smile.

Ardian kissed Lusi's lips gently again, then Lusi slowly let go, this time there will be no longer a long and deep kiss on them. The danger for Lusi at this moment, because he was afraid that the influence of his fighting medicine was still within his body.

"Ardian.already tired." said Lusi memelas.

"sorry, your lips are sweet to me, and I'm addicted."

"already.ayo wake up Ardian, you're heavy."

"call me baby first.then I'll wake up." he ordered with a smile and a mesraanya look.

"come on, wake up quickly, you're heavy."

"again…"

"honey let's wake up." said Lusi gently while pressing the word affection on his words.

Ardian wakes up from the top of Lusi's body, and the two of them sit side by side. A moment later, the sound of the apartment bell was heard. Lusi wants to rise but is prevented by Ardian.

"let me." she quickly woke up.

Lusi can only resign and sit back, from the middle room Lusi can see in front of the door there is Gavin carrying a few paper bags in his hands, then Gavin left after giving all his luggage to Ardian.

"honey let's eat." take Ardian while putting a paper bag on the dining table.

"let me prepare" said Lusi immediately went into the kitchen and looked for dishes and other cutlery.

Since they were indeed hungry, they immediately ate without further ado

"why is this delicious.Oya why didn't you tell Gavin to come in?" asked Lusi on the sidelines to eat.

"for what? it's night, let him go home quickly because it's night." Ardian replied casually as he put food in his mouth.

"oooo yes pity Gavin, it's been this night still have to bring food for us." replied Lusi who made Ardian look at him.

"do you look familiar to Gavin?" tanya suspects Ardian, she starts to dislike that Susi is close to her assistant.

"yes, because we're friends."

"since when?" asked Ardian to stop eating.

"since in the hospital."

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"don't get too close to him, I don't like it" Ardian said with an unhappy look.

"why.we are just friends." asked Lusi in surprise.

"because he's a boy, I don't like to see you close to other men" Ardian said in a dislike tone, Ardian felt jealous and disliked when Lusi was close and familiar with other men, besides himself.

"Ardian you start again want to set me up? I know the limits of people being friends." said Lusi slightly pressed his words, by putting the rough spoon on the plate.

It is clear that Lusi is angry and does not like the restrictions, which Ardian makes on his association.

Ardian could see Lusi's angry look at him.

'much serious the queen was angry.' Ardian murmured in his heart, looking at Lusi's angry aura and Lusi's sharp gaze at him.

"no dear..not so.I mean may be friends but do not get too close, not good at seeing because you still have a husband" said soft Ardian trying to muffle Lusi's anger.

"let's just say you're jealous." guess Lusi who's on target.

"that's why I'm jealous, I'm your husband and I don't like to see you get too close to other men" Ardian replied.

"but the past is jealous of his own assistant anyway? what do you not believe me? having just wanted to relearn from the beginning, this was already jealousy unclear." Lusi grumbled still staring intently at Ardian.

"maclumin is dear.we've only come back again, so many years apart, it's only natural that I don't want to share your attention with others."

"you are selfish, you want to win yourself." replied Lusi with a sharp look at the corner of his eyes.

"do you think jealousy is excessive and not clearly like this? good for a relationship?" tanya Lusi stared intensely at Ardian.

"not really..this is just the beginning, tomorrow is also used.you are angry huh…?" rayu Ardian by touching the palm of Lusi's hand beside him.

"yes angry.I don't like you starting to limit my association, because I still know where my limits are."

"yes sorry..do not get angry again yes... I will not do this again, the new time has come again?" woo Ardian by squeezing the palm of Lusi gently.

"promise…?"

"promise..but you also have to promise me one thing…?" said Ardian who wants to discuss about the relationship with Bryan Lusi.

"one more thing?" asked Lusi by squinting his eyes.

"what is your relationship with Bryan? can you end it?" ask Ardian who made Lusi new considering his relationship with Bryan.

Lusi and Bryan's relationship is actually fine until this moment, there is no problem whatsoever, because Bryan is the figure of the man who best understands his current situation.

Lusi just remembered, what would he say to Bryan? there's no way he's still in touch with Bryan after this fact. The fact that Lusi ended up sleeping with Ardian, Lusi had a husband-wife relationship with Ardian.

Lusi stared at his food with nanar, Lusi was very aware of Bryan's sincere and great love for him, Bryan's love that he could not repay until this second, until this moment, because Lusi has not been able to feel the thrill of love for Bryan. Lusi stayed with Bryan because he felt comfortable with him.

But Lusi also thinks that his current situation is more important for his small family relationships, to provide family happiness and wholeness for his children, although Lusi also can not feel the vibration of love for Ardian. Because they cannot be denied they are bound to a relationship that is legitimate and sacred.

Luci must quickly determine the choice of his heart, so that not many hearts are hurt. Lusi did not want many people to suffer and be sick of him.

"Ardian..Give me time for this relationship, I should really know the feelings of my heart, I don't want to hurt anyone? Honestly my relationship with Bryan is fine now, even though my heart doesn't feel any feelings for him? but I'm comfortable with Bryan, I hope you can also understand I need to be able to feel and determine what makes me feel comfortable, I don't want to be in a relationship with the forced." said Lusi saw sincere Ardian eyes.

In his heart Ardian actually strongly rejects the relationship Bryan and Lusi continues, but Ardian also does not want to be considered selfish because it is too imposing his will and will. Which Ardian wants the love and sincerity of Lusi for him and the children like before, Ardian will try to understand how the position and heart of Lusi at this time?

Ardian will try to be patient waiting, and keep trying to melt his heart and get Lusi's love back for him, without having to force Lusi and hurt his heart because he had to be forced to accept his love.

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