Destiny or My Life

Episode 93 Susi's Honesty And Bryan's Hope.

…husi Arsinta…

Bryan Aldevaro is a young man who has great power and fame, he includes successful young entrepreneurs and twisted tangir, that's what I know and see in terms of reality, just like this time…! he managed to help me get out of the office for my personal business of attending the twins' show at his school, with his power that Bryan had of course.

Bryan easily made Ari's assistant allow me to go out with him, on the grounds of asking me for help and having me pick out a gift for someone, I just kept following what Bryan said to Ari's assistant and didn't argue at all or talk.

We are now in Bryan's luxury car that he drove himself, actually I'm still not ready just alone with Bryan because I know my current status, and I'm still preparing my heart to be honest with Bryan about the truth that I already know.

I think Bryan deserves to know who I really am? because how is it that my current status is still Ardian Adhitama's wife and the twins' biological mother, and I don't want to keep it a secret from Bryan, she said, I wish we could find a way out and accept whatever relationship we are in.

"Wally…!" call me break our silence in the car while looking at him.

"yes, what's wrong?" bryan replied softly while looking at me for a glance.

I shut up for a moment and set my breath to steady my heart telling Bryan the truth.

"Bryan.there's something I want to tell you" I said looking at him and Bryan looked back at me too.

"yes..let's just say…!!" his orders.

"a few days ago, both my parents came to this town to catch up with me, and they brought news that changed my life" I told slowly as I looked ahead.

"what news?"

I kept quiet for a moment, I kept convincing my heart to be honest and resolve this matter as soon as possible.

"Ryan my parents told me who I really was, and I wanted to tell you the truth about everything, because you should know it too." I said glancing at Bryan who kept seeing me every now and then his gaze also focused forward looking at the highway.

"they said that I was actually the legal wife of Ardian Adhitama and the biological mother of the twins" I said with a single breath.

Bryan was just silent, seen him pull over the speed of his car and turn off the engine of his car.

"try saying it again…?" bryan asked me and asked me to repeat what I said.

"Bryan I was Ardian Adhitama's legal wife who disappeared 5 years ago and forgot her memory due to an accident, and both my parents found and saved me" I said trying to explain everything.

"are they wrong, how is it possible?" bryan said he still couldn't believe what I said.

"Bryan is a long story, and I'll tell you everything" I said slowly by looking at Bryan's face that looked frowning at me.

I began to tell everything from beginning to end, the story of all the truths of myself that have been revealed by my parents, I tell all the honesty without covering anything? because Bryan deserves to know everything and I'm ready to accept whatever Bryan's decision is against me?

I saw Bryan who was just speechless listening to all my stories without commenting? many times I pulled and exhaled my breath that felt heavy and tight in my chest.

Bryan remained silent without any comment as he listened to my story until he was seen looking disappointed and surprised to hear that I was the legal wife of Ardian Adhitama, his business rival.

It was seen that he was pulling and exhaling slowly before finally answering me.

"how are you feeling right now? after finding out you're Ardian Adhitama's wife?" ryan asked me back while watching me intensely.

"honestly.hat I currently feel nothing for Ardian, I only care about the twins, I don't know my feelings for Ardian? because I forgot everything including forgetting my heart's feelings for Ardian."

"then what was your decision to behave? how are you still his legal wife? although I am disappointed, but I still love and love you for who you are, I just don't want you to be burdened by my feelings." said Ryan sincerely with a serious face look at me.

"Ryan.thank you for understanding, I'm still trying to feel what my heart actually chose, and I hope you can understand."

"are you going to live with Ardian?"

"while I was going to live with my mom and dad at my dad's friend's house in town, even though my parents suggested I learn to live with Ardian and the twins, but I wasn't ready yet, I'm just gonna stay for the kids."

"alright..I see what you mean, whatever makes you comfortable do it, but the one I ask for? never shun me again, let your heart choose when you're with me and Ardian, you'll know how your heart feels." ryan's wisdom makes my heart calm because he wants to understand my condition and my heart's feelings.

"thank you, I'll do whatever my heart says and feels, thank you for understanding." I smiled sincerely at Ryan who looked at me with hope stored in his heart.

"i still wish you would choose me, and I will still try to get your heart at all costs? but if your heart still can't choose me? there I'm going to step back even if it's hard for me, because I really love and love you sincerely, I still hope you want to be my wife." Ryan said, looking honest in the eyes.

"forgive me if I always hurt you, and have not been able to return your feelings." I bowed in shame to Ryan who was always sincere and patiently waiting for my return.

"honey.." he said, touching the back of my hand and grabbing it for a brief peek.

"i just want the honesty of your heart, and I just want you to be happy, whatever you choose I will learn to accept it, but before your choice, can it be like that?" ryan said with a serious face.

"of course, we can try to be close and live as usual, I'll keep trying to feel what my heart chooses, because honestly I'm comfortable with you Ryan, you're always patient and gentle with me when I'm traumatized by being close to a man, and you're the only man who can make me comfortable, as long as I don't know who I really am." my reply is sincere with what my heart is feeling right now.

"i'm glad you can be comfortable with me, and I hope you can return my feelings" Ryan said sincerely with a smile that puffed up on his lips.

I did not reply, I just smiled faintly and nodded my head in agreement, our conversation was over there, Ryan could understand my current condition and status, we went back to school with the twins.

On the way we didn't talk much, Ryan just asked how the twins were doing after knowing that I was their real mother, and I just answered him, in my heart I am very happy Ryan can understand my current position and status, and I hope my heart can quickly make its choice.

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