Destiny or My Life

Episode 113 Susi And Bryan's Decision.

***Inside of Cafe***

Lusi has decided that if his relationship with Bryan will not be possible to continue, everything must be ended until here. Lusi still hopes that they can be good friends.

Although the decision was heavy, because it would hurt Bryan, but still Lusi had to do. All of Bryan's pain will make Lusi's heart feel guilty. If Bryan would hate him, Lusi would accept sincerely, because it's a risk that Lusi must get.

During the meal they just talk casually, Lusi is still looking for a gap to be able to talk about his wishes.

While Ardian and Gavin's assistant who is in the cafe, have a way to know all the talk of the two of them. It was all a crazy idea from Gavin's assistant, who kept getting threats from his boss.

Gavin pays someone dearly, who happens to be able to sit behind the table of Lusi and Bryan. Someone turned on his phone and connected directly to Gavin's phone, with through the phone connection of the rented person gavin, Ardian can clearly hear what Lusi and Bryan talk? which occasionally there is a joke from Bryan for Lusi, looks like a couple of lovers.

Ardian is occasionally seen clenching his hands tightly, holding back anger and jealousy from hearing the sweet talk of Lusi and Bryan. Ardian was actually in a blind jealous mode, who wanted it to feel like Ardian was approaching the two of them, and pulling Lusi into his arms.

But Ardian kept his promise to Susi, who would not interfere in his affairs, who wanted to finish his affair with Bryan. Ardian tries to hold back all his anger and jealousy, Ardian tries to believe in Lusi, that Lusi will keep his promise, to prefer to keep his household, for the sake of his two children.

'patient Ardian.try to give trust to Lusi, this is also difficult for Lusi to live, all the way of life is currently more difficult than the path of your life.' Ardian murmured trying to entertain himself.

Ardian continued to quietly listen, the conversation between Lusi and Bryan. Ardian thought their conversation was a conversation from two friends.

"Ryan, there's something I want to talk to you about right now" Lusi said with a serious look at Bryan.

Bryan took a serious look at Lusi, actually Bryan already knew the purpose of their conversation and meeting today. But he just wanted to comfort himself, so as not to feel too sick about the words that Lusi wanted to say.

Bryan knows that Lusi wants to talk about the continuation of their relationship, although Bryan's heart is not ready to lose Lusi in the relationship that has just been established, but Lusi's happiness is his happiness as well.

Lusi's future choice, more important than his feelings are indeed clapping one hand. Susi, who has a stronger relationship between her children and her past husband, will be more important now in the defense of Susi, than the relationship clapping Bryan's hands on Lusi. All Bryan will try to accept despite the pain he feels.

"what is this about our relationship?" bryan asked right at the target of Lusi's intention.

Lusi can see the look of sadness and disappointment from Bryan's eyes, slowly Lusi touching the back of Bryan's hand on the table. Lusi knew Bryan already knew what they were going to talk about? Lusi wants to make Bryan strong and can accept his decision with sincerity.

"excuse me Ryan.Honestly this is also hard for me, all this time you can understand me, can make me always comfortable to be by your side. But this relationship we can not continue anymore, there is a relationship bond from children and husbands in my past that is more entitled to defend." said Lusi very heavy to say.

His heart really felt guilty for Bryan, who had always been kind and could understand him all along.

"Ryan..I did this for the sake of my innocent children? I became their mother, not wanting to see my children lack the affection of both their parents, me and Ardian are still trying to be good parents for both of our children, he said, I hope you can understand my current position and state." said Lusi issued what became the burden of his mind?

"Lusi.you are cruel.." Bryan replied with a sad look.

Lusi can only quietly look into Bryan's sad eyes, all is his fault and the risk that Lusi must accept at this time. The fate of his life was always cruel, everything never went as Lusi wanted.

"you hurt my heart and my feelings, you know how much I love you, you know how much my love and affection feel for you? and you can tell me that decision?" bryan said that makes Lusi feel guilty.

"Lusi..this is hard for you, but it's hard for me, you know how sick I am right now?" bryan asked with a look that looked sick and hurt.

"sorry.sorry I'm Ryan." said Lusi, only those words can be said.

Lusi's tears that he was holding, also burst onto his cheeks. Lusi is also sick and guilty of seeing Bryan hurt by his decision. Lusi could not do better for a man who had always been loyal and patient to accompany him all this time, a man who always understood his condition when he had a sense of trauma adjacent to a man. Men who can always be polite treat Lusi during their relationship.

Now Lusi can only give back pain, and can not give back love and affection for Bryan. The fate of love is indeed cruel to the relationship of Bryan and Lusi.

Bryan who could not see Lusi crying, grasped the hand that had touched the back of his hand. Bryan was sick to see the tears of Lusi's sadness. Bryan knows this is also very hard for Susi, although Lusi does not have feelings of love and affection for Bryan. But Bryan knew, it was hard for Lusi who had a soft heart to hurt someone's feelings.

"are you happy with your little family?" bryan asked wanting to try to give in, he could not hurt Lusi with each of his sad and disappointed words to Lusi.

Lusi looked into Bryan's eyes with eyes filled with tears, which kept coming out flowing down his cheeks. Bryan's questions about his happiness with his little family were beyond his expectations.

Bryan who can catch the meaning of Lusi's answer, knows clearly that Lusi has not had any feelings for Ardian? lusi only mentioned the names of his children.

Ardian who was eavesdropping on their conversation also knew, Lusi said as if Ardian could not make Lusi happy and comfortable to be around him, because Lusi could not feel any feelings for him yet? Ardian was aware and could understand that, the feeling of one's heart could not be forced.

"what about Ardian Adhitama, your current husband?" bryan asked wanting to know how Lusi felt about Ardian.

Ardian sharpened his eyes, clenched tightly his hands, and his hardened jaw held back the strong feeling of his restless heart, with a question from Bryan, and waited for an answer from Lusi's mouth.

Lusi looked into Bryan's curious eyes waiting for an answer from him. Lusi knows she has not felt any feelings for Ardian at this time?

"i'm also happy and comfortable with him." an answer that according to Lusi can make Bryan's heart, in order to be able and willing to let go of him.

Lusi does not want, Bryan assumes that Susi is not happy with Ardian Adhitama, which will make Bryan continue to try to get it, and will not be willing to release Lusi for Ardian. Bryan will definitely try to pursue himself, because it is considered Ardian Adhitama who can not make Lusi happy, and Ardian does not deserve to be on the side of Lusi.

So that Lusi lied a little, so that everything can be fine, Lusi will try and learn to feel comfortable being on the side of Ardian Adhitama.

Clearly the face that was tense with a hardened jaw, now looks softened back with a thin smile on his lips, Ardian was very relieved and happy to hear Lusi's answer about him.

"you lied to Lusi." answered Bryan who made Lusi's eyes look at Bryan for a moment.

What lies did he make that couldn't fool Bryan? that was the question that was in Lucia's heart.

Ardian immediately rounded his eyes, Bryan's words that did not believe in Lusi's answer, as if making Ardian not sick to make Lusi happy, the woman he loved so much.

"what am I lying to Ryan.hatiku can't feel any feelings for Ardian? but the comfort with him I can feel, the comfort with him and the children, makes my heart happy" said Lusi looking safe.

Bryan stared intensely at Lusi's eyes, looking for doubt at the look in his eyes. It is clear in the eyes of Lusi only defend Ardian, so that Bryan can let himself along with the small family that Lusi wants to defend.

Bryan sighed, Bryan knew Lusi did not want to make a gap for him to pursue back the love of Lusi, Lusi began to make strong boundaries for himself so as not to approach Lusi any closer.

"if you're happy, I can endure this pain for the happiness you're getting right now. I can endure this pain and disappointment, for the sake of your happiness even though you are with another man" Bryan said trying to give in, because it is useless for him to maintain their relationship, because he himself maintains their relationship, lusi had already succumbed to their relationship.

"thank you Ryan, I'm so grateful to know you, can we still be friends?" tanya Lusi wants to improve their relationship, while removing tears on her cheeks.

Lusi wants at least the two of them can be friends, if their relationship can not be continued again.

Bryan stared intensely at Lusi's eyes, there was sincerity from the look of Lusi's eyes for them to make friends, although it was hard for him to make friends, at least Bryan still had a strong reason to always see Lusi up close. Ascertaining whether Ardian can really make Lusi happy is it not? If Bryan sees Lusi sad and crying because he is depressed with Ardian, of course Bryan will immediately retake Lusi from the Ardian Adhitama side.

It was the only promise Bryan could make in his heart, so that he could ease the pain that his heart was currently feeling.

"of course, we can still be friends." Bryan replied which made Lusi feel relief in his heart.

They both throw forced smiles at each other, but in the heart there is still a sense of obstruction. Life's destiny doesn't always go the way we want it to. The destiny of life always runs on the line of life that has been determined, by the Creator and Almighty in this life.

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