Destiny or My Life

Destiny or My Life
Episode 105 A Small But Sweet Fight.



***Luxury Apartment Ardian Adhitama***


Bryan's phone connection on Ardian's phone is still running, they continue to discuss the purpose and intention of Rania coming with Meli's mistress to Bryan's apartment, to find the whereabouts of Lusi.


"is there anything else they say?" tanya Lusi wanted to clarify her suspicions.


"no more, Rania was just sure to see you with me at the hotel where she was. So he was also sure to look for you at my apartment." Bryan replied.


"what did he say too? what was he doing in that hotel when he saw me?"


"yes, it just so happened that Rania was meeting her business partner."


Lusi was silent, because he knew that Rania had lied, Rania had made up Bryan's story about him.


"didn't she say she met and talked to me? and not his business partner?" I'm still looking at Ardian who's still staring at him.


"no, Rania just said seeing you wasn't meeting or talking to you."


"she lied, Rania didn't just look at me, but she did make a promise to me, talk and try to frame me."


"what…?!" bryan said in surprise, "what did he do to you, baby?"


"i'll tell you later, we can't talk on Ryan's phone."


"alright..when do you want to meet and be ready to tell me what happened? I'm always there for you, baby."


"thank you Ryan, you've always wanted to understand my situation.…!"


"yes dear.yang peting right now you are fine, I'm relieved and happy."


"well Ryan, it's been a night you rest.Thank you for worrying about me."


"of course, honey, I won't calm down if I don't hear from you."


"good night Ryan."


"good night, dear. I love you." said Bryan replied that made Ardian harden his jaw with jealousy.


Immediately Ardian snatched his phone and turned off the connection directly. She doesn't want to hear Lusi also return Bryan's love for her.


Lusi just kept quiet and glared at his eyes, Lusi was also upset about Ardian's attitude, for robbing his phone a little rough.


Without speaking anything Lusi immediately stepped into the room, he intended to just go home tonight. He broke his intention to stay and sleep with Ardian tonight.


Ardian followed along and knew very well, that at this time Lusi was upset with him who was a little rude to Lusi. But that was because Ardian felt jealous at Bryan and Lusi's conversation.


Which husband can see? his wife talked to her boyfriend. Ardian is so now.


When he was in the room, he saw Susi carrying a bag and already wearing her shoes, only her clothes did not change.


"where are you going?" tanya Ardian looked at Lusi.


"i want to go home." replied Lucia Ketus.


"why go home? didn't you promise to sleep here tonight, and give our relationship a chance?"


"i never promised you I'd sleep here. You're the one who forced me to ask permission from my parents first." replied Lusi with a flat look.


"but you agreed to sleep here, now why change your mind?"


"i don't like your rude and whatever you want."


"just because I don't like and feel jealous of Bryan, your lover." Ardian stared back at Lusi sharply.


"but your jealousy has gone too far, and vented it on me."


Ardian was speechless, quickly Lusi added what he was thinking.


"did I ask Bryan to call me? did I ask for your phone when Bryan called your phone?" ask Lusi.


And that's the truth, Lusi doesn't even know who wants to talk to him over the phone. Ardian realizes that he is jealous and upset with Bryan, but vents him to Lusi.


"forgive me, baby…!" said Ardian approached Lusi quickly and held onto both of Lusi's shoulders.


"let go of me." replied Lusi sharply, while brushing both Ardian's hands on his shoulder.


"unfortunately I confess, I got carried away with the emotion of being jealous of Bryan, and I'm sorry" Ardian said, covering both palms in front of his chest, with a face that was clear.


"i won't repeat it again, I promise I will try to hold it" Ardian said again, because Lusi just kept quiet and looked at him sharply.


Lusi was still staring at Ardian but this time, his gaze was already not as flat as before. Is it clear that anyone can be jealous? just like Ardian now, which husband would bear to see and hear his own wife? talking to his wife's lover, especially in front of him directly.


Slowly Lusi sighed and threw back the bag he was holding onto the sofa of the room, Lusi sat his body on the sofa and took off one by one his shoes.


"you'll forgive me, won't you?" ask Ardian to look at Lusi.


"forgive me, I was carried away with emotion." - Luci looked back at Ardian who was still standing in front of him.


"no dear.you are not wrong, I am wrong because of unclear emotions and excessive jealousy" said Ardian slowly stepped closer to Lusi.


Ardian sat prostrating himself in front of Luci and held both of Lusi's hands in his lap.


"thank you for forgiving me."


Lusi exhaled his breath slowly.


"i understand that you're jealous of Ryan, but don't overdo it, and you'll be upset with me. I told you that I would try to understand the contents of both of you, and did not want my choice in the future to go the wrong way Ardian. So please wait and be patient until I can finish my relationship with Ryan" said Lusi.


"you even have a dear call to him." murmured Ardian softly which could still be heard by Lusi.


"you're starting again Ardian?" lusi asked while squinting one eye looking at Ardian.


Lusi sighed again, shaking his head. But Lusi understood what Ardian meant?


"so that you are both balanced, besides the call of love, what do you want me to call you?" tanya Lusi wants to give up, because he already does not want to fuss about small problems.


"right honey…?" ask girang Ardian.


"yes." nods Lusi.


"actually I'd rather be called 'dear', but you don't want to call me that, so what's nice and sounds romantic?" ardian said while thinking by stroking his chin using his hand.


"what did I call you?"


"sad." answer quickly. But Lusi just looked at Ardian without answering, Ardian also knew the silent intent of Lusi.


"you're the one who's looking for a call for me. I'm afraid I'm wrong again." said Ardian a little moody.


"since you already have two children, how about I just call 'papa?"


"papa.." repeated Ardian look at Lusi.


"iya papa her kids. PAPA." explains Lusi again.


"alright, call me papa." Ardian replied happily.


"and I will call you 'MAMA', Ardian said.


"mama…? not being a baby?" tanya Lucia explained.


"both, I'll call you by those two names, baby and mama. Depends on my mood."


"alright, just like you." said Lusi saw Ardian was happy with him.


"it is also difficult to face two spoiled men at once" said Lusi again, which made Ardian furrow his brows to see Lusi.


"two spoiled men…? are you the same as Bryan?" asked Ardian with a slight tone of regret.


"you want to start again?" tanya Lusi suppressed her every word.


"no baby, no…!!" ardian replied quickly, because he did not want Lusi to be angry with him anymore.


"at night, let's take a break." take Lusi to Ardian.


"cad."


"but don't mess around, just be aware that if you break the current restrictions, I won't forgive you for a long time." threatening Lusi pointed at Ardian.


"no baby, I'm not gonna fuck around. We're just going to sleep, just…!!" ardian was silent.


"what's it…?" suspicious Lusi.


"it's just, I just want to hug you, to sleep well" replied Ardian slowly and timidly.


"just hug?"


"yes, just hug." nodded obediently Ardian.


Lusi sighed again. "alright." replied Lusi resigned.


"Ardian was happy, having been granted permission by Luci, to hug her while sleeping.


In Lusi's heart, just wanted to test her heart, and give Ardian a chance, how could Ardian be her legal husband. Will there be feelings when Ardian is warm and hugs her?


They went up to bed, they fell asleep on their side, with Ardian's hands holding Lusi's body in his arms. Lusi just feels comfortable and warm right now and is convinced that it is not his love.


A few minutes later, the two fell asleep quickly, due to the influence of the body that was also tired.


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…bryan Aldevaro…


I was still glued to see Lusi's photo on my phone wallpaper, a sweet smile and I didn't want to lose it.


Actually in my heart, very disappointed and jealous with the togetherness of Ardian and Lusi tonight, hearing the quarrel and their way of talking, which is very warm to a family. It makes me sick in my heart.


But what can I do now? slowly my eyes warmed to the thought in my brain at this moment. The thought that if Lusi left me, went back to their husband and children.


Then what about me? will I be strong to see their togetherness and happiness? no. I won't be able to see it.


My heart ached thinking about that possibility? slowly my tears flowed, while thinking about the happiness of Lusi with her small family.


I must quickly realize, and must try to learn from now to accept if someday Lusi prefers her husband and children. I have to learn to prepare my heart for it. Although heavy and I can not accept.


This is the destiny of my current life, the destiny of my relationship with Lusi, and the life I have to live with the best possible effort.


May all I live, with the strength and firmness of God. Only God is the power of all things and all know.


Only the fate of the life of God will come to pass, and I will accept it sincerely, without doing anything that I can regret later on.


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