Destiny or My Life

Episode 53 Ardian's Feelings.

***Cafe Amorous***

The beautiful woman sits alone at a corner table near the cafe's glass divider that leads to the outside view of the city park.

His slightly puffy eyes looking far away glare towards the garden which is filled with colorful flowers, his gaze as if empty has no spirit aura at all, he has been sitting there since he arrived at the cafe.

the woman is Lusi Arsinta, a woman who still looks beautiful even though her eyes are swollen from crying, she realized because of someone's call to her.

"sorry excuse me...!" greeting a waitress at the cafe after several times calling her, only Lusi woke up from her daydream.

"yahhhh..iya..!"lusi answered who came to her senses from her daydream and looked towards the servant who called out to her.

"this is my order" said the waiter, putting down the chocolate milk shake he ordered.

"thank you." replied Lusi smiling faintly.

"same-sama mbak, in wait for the food to come soon."

"yes." replied Lusi briefly with a nod of his head.

The waiter left the table, Lusi looked at his fresh drink, he grabbed a glass and pointed a straw pipette into his mouth, in his slow suck of the chocolate milk shake, a dry throat feels fresh and wet.

Susi was stirring up her drink, her eyes were staring blankly at the glass that was still full of her chocolate milk shake, she still could not believe what was happening today to her.

Lusi did not want to remember and believe what happened today, he pulled and exhaled his heavy breath but it could not change anything at all.

"what should I do now?" mumbling slowly.

"is everything really going on like I heard?"

"didn't they lie to me?"

"aaahhh..ibu Lusi kangen.." murmured sadly with tears falling down her white cheeks, Lusi could not help her tears from falling.

Lusi felt sad and missed the mother who was always there when she felt sad and needed friends to vent.

"mother..ibu Lusi how should it be? Lusi needs a mother." she said slowly and held Isak crying so as not to be heard by people in the cafe, immediately Lusi wipe the tears that fell while breathing so that his chest was a little relieved.

"i have to be strong I can't do this, all must have an answer" he said comforting himself.

Lusi got up and walked to the toilet to wash his face that had been crying to get a little fresh, he wanted to enjoy his lunch and would soon return to the office because the break was almost over.

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On the other hand Ardian and Gavin's assistant are busy looking for Lusi, who doesn't know where Lusi went after getting out of Sinar Mulia hospital, they lost track of Lusi leaving quickly using an online motorcycle taxi that happened to be in front of the hospital.

They search for Lusi to the hotel but nothing, they want to find Lusi to the office of the entrepreneur but do not want to make trouble for Lusi, he said, Ardian kept trying to call Lusi's phone number from earlier remained inactive.

Ardian begins to worry about the existence and circumstances of Lusi, he regrets having hurt Lusi all this time, Ardian wants to apologize to Lusi, all his faults that continue to make Lusi not like and may hate him.

whatever Ardian will do to get sorry from Lusi.

"Gavin's looking for a reason to pay a visit to the company, I want to see Lusi soon, I want to make sure he's okay." ardian orders who is sitting in the back seat of the car with a view looking out the window.

"good sir." replied Gavin who immediately thought of finding a reason to come to the office of the entrepreneur.

"all right, let's go there now" he ordered.

'sir now you must be sorry for never behaving and thinking well of Miss Lusi?' muttered Gavin looked at his silent master looking out the window from the front rearview mirror of the car.

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***Airport Company Group***

Lusi returned to the office before the afternoon break was over, he washed and repaired his makeup to disguise the patch in his eyes, although his heart and mind were restless but he had to remain professional at work.

At her desk, Lusi is still trying to focus on what she is doing, while Dewi turns to take a lunch break, she is grateful because today is not too busy, so Lusi did not drain his head too much to think.

At any time Lusi always sighed to relieve his heart and mind because the incident was in the hospital always blazing in his brain.

flashback…

After a debate in the hospital hallway, Ardian and Lusi still looked at each other with their own feelings and thoughts.

Susi with feelings and thoughts is upset, sad, and tired of Ardian's attitude towards her, and, while Ardian with feelings and thoughts that have been lost and lost because he saw the look of sadness and fatigue in the eyes of Lusi towards him.

"have you come?!" ask doctor Rio's greeting to them.

Ardian and Gavin looked towards Rio's doctor who greeted them, while Lusi turned his face the other way while rubbing his hot and teary eyes as it held back his cries.

"let's go to my room, this is the result I just received, let's just look inside my room !" take doctor Rio while showing the sealed envelope in his hand.

They just nodded their heads in agreement, Ardian looked at Lusi at a glance with a worried look looking towards Lusi, whereas Lusi did not understand Ardian's worried look at him, Lusi could only remain silent without any comment and stepped following doctor Rio into his room.

They sat on the sofa in the room, they sat facing each other, Ardian and Lusi facing each other, while doctors Rio and Gavin faced each other.

Without waiting for a long time doctor Rio revealed the envelope that was still sealed, so we make sure it has not been opened at all.

"i will open it immediately" said Rio's doctor and Ardian's cousin as the director of Sinar Mulia hospital.

Lusi and Ardian just nodded their heads in agreement.

Lusi's heart was pounding more and more seeing doctor Rio open the envelope, while Ardian saw Lusi and doctor Rio alternately.

'how much has it gone? I will not let you go, Lusi, and this time I and my feelings have lost, you have torn down the fortress that I have built up in my heart so as not to melt into you, I'll make sure that even if the negative test results don't match and you don't have any blood ties, I still have to get you.' muttered Ardian inwardly while looking gently at Lusi who was looking towards doctor Rio.

Ardian promises himself that he will change his attitude towards Lusi, even if Lusi has no blood relation whatsoever to Lidya and her twins, whoever is Lusi? and whatever Lusi did to get close to him? Ardian will accept Lusi because he can no longer bear the likes he felt while with Lusi, arrogant attitude, arrogant, ardian's hatred and rude to Lusi was only his guise so as not to clearly show his liking and comfort to Lusi.

Ardian had felt the same feeling in the two women with the same face, Ardian feels heartbroken and afraid of losing someone for the second time, namely to Lidya the wife who has died and to Lusi who is now in front of him.

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