
Forgetting. Often people consider it a disaster that always brings bad luck to anyone who experiences it. Most people ignore or even do not know, if they forget sometimes also a gift.
As Aza was natural, it should not be that the pain would drag on like this if he could forget. Forget, not forget. Forgetting it happens unconsciously and compulsively. Another case with forgetting, the mind is always stimulating to forget things that do not want to be remembered, which in the end even becomes the focus of a protracted mind.
Aza had just done hypnotherapy, her feelings were much better in this first session. It feels different if doing it is not because of his wishes like in the past.
His mind was much more relaxed now, the therapy he underwent during amnesia also had a positive impact on him.
With a light step he walked out of the therapist room that had been holding him for almost 4 hours. Outside the room Aza found her knights waiting for her.
"Where's darling? Smoothly?" Ask Davin. Indeed, among his brothers only Davin who can be said to be quite normal to interact with him.
Aza just nodded with a thin smile. Seeing that the four men breathed a sigh of relief. Aza directs her eyes to and fro looking for a figure who should also be here to pick her up.
"Dad not come home?" Tanya Aza was brief. Staring at the water on her brothers' faces, Aza gulped painfully.
"Can we go home?" Tanya Aza flat.
Without explaining further, everything followed Aza's wishes.
On the way, Aza also noticed his twin brothers, who are usually always crowded now look a little human.
What's actually going on?
Inner Aza asked.
Brakk!!! Anton stopped his car. Making people surprised, even Aza was slightly knocked forward.
"What does that mean?" Ask Davin.
"Lo why the hell?" It's Gavin who keeps his mouth shut for using a word he shouldn't have on Anton.
"Aren't you papa deck?" Vino asked while tidying up Aza's hair. Aza just shook her head in response.
"Do you want ice cream?" Aza was speechless trying to digest the absurd attitude of her eldest brother. Just because for the sake of ice cream, Anton recklessly stopped suddenly in the middle of the road. Luckily the streets are not too crowded.
"Yeah... It's up to you." Aza doesn't know what to behave like.
***
Truth be told Aza doesn't really like ice cream, he prefers a cup of Americano with 8 shots of Espresso. Complementary friend for the overthinker like it. Coffee is what empowers him to stay awake at night when learning desperately to catch up.
"Coffee ice cream?" Mumbled. Ah yes, remembering the moment with Anton when he forgot his memories first. This man is trying to get his attention.
"It's not bad, but I prefer Americano to ice cream." The four were surprised instead of playing with his sister's taste.
"Can you drink that? Is it not good for health? What if you get sick?" Aza rolled her eyes lazily while putting a spoonful of ice cream in her mouth, Vino and Gavin the chatty twins equaled the chatty of women.
"I've been healthy all this time?" Aza sarcas asked with a flat face. And it succeeded in making all four of his brothers confused back with the story of the past.
Gavin stared at Aza's flaky fingers, remembering that Aza had to spend several years justifying the bones in her arms and fingers. Proof of the cruelty he had done to his only sister.
Lazy or preferring no matter what her sisters were thinking, Aza casually enjoyed her bowl of ice cream. However, no one knows if his feelings are not at all pleasant. Although her prestige was too high to admit it, Aza thought about her father's situation. Because the expression of his brothers was quite suspicious when he asked Hendri for his whereabouts.
***
Esophageal Cancer
Although routine medical check-ups, due to fate, the disease was not detected. Because esophageal cancer itself is very difficult to detect, and experts also still do not know what causes it. Until finally the tumor was getting bigger, eating the esophagus.
Although it cannot be said to be lucky, his esophagus is already in stage 3A, where cancer cells have reached the layer that covers the lungs (pleura) and muscles under the ribs. And after that there is stage 3B, where cancer cells have grown to cover the outer layer of the esophagus and spread to the lining of lymph around the esophagus. And in the last stage, the worst stage... In stage 4, the cancer is in its advanced stage and spreads to other organs, including the liver or lungs.
He was supposed to come home today, pick up his only daughter doing his first hypnotherapy. He wanted to know how Aza felt after hypnotherapy.
He really felt like he was a bad father to Aza, unable to give even the slightest fond memories to his daughter in his childhood. Now he becomes a patient, where he wants to repair his relationship with Aza. He does not want Aza instead stay away and hate him again because of his sick father.
"Shhhh...." Stirring, his body felt weak. Because only get nutrition from infusion. His tongue and stomach were really hungry, and he couldn't eat them. His throat could not swallow the food he had chewed.
"Master must endure for the missus." pinta Felix, sorry for the circumstances of his master.
***
"I went into the room." Pamit Aza to her brothers, when they got home.
"All right, get some rest! Don't forget we had dinner together." Anton said, rubbing his sister's head.
Aza walked away from them, climbing the stairs to her room on the third floor. When in front of the door of his room, how surprised Aza when she found her twin sister was already standing lazily in front of the door. They must have taken the elevator.
"Aren't you going to do it?" Gavin said without waiting for Aza's approval, they went straight into Aza's room. And lay down on Aza's thick fur carpet.
Lazy argued Aza went into the bathroom to clean herself up, and took a nap.
"Do you really want to sleep?" Gavin asked when he saw Aza already wearing her casual dress.
"Otherwise?" Tanya Aza then laid her body in her minimalist bed. All the objects in his room were replaced according to his wishes, ever since he remembered his identity.
"We want to play for a while." Vino said with a sad tone made up.
"I don't care, I'm tired." Reply Aza then closed her eyes with a sleeping mask, again both her sisters did the same thing as they did in Japan some time ago.
Vino and Gavin had already taken off their shirts, leaving behind only black shirts. I want to join her sleep with her sister. Flanking on both sides of Aza who was lying down. Although annoyed Aza still ignored the two, and preferred to continue his sleep. Because really he felt tired after the therapy, there were many emotions that he had released there.
Vino and Gavin stared at the peaceful face of his sleeping sister wearing a sleeping mask. Both of them each kissed the corner of Aza's forehead.
"Don't go again... Give us a chance to make you happy." Vino.
In other parts of the world, a Dikta is in the busy world of college. In the end, they live their own lives. Dikta focused on pursuing her career, and Aza focused on healing herself.
"Hi, Dikta! Would you like to have lunch with me?" Ask Carol, her classmate.
"No, thanks. I have some works that I have to finish promptly. Having your lunch!" Reply Dikta, without looking at Carol's face that looks flushed holding back anger. Dikta knew that, the blonde haired girl liked her from the very beginning she entered.
Dikta of course ignored people like Carol, because right now he had someone to defend. Even though the person told her to find a replacement for her and enjoy her life, still, it wasn't that easy. The best option is to stay and be self-assured. One day that person would return to his side, sooner or later.