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Chapters 14. Kusuma Family

This morning Dikta felt stiff, because the Kusuma masters were gathering to meet Aza. The girl also could not relax every time she spoke to one of them. Aza was indeed not taken care of, because of the will of the girl herself.

"Had I been in college, I wanted to avenge a senior who made such a stupid game." Gavin.

"How are you doing?" Davin asked as he raised his hand to stroke Aza's head, Dikta turned his head as Aza's grip grew stronger. Aza still looked flat, but Dikta could feel how cold Aza's hand was.

"Sorry sir, it seems Aza is uncomfortable." As for Dikta in Davin, Davin who almost touched Aza's hair. Pulling his hand, as much as possible looks ordinary to cover his disappointment.

"Why do you call me sir?" Ask Davin annoyed.

"I'm sorry?" Wonder Dikta.

"Call me as your brother-in-law." Pinta Davin's.

"Good brother." Reply Dikta, Hendri approached Dikta. And asked her to talk to the man alone. But Aza was completely reluctant to let go of his grasp, the girl's gaze could be clearly seen. At times like this Aza looks like a woman who needs protection, far from the impression that Aza always displays. Multitalented and independent girl.

"I won't go far, and they won't hurt you. Trust me Aza." Bisik Dikta's.

"Yes..." Dikta smiled wryly as Aza was spoiled and scared like this, making her think of her sister as she dropped her off on the first day of elementary school.

"It's great, Aza can do it." Whisper Dikta again, without waiting for approval Dikta moved from his seat and went out of the unit with Hendri.

It feels like Aza wants to cry as hard as she can, how can Dikta leave her to the people who gave her the biggest trauma in her life. Unknowingly, Aza's tears fell in silence, which suddenly made Davin sitting next to him in place of Dikta's position to focus his attention on Aza. So did Gavin and Vino.

"You feeling sick?" Davin asked as he touched the girl's shoulder, but Aza avoided it. His body trembled, his chest up and down feeling claustrophobic.

"Go..." Slowly flowed.

"aza... Oi... What happen?" Ask Davin.

"Are you feeling dizzy again?" Davin asked, Vino who saw that ran and knelt before Aza. Grabbing the girl's hand and grasping her tightly.

"I'm sorry... Sorry, sister, Aza. There are many mistakes that your own brother may not be able to forgive. Even so, please forgive brother. Brother wants to be with Aza... Aza's older sister, more than anyone." Lirih Vino, Aza repeatedly thrashed to pull his hand.

"Sister as well," this time Gavin knelt down before Aza. The man was unable to even speak due to his sobs, regretful cries and longing for the younger brother. Regretting his treatment first to make Aza like this, if Aza was raised with love and affection, surely Aza is a sweet and cheerful girl at this time. He misses Aza's expression as a child, although many times hurt by the girl still smiling cheerfully waiting for her to come home from school.

"Stop...." Lirih Aza was weak, before she finally lost her consciousness. Davin, who was beside her, panicked when Aza fainted and fell in her arms.

"Place...!" Panic everyone, as well as the other three people who just came.

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"I'm not ready yet." Lirih Aza, currently there is only Dikta and himself in their room. In accordance with Jacob's instructions, drink the girl a sedative when the girl's panic appears.

"Yes, I understand." Dikta could feel Aza's body still trembling in his embrace.

"I'm sorry, I left you." Said Dikta, Aza nodded. Dikta's heart warmed, for whatever reason.

"I have to go ahead first huh, your father and brothers are still outside." Obviously Dikta, but Aza shook her head.

"Don't leave me." Tweet Aza.

"Just a second. After that I'll be right back." Although it was heavy, Aza nodded.

Dikta came out of the room and walked towards the lounge, where the Aza family had gathered. Dikta could hear their grievances that worried Aza would not be able to accept her family forever.

"How is he doing?" Hendri asked worriedly when he saw the appearance of his daughter-in-law.

"But for now I ask you to disappear first from Aza's sight, Aza is already trying and willing. But the trauma can't be." Dikta was silent for a moment.

"We think of a way to heal Aza's trauma." Dikta blows heavily, not knowing what the plan is going forward.

***

Tonight for the first time Dikta slept with Aza after nearly a month of living together as a married couple. Never Dikta imagined Aza's and her relationship could get to this stage so quickly.

Although there must be a reason why Aza allowed her to sleep together..

"What direction did they do to you?" Tanya Dikta, ever since meeting her family, Aza was very clingy to her. Not taking off the slightest item.

"Not knowing." Reply Aza while tightening her embrace on her husband's body.

"Whatever they do, it's in the past. Those who currently just want to give you a sense of security, even they are willing to resist the longing to keep your feelings." Obviously Dikta, Aza just kept quiet.

"I know, I'm trying to do it too. It might take some time for me to get used to them, and slowly. It was too pushy for me" explained Aza, Dikta warmed up when she heard Aza's call for her. Because the girl rarely called him, she had never heard the word she wanted since she asked for it.

Ah... No. gabe.. Dikta shook her head, Aza had already called her 'mas' when the girl asked her not to leave.

"Aren't you disgusted by me?" Aza asked, remembering how bad her condition was when she lost her consciousness.

"Why disgust, hmm?" Aza just keep quiet, "Since I recite the phrase qobul before the ruler and your family, I must be ready to accept your bad good. That's what I'm worried about is you." Dikta.

"Me?" Wonder Aza.

"Yes." Yeah." Reply to Dikta while nodding.

"You just graduated high school, you're too young. Plus your interactions with people especially to your family are pretty bad. I was skeptical, what we would be like. I'm afraid you're uncomfortable, or I'm doing something wrong. Because in the beginning you were impressed tempramen, and difficult to approach." Dikta.

"But it turns out I was wrong, all my assumptions about you were wrong. Although it is irritable to talk, basically you are still chatty like most girls. It's just that you find it hard to convey what you're thinking, right?" Unknowingly Aza nodded.

"Then from that, I tried hard to understand you. The more I understand, the more I'm amazed by you who you are." Said Dikta, Aza just silent, his hand grasped the arm of Dikta who supported him.

"You're great, amazing. I'm proud, you can live this well after going through all that hard time. You can live like someone who is more fortunate than you. They enjoy their childhood, they get affection, they are given the right to learn, the right to be treated as human beings." Dikta's speech sounded a little hoarse, imagining Aza's childhood suffering. Although faint, Dikta could still feel the scars that had been removed from Aza's skin.

Although Hendri has told everything, in fact there are many who missed from the man. Several times exchanging news asking Aza to Jacob a little much to tell him how Aza 5 years ago.

4 Years back are hard years for Aza, her trauma has not been cured. Until Aza tried to kill himself because it was not strong with the fact that he was the biological child of Hendri.

The girl always hoped she was not a Kusuma, so that her pain could be treated after meeting her biological father. Aza had lost her sanity for several months, and during that time she also repeatedly hurt herself even to critical.

Dikta knew for Aza forgiving the Kusuma family was very hard for him, Dikta himself might not be able to, unfortunately it had to do for the sake of Aza's own recovery.

"Now that I'm here, I'll be by your side the best I can. We've passed it together yes, you've walked this far alone, and you're capable. I'm sure you can also get through this time, Aza's spirit." Soft Dikta.

Without Dikta noticing, Aza had already desperately held back her cries. Not once did Jacob and Amanda speak to him twice, but it felt very different if Dikta spoke. Feels,...

Peace

Warm

Go home

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