Colour

Chapters 22. The Decision's

No one who was not surprised by Aza's statement, of course did not believe it. Aza knew that, moved from her seat then walked towards the swivel chair that Gavin used to play games in his spare time.

"Unfortunately no son, your memory will return at any time. Moreover, if you see things that intersect with the trauma you have." Aza sighed, she could not imagine how bad the trauma that had lasted for so long.

Is her family really that bad on her? Although he does not remember it, his body's reaction and intuition say so while being close to his father and siblings. A strange, foreign, disgusted feeling united in his mind. It's just that he didn't understand, 19 years of life, what was his life just to torture himself to be vindictive?

What treatment has his family done, until he experienced PTSD to Dimensia disorder like this? Ah... Aza remembered the dream, the dream he drowned in the pool of his own house. The worst nightmare he remembered during his memory loss. If the dream is that bad, what is the reality? There are many questions in his mind, his logic wants to be realistic to accept the existing circumstances and let go of the past. But his heart felt heavy.

"Have you guys been trying to come after me?" Unfortunately the question was just airing in his mind again, his head was really dizzy. His body also felt forcefully pulled to the bottom of the ground, until he sat on the floor because his legs were shaking not strong enough to withstand his weight.

Sayup-sayup heard the voice of his father and his brothers calling his name worried. But all that Aza ignored, in the shadow of negative memories scattered on the head. Foreign voices that felt familiar roamed.

"S.sick." Aza groaned before losing her consciousness.

"Come to the doctor!" Shouted Hendri, hugging his daughter's body.

"Dad, don't panic.... Let's get Aza to bed first." Davin takes over Aza, knowing her father's condition is panicking until his hand tremors.

After the doctor came and checked Aza's condition, the doctor said Aza was just exhausted and had a lot of thoughts. The doctor only advised Aza to take the drugs she usually takes.

And an hour later Aza woke up, there was nothing strange about Aza's behavior. It's just, it's just,

"Dad, can we move house where there's only father, brothers and sisters-in-law in it?" Hendri who was worried that Aza would hate him also obeyed without much question, because he also knew if his wife and child needed to be on the lookout.

"Good boy, anything for the sake of this house's daughter." Said Hendri while peeping the back of Aza's tiny hand many times.

At this time the five Kusuma masters were sitting on the side of the bed where Aza was sleeping, Aza was also still in Gavin's room. Because the doctor said Aza didn't need to be taken to the hospital.

No one knew that something had happened that day.

***

"Where are we going, brother?" Aza asked Vino who guided her steps, her eyes covered in black cloth. Until he could not see the light of a speck.

"Prophey, we'll be here soon. Be careful, there's a ladder in front..." Lead Vino, get out of the car.

"Too hard, how will I fall?" Aza asked, Vino just laughed in response to her. Aza raised both of her hands up.

"Gendong aja's..." Spoiled whine.

"duh... I still want to be fat." Reply Vino, but once he was very pleased with his brother's spoiled attitude. After nearly eleven years he saw his sister's indulgence again.

When Aza was 8 years old the girl did not display her innocent cheerful look anymore, but the look of fear every time she saw it. And it actually makes her more excited to make Aza cry, at that time. He really is a bad brother.

"You're eating less?" Ledek Vino again while watching his footsteps.

"Why are you so skinny, I think I only brought one sack of rice." Vino.

"What the fuck?!!! Means I'm heavy? One sack of rice is big brother....!!! Brother fool." Upset Aza while fending off Vino's left ear.

"Ouch-duh... I mean little rice sack Aza." Said Vino while pulling Aza's hand from her ear that felt hot.

"So you just said big brother was stupid, right?" Tanya Vino, who Aza answered directly.

"Sister fool, weight is a sensitive thing for women." Reply Aza.

"You're not a woman yet, you're a child. Here's the proof, still asking for a sling." Vino.

"Not really, the evidence of her drama scene is also a lot of adult women who ask for a sling. It's just the sister who can't understand the limits of women." Said Aza cynically, her mood became ugly.

"Silver's a little shit." Aza. "No...! Pretty shitty." Added to that, Vino himself just chuckled. Never imagined in her life would face Aza who used to stare at her flat and hatefully it could be spoiled towards her like this. His heart warmed and was sick at the same time, afraid that Aza could not be like this again in the future.

"We get to your highness" said Vino amused, because his sister actually tightened her grip.

"Please slow down, my feet haven't touched the ground." Aza said a little panicked.

Hap

Gavin catches both sides of Aza's armpits, so the girl can get off comfortably.

"Sister has caught you" said Gavin.

"Come,... Uh... Is Gavin here too?" Ask Aza.

"Yes dear," Gavin tidied up the dress that Aza was wearing that looked a little tangled. Then untied the cloth that covered Aza's head since Vino's car stopped around the intended location.

The light bias forces into his retina, making him have to blink several times to normalize the incoming light.

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY AZA!!!" Shouted everyone, there were only people who could be familiar with Aza who came. Hendri did arrange it so, because the comfort of Aza was his priority.

For him the presence of laughter Aza in the middle of his family at this time was like a time bomb, although the girl said choosing to be happy with her family, in fact, no one knows how later if Aza has remembered his identity, and the wounds that the girl has.

Hendri did not want to imagine that bad future, the most important thing now he had to slip a new color in his daughter's life. Regardless of whether the color he gives will mean or not to his daughter, because for him his daughter is the color of his life.

He feels very inappropriate in his old age later, ah not even now he is old. It's just that the old days he meant were the days where he could just sit lying on a bed or a wheelchair maybe. But he hoped, that day was still very far away to approach him. He only fantasizes Aza will accompany him in his last days, that's all.

But before that, he had to make sure the poor daughter he hurt with his own hands was already getting her happiness. At this time, let's just say he was borrowing Aza from Aza himself. Because if Aza is conscious, she doesn't know what will happen. For sure there is no good story between his family and the girl, according to him. He hopes God wills another.