Cold Marriage Doctor Ethan

Chapter 9 What Kind of Feelings

"How do you think? What are you feeling? Why even ask back?" ask Ethan.

Ethan's face is very sweet when smiling makes Ainsley misbehave. Who wouldn't fall for Ethan's charm? Any woman will surely fall for the handsome doctor even many of his patients who are often fascinated by the young doctor.

"It's not love but just the heart beating fast. I'd love to be near Doctor Ethan. The doctor is a replacement for Kak Darren who is no longer there, he is able to make me happy when he is nearby" explained Ainsley.

"I was moved to hear it but I was also sad because it was not love. Hahaha... What do I expect? Of love? So ridiculous. We got married and just got married for a week. Of love? Hahaha.." said Doctor Ethan amused himself.

Ainsley also laughed, he was also amused about love. The autistic woman just follows the course of the scenario without knowing what she feels is real love.

A few minutes later they were silent in their minds and Ethan was still focused on driving his car.

Today he took his first day off working at the hospital for almost a week.

There he also had to mingle with the surrounding environment as well as the new patients. Oncology Specialists are also often referred to as cancer specialists. As the name suggests, oncology is a branch of medicine that specializes in diagnosing and treating cancer.

Ethan is always faced with the name of death from his patients but many can recover from his cancer by the will of God.

In Russia, Ethan was already recognized as a great doctor, at that time they were reluctant to let Ethan go back to Indonesia.

The trip to the boarding house is still about 15 minutes away, Ethan invites Ainsley to stop by the meatball shop when they had eaten.

Ethan's appetite is high and he likes to eat food on the side of the road even though he is a doctor. They stopped by a nearby meatball shop and when they got there they ordered two bowls of meatballs.

"Doctor Ethan is very different from Brother Darren. If Kak Darren anti-food like this," said Ainsley.

"Eating once in a while does not matter any more confused at the cost of what to do because it is still daytime," replied Ethan.

The meat came, they ate together. Ainsley noticed Ethan was blowing on the meatball sauce, Ethan's face from the side was indeed very handsome until Ainsley choked on the little meatballs already in his mouth.

"Ohuk... uhuk..."

Ethan is shocked and gives first aid by pulling Ainsley's chest back and then the meatballs come out whole and then Ainsley can breathe a sigh of relief. Everyone was shocked to see Ethan, he just scratched the nape of his neck in embarrassment.

"Ains, careful! Don't rush to eat!" said Doctor.

"Sorry, doctor."

They continue eating again until Ethan's phone rings which turns out to be a message from Stella. The woman sends her prewedding photos as if showing off to Ethan.

There is jealousy that Ethan feels but he cannot express it.

Ethan: Nice photo.

Stella: Really? I look fat.

Ethan: No, it's good and you're compatible.

Stella: I'm sorry that this incident even made my parents take me home. My parents also happened to have some sudden business.

Ethan: It's okay.

Stella: Are you happily married to that autistic girl?

Stella: I'm not insulting that girl because I'm a doctor but I just want to make sure you're happy with her?

Ethan replied: Think of your own happiness because I can take care of my own happiness.

Afterwards Dr. Ethan turns off his phone so as not to be disturbed by his former fiancee. He looked at Ainsley who was still busy with his meatballs and chopsticks.

Ethan picks up a fork for Ainsley and tells him to pick up the meatballs with a fork.

"If things are easy why take the hard ones?" ask Ethan while thrusting his fork.

Ainsley refused the fork.

"We must not give up before we succeed. Is that what is called living? Sometimes we have no choice to face the difficulty, the choice is only one, back or continue to advance," replied Ainsley then managed to pinch the ball meatball.

Ethan smiled slightly, whom he spoke to was a motivator and could not be doubted Ainsley's intelligent thinking despite everyone's low regard.

They then spend the meatballs until clean is not left, Ethan immediately paid for it and Ainsley out of the store first.

"Hi, wait for Mom and Dad?" ask

Ainsley while crouching.

The little boy shook his head. "No, my mom and dad are dead."

Ainsley fell silent, realizing that the question was very wrong. "You want some candy?"

The little boy shook his head but Ainsley insisted on accepting it and had to be accepted. The little boy was upset and cried bitterly, someone came in his neat clothes immediately approached the little boy named Rafael.

"What did you do to my sister crying like this?" ask the man.

"I'm sorry, I just offered her some candy" Ainsley replied as she played her eyeballs up and down in fear.

Ethan comes, he was shocked because Ainsley entered the school area.

"Your autistic sister please look after! He scares my sister" said the man in a sniffy tone.

Ainsley retreated slowly while covering her ears, her feelings were out of control and she wanted to get angry at the person scolding her. Ethan apologizes to the man and invites Ainsley to get back in the car.

Once in the car, Ainsley still had a panic attack. Ethan doesn't understand what a special girl like Ainsley feels like if feeling pressured like this is going to make him feel bad.

"Why should I be angry?" ask Ainsley.

"Ains, I know you're good intentions but not everyone can accept our kindness. Next time you don't know, don't come any closer" Ethan asked.

"When they don't know I'm autistic, but why do they know I'm autistic. I don't like getting that nickname because it feels different. I'm also human like you but I just can't control every emotion I feel."

Ainsley patted his own head as hard as possible and repeatedly. Ethan hugs her tightly and Ainsley realizes that hearing Ethan's heartbeat makes her calm. What kind of feeling is this? Ainsley asked in her heart

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