
Ainsley POV
It's all done and maybe it's the best thing for me right now. Maybe I am a selfish person who can not understand the feelings of Mas Ethan but I myself feel tremendous pressure from his family.
According to Jasmine's advice, I had to move out of that house and stay away from that family for my sanity and the safety of my children.
A week and two weeks were treated badly and I was still able to be patient but until this moment they still treated me badly, especially my mother. I hope Mas Ethan understands what I want and moves with me to Russia to live in the household there but Mas Ethan can not go there because he has continued his contract with the hospital where he works.
Ethan didn't want to stay in Russia either and he wanted to stay in Jakarta because it was his home while I was more comfortable living in Russia with my other friends.
I pulled my suitcase with a million bright hopes while Mas Ethan continued to hold my hand tightly and carry my other suitcase. One other suitcase contains raw food ingredients that have been prepared by Mas Ethan in such a way, seeing that I believe Mas Ethan is very dear to me but the circumstances that are forced to make us like this.
"Paper one Cook just bring it," said Ethan.
"No need, Mom. Ains can bring his own," I replied.
From behind was a hand that patted my shoulder and I immediately looked back. Apparently it was Dad with tears in the corner of his eyes. I'm sure he's a good man so powerless to let me go to Russia.
"Ains, I hope you change your mind and stay here. Ethan's still down and needs you" Dad said.
I shook my head. "Sorry Dad, I have to stay there for a while and I need a calm."
"Let's go home soon."
Meanwhile mother also hugged me tightly, she asked me to take good care of myself as long as I was there alone. I don't know if the hug is sincere or not but obviously I really appreciate it and my two brothers-in-law didn't take me to the airport because they have their own jobs but they have given me and me gifts will open it when it gets in Russia.
"If you need anything, you can tell Mom. I'll send you whatever you want" said the mother.
"Thank you, mother. Ains doesn't need anything" Ainsley replied.
I had to board immediately so as not to miss the plane with a heavy heart I say goodbye to Mas Ethan full of tears. He hugged me tightly while continuing to kiss my head. In the end my tears fell and my heart felt tight.
"Don't forget to keep your phone on! Reply to my chat or call as soon as possible so I don't worry about you" asked Mas Ethan.
I agree with the words of Mas Ethan that I always put well in my mind. After that I decided to boarding leaving this beloved homeland. I've been comfortable in Russia so my comfort here seems numb. Too many people have hurt me, especially that is Mas Ethan's family making me feel bad about my home country.
I waved at them especially for Mas Ethan, I saw that he was not constantly crying as if he could not let me go for a while.
I continued to strengthen my legs to step up and held back from walking back towards them as it would definitely make Mas Ethan even harder to let go of me.
Bye Mas Ethan's. See you next time, I promise I'll be happy there in my own way and take good care of our son.
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A dozen hours on the plane made my waist ache and in the end I arrived in Moscow, Russia. My heart feels calm because it can feel the coldness of Moscow at this time even melting snow as if it came down to welcome me out of the airport.
I was picked up by Jasmine using her car and I was driven to the apartment that Kak Darren was renting at the time. Our goods have not all been moved because the contract period of the apartment is still 6 months and I can occupy it.
"Ains, you're finally home" said Jasmine hugging me tightly.
I let go of his embrace and pulled two suitcases to put in the trunk of the car. Jasmine yelled so that I would not lift heavy items by myself and in the end the two suitcases were lifted by Jasmine herself.
"You're pregnant and don't lift heavy things. Later I can be scolded by your husband, I've been paid by him to take care of you" said Jasmine.
"Mas Ethan paid you?"
Jasmine nodded. "of course. I'll be your friend in the apartment for 24 hours. I paid your husband and it's not free."
"Ains thinks we're friends." I grimaced sadly hearing all of that.
"Hahahaha. Had the gemes of this Ains. It's like you don't know me. Hahaha.have it! Comein! What to eat to stop by to buy it."
I got in the car, my best friend likes to joke. We decided to go to our favorite restaurant. On the way I also told about the problems I faced while in Jakarta. While driving a one-handed car Jasmine held my hand, she already felt that Ethan could not make me happy since I was taken home to Jakarta by Mas Ethan.
"Ethan approached you for wanting to take revenge on her ex. He was just like any other man" Jasmine said.
"Mas Ethan is not like that. It's just that her mother and sisters don't like Ainsley."
"Ains, you're here forever and looking for a man here. Divorce Ethan and it's better."
I shook my head, I came here not to part with Mas Ethan but to calm myself down and one day I will go back there again. I promised Ethan I wouldn't ask for a divorce. Whatever the situation is we will talk about it carefully.
We arrived at the restaurant and ate together. I really miss the food of this area. I ate it as if I was very hungry and Jasmine shook her head as she was so hungry for you.
"But you really are getting thinner. Well, eat a lot!" said Jasmine.
The same time my phone rang, I saw it which turned out to be a message from Mas Ethan asking if I had arrived yet. Just as I was about to return the message, Doctor Azam called me. I paused for a moment to consider whether I should pick up the phone. Ah.. I have to lift it because who knows is very important.
"Hello, Doctor Azam?"
"You really went to Russia again? Why not say goodbye to me?" doctor Azam asked and his voice sounded very panicked.
"Sorry, this is sudden. I haven't said goodbye to Doctor Reena either. Sorry, again sorry if it's not polite."
"Give me your address! If I go on leave, I can catch you there. Your mother and daughter's notebook was left to me. It's very important to you."
I scratched my head in confusion. Is it not a different language?
"There's no need for Doctor Azam, I'm moving country instead of moving city, so the book isn't needed here."
"Just give me your address! I want to make sure you're okay while you're there."
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