
Aril hugged half of my body that was still lying limp in the hospital bed, His sobbing I felt tight chest, I tried to push that body from hugging me, I felt that, but Aril did not budge still hugged me with tears that wet part of my face
"what really happened bang.. tell me! Ira's content is fine, right?" lirih I was sad to see the attitude of Aril and Bu Nur
"we've lost our baby dear" the soft words from my husband pierced right into the heart, it hurt so much, I could only cry closed eyes could no longer speak
"what really happened, son, what really happened to you" Ms. Nur's question made Aril take her arms off me.
"yes... Why did you fall Ira, why did you?" Aril asked now
at once the shadow of stepfather and what he had done to me earlier made my cry even more, how could he that Setega kick my pregnant belly, so angry he wanted to wither me and the baby in my womb, should I say everything to Aril, I was afraid Aril would act recklessly looking for father and could have father hurt Aril later
"say Ira, what's really going on?" aril's voice sounded heavy full of anger and question marks
"aaaayaaah" I said slowly and my cries grew stronger
"what do you mean Ira's father, that man met you earlier!?" aril pulled his face annoyed
"what's he doing to you Ira!?" aril's voice was so loud with anger that he could no longer dim, I could still only cry considering what my stepfather was doing to my womb
"Ira..did your stepfather do something earlier" asked Bu Nur again and I could only nod.
"what happened to Ira!?" asked Aril half-screaming
"he kicked Ira bang in the stomach." I cried again after saying that, I had to lose the baby in my womb because of the evil stepfather
Aril got up from his seat, his clenched hands he pointed towards the wall with a loud, indignation he could not control, he must be very disappointed and sad because of the loss of his child I was carrying
"has son Aril... already, be patient.." husband porridge who had been in the room was trying to calm my husband who is now sitting weak with a look of frustration, face, tears were endlessly flowing down her cheeks
"ril, let's go find that bastard!" ferdi's voice rang out amidst that tension-filled atmosphere
"surely he's still wandering around here right!?" say Ferdi again
Aril rose up to Ferdi who had observed our situation, Ferdi who had lived on this island for a long time must have known the ins and outs and where he had to find my stepfather,that was if he did not immediately flee to another city
" yes...! let's find him now, I won't forgive you!" said Aril for sure, then they stepped together out of the room where I was treated
I'm increasingly agitated by Aril's decision to look for my stepfather in anger, what if he found a father and hurt the man who had made Aril lose his son, what would the fate of my sisters without a father, and mother would be devastated if she lost her father
***
it's been late since Aril left me in the hospital room with the faithful Ms. Nur accompanying him, he hasn't come back to see us, no matter what's going on out there, what my stepdad found, what Aril and Ferdi did to her, thinking about her made me even more claustrophobic
I felt someone clasping my hands gently, my eyes slowly which I knew from when I closed, Aril was already on the side of the bed where I lay,the face of the man I love still looks crumpled and tired
"it's bang. don't need to be looked for anymore" I tried to calm her down.
"if he doesn't find us, afraid he'll come back and hurt you Ra" said the water was very true, my stepfather could come back anytime and hurt me again,but when will Aril find her
"already, you just rest so as to get well soon yes. after you recover we will think about what steps we will do later.
I have been hospitalized for three days, it costs a lot of money for sure,fortunately we still have savings from Aril working during this time and the rest of the money we brought first while fleeing to this island
father's money of ten million that I brought and still stored neatly in the folds of clothes, I did not dare to use it, Aril also did not allow songs, Aril did not allow, Aril didn't want us to start a life with my father's money, I intended to return the money to my mother, she was entitled to it, during this time the mother has spent her time to help the father's finances by becoming a laundry worker, not if the mother is more worthy to enjoy her husband's money
I have arrived at the house after returning from the hospital, Aril asked Bu Nur to take care of me while my condition is still not fully recovered, I did not dare to stay in the boarding house anymore, he said, I'm worried that Dad will come back again
"Ira... How are you, son?" aunt's voice was very excited to hear my welcome on the phone
"Alhamdulillah Ira is fine bi.." I replied weakly, since the incident the other day I did not contact aunt, I do not want to make aunt worried about my situation
"why is your voice so weak Ra, are you sick?" now the aunt's voice turned alarmed and I could only hold the sobbing across here
"Ira..you're fine, son, you're why Ra, auntie's worried" I can't hold any more feelings in my heart, I want to spill them all on my aunt
"Ira.." aunt's voice again sounded full of anxiety.
"bi... Ira miscarried" My tears broke instantly
"what...! why did Ira happen, why did you lose your baby..!?" I tried to ease my tears in order to answer aunt's questions, questions that aunt kept asking while I was still unable to speak
"Ira.. You calm down, son, you're patient, what's really going on, son..."
"ira bi's stepfather.he came here, he hurt Ira again" I said after calmer, still in sobs
"o Allah.. is it true that aunt was worried during her disappearance, then what did she do son?"
"he kicked Ira bi in the stomach, so Ira lost the baby Ira"
"indeed that bastard Ikbal!why don't you tell aunt from yesterday, let auntie report her to the police!" aunt's voice was full of anger
"if we report him to the ira police worried about the situation of mother bi, what has happened between Ira and father all this time will be revealed and mother will not be able to accept the reality"
"but this is past Ira, she could have withered you son, gradually your mother will still know all that, otherwise we reveal now your stepfather will be more rampant" no. Aunt can't do that
"don't bi... Ira is worried about the health of her mother, the brother's love when I get to jail"
I do feel afraid that if my father will again hurt me, but reveal all is also impossible, my life problems are like the fruit of the simalakama