
my mother's gaze was so sharp that it pierced my heart that it was pounding, the seeds were constantly dripping from those angry burning eyes, I continued to curl up and slam my face to my knees,unable to look at her, her gaze gave an idea of how her heart was breaking, she walked slowly to where I was curling up, I felt her hands start touching me
"i'm in a relationship with the widow of the village next door"
father's loud speech stopped mother's movements, I looked up my face to look at father, a face full of fear like my fear, mother leads her gaze to father
"yes .. kond*m is what I use when I'm with him" ? mom moved closer to dad
"until your heart betrays me, to the heart!!!" mom was screaming hysterically
"i've sacrificed everything for this family but this is your reply!!!"now that my mother's hand was beating my father's body, the hand that had hit me must have been in a lot of pain, but my anger could not be contained.
father just did not flinch despite being beaten by mother, until the end of his body fell to the floor, father also gathered in front of mother, father tried to continue to hug mother even though mother rebelled.
"sorry, ma'am, I'm a khilaf" repeatedly said sorry but unable to make mother calm.
"divorce me! divorce!!!"
"i'm not betrayed like this, divorce me!!!"mother's speech makes the father more tightly embrace her
"dad apologized ma'am. father khilaf, father promise will not repeat.
the quarrel between mom and dad is still going on, I see some neighbors standing at my door because of the commotion, there are people trying to calm down there are whispering whispers talking about their quarrels, they are talking about their quarrels,my three younger siblings cried to see my mother's cry, so I hope you can settle this fight, I'm sure you can,his seductive nature and mother's love that is too deep for the father can certainly make this situation improve
***
this morning I saw my mother's hair wet, I'm sure he managed to seduce and persuade her, she loved him very much and as blinded by that love, my father was handsome, my father was handsome,if compared with the mother is very much different, the father is still very handsome and dashing, his skin is tan mature with an athletic body and calm character must be a lot of women who like father.
while the mother looks increasingly withered and shabby, the mother's age is eight years older than the father, plus his work as a laundry worker does make the mother look unkempt, just normal mother will not want to lose the father.
mom is hardworking, even though dad has a job but mom still wants to help the family economy, the salary of an erratic father is sometimes not able to meet the needs of our family.
***
my name is Ira, my mother married my father after ten years of age, I lived in my real father since the age of two months, my real father was a marriage worker, my mother was deceived by the man,I didn't realize that she was made the fourth wife by my biological father
mother is no less happy, got a man who wants to accept a mother who is a widow, at first my stepfather's family refused their marriage, their marriage,the status of a single father is considered inappropriate if married to a widowed mother of one child, the older mother is eight years older than the father, but the father does not ignore the opposition of his family, he said,my father married my mother and stayed at our house
My new life is so happy, my dad loves me and my mom so much, with my new dad mom having three kids, including me it means there are four.
***
that night was a night I would never forget my whole life, I was twelve, my mom had just given birth to her first child with her new husband, and I had just had my period five times.
father suddenly entered my room next to my mother's room, I saw my father lock the door from the inside I noticed his behavior with astonishment
"why did you lock the door"
ask me 'cause normally you come in just to pick up something and you'll come out again
"seett" father put his index finger in front of my lips to imagine me to be silent, I just nodded
"dad wants to sleep here, in the mother's room there is already a baby, so dad does not fit, can ya.." said the father pleaded, I nodded again, I nodded,maybe my mother's bed is already narrow because there is my new sister, while in this room I only sleep alone.
dad then crumpled his body beside me, I still tinker Atik new android phone bought dad a month ago, I still,dad was really good without me asking for the phone to buy for me
" the video on the phone you've seen all Ira" asked my father slowly
"already.." said me in a voice that was also slow
"good no?" ask the father who makes me a little embarrassed, there are some Vidio with scenes I have never seen before in the download father in my new mobile phone, I just nodded without looking at the father, I just nodded without looking at him,and then my father came closer to me, and put his mouth in my ear
"we play like you want to?" now that my father is round his hands to my body, I feel my father's breath roaring, I'm pounding in my arms so, I'm confused what's going on with me right now, I'm confused,I don't know what to do
"want ya.." persuaded dad again, I just closed my eyes, reimagined the scenes I saw in Vidio, indeed the game was done by men and women, he said, But I have to do that scene with my dad
"Ira is scared... Ira doesn't know what game it is" said me who Memeng felt afraid.
"but Vidio's time here tastes good, right?" dad's hand is now touching my sensitive area, I just nodded looking at him