CHEATING ON MY MOTHER'S HUSBAND
CHEATING ON MY MOTHER'S HUSBAND episode "36"
I try to look back at the figure of the man behind the tree, I like to know him but I don't know who
"Ira.. let's eat first, gulai kakap nya already cooked you know" I really want to eat gulai snapper fish and ask Bu nur to cook it, I really want to eat the fish, I got up from my seat going into the house, my eyes were back on the figure but it disappeared
"lik Bu gulai, finally Ira's desire" gulai also in the cooking Bu nur I ate with a voraciously unceremonious of the plate since it began to want to eat there are just my chips, there are just, but thankfully everything is fulfilled, there is a mother who always obeys my will
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the weather was very cloudy when it was still daytime, I remembered Aril's clothes that were dried this morning, since I was pregnant bang Aril did not let me wash his clothes he was afraid because my condition was very weak
"Mom... Ira went home to the boarding house for a while, clothes bang Aril is in the clothes clothes afraid of rain, like the clothes will be worn tomorrow" I say goodbye to Bu Nur who was resting in the living room of the house
"you sure you want to go home Ra, Abril not permission you go home if he does not pick you up" Aril did not let me go home alone to the boarding house because it was quiet, there was quiet,he's worried that if something happens to me, there's nothing to help him like the other day
" Ira came home a little while Mom, just moved the clothesline, then Ira immediately came back here" I kept passing by leaving behind a heavy-hearted mother let me go home alone
"Ira.. mother accompany me yes" shouted Bu nur from the living room when I was about to step out the door.
"don't Mom, Ira's tired of cooking, Ira's not long.." I kept on leaving Bu nur rushing before it rained.
one by one the stairs I climbed carefully afraid of slipping, I had to keep my womb so as not to have problems again, according to the doctor who treated me, I was including weak peranakan, I was not, therefore, you should not experience stress or fatigue
maybe because I used to do abo*si to cause my uterus to have problems, really if I remember what I have done before I feel very stupid, I feel myself,whatever it is may not be a bad impact on my fetus
one by one the clothes that Aril sunbathing had lifted, coincidentally clothes clothes were right in front of the hallway room, I then stepped into the room
"aaaaw" the hijab I was wearing was pulled from behind so rough it made me stagger to fall to the floor, all the clothes that had filled my hands scattered on the floor
"here you look like!" the voice I knew so well made me look up at my head
"a.. ayaah" the man whom I did not want to see again was now in front of me, standing with his hands clenched with a face full of anger and hatred
"fuck you! do you think I'll let you go! I told you it's better you're gone than I don't have" father's footsteps continued to slowly follow my body which I kept pulling back still with a crammed position on the floor,I could no longer get up, my stomach contracted with even more excruciating pain
"tolooong,toloooong.." I screamed for help even though I knew there was no one in this room.
"you ask for help!?, you think I'll step back and get scared! I'm not afraid of Ira, if I have to go to jail even if I'm not afraid! I just want to see you die!" my stepfather's eyes looked red, his teeth biting furiously, like they were possessed by a demon
"father... Ira please don't hurt Ira, Ira apologize" I begged in a groan to hold the pain in my stomach, I can't even move my body anymore
"you pregnant? you're pregnant with another boy? when you were pregnant with my son you asked me to remove him, now you leave your womb in the contents of another boy!?" he said, shaking my head to the floor
"father Ira please don't hurt Ira, Ira can't marry you, mother's love." I looked back up my face and drew closer to her and grabbed the feet of the man who looked at me with vengeance.
"fuck your mother, I don't care! I've said many times I love you Ira, only you!" I saw a clear bead lodged in dad's red eyes
"but Ira doesn't love me, let Ira live happily by Ira's choice" I really hope she'll understand my circumstances, if I have to rest at her feet I'll do it
"are you happy now!? you know for these five months I couldn't even sleep well, my chest was tight every time I remembered you" Dad's now shaking his legs pushed me back
"forget Ira!, forget iraaa!" I cried out in frustration, I was so afraid that my life would end here in the hands of my stepfather
"i wish I could forget you and everything we've done over the years, if I could...!"
"father... Ira please, don't bother Ira anymore. Let Ira be happy" Dad looked at me cynically and took a few steps back from me, as fast as lightning, my father returned my collar and positioned his feet to the belly I was holding
Dub...!!! a flat kick in my stomach, my hand couldn't even hold it, I felt like it hurt to my spine,the bottom of my body has now been soaked with blood pouring down even flooding the floor
"Aaaaaaaw... sakiiiiit" I groaned like a man who would lose his life.
"campus you!!!" it was the last sound I heard, and after my vision was gone I didn't know what was going on
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Aril was crying holding my hand when my eyes opened, Bu Nur was also next to him, there were even some people were watching me, I tried to move my body but it felt very painful, I was very sad, I grimaced with that pain
"you don't move, son, your body is still not recovered" Mom rubbed my head gently
"Ira why...?" I felt my stomach still hurting, but it seemed empty uninhabited, I looked at Aril who turned his gaze the other way with tears running down his cheeks
"bangs... Ira why, our son is fine bang.." I asked in a voice that is still very weak, hoping Aril will give an answer.
"Ira.. was after you because you were worried that you had not returned to the mother's house, but the mother instead found you in a state of fainting and..." Bu Nur did not continue his speech, I looked at Bu nur waiting for him to continue his words earlier
"actually what happened to you son?" mother Nur's question made my body feel trembling, now I remember, what I experienced earlier, he had kicked my stomach mercilessly even though I had begged for mercy from my stepfather
"bang... Our son is good, right...?" my cry broke out instantly, the fear enveloped my mind, I did not want to hear any answers other than the baby I was carrying was fine
