CHEATING ON MY MOTHER'S HUSBAND
CHEATING ON MY MOTHER'S HUSBAND episode "11"
"Ira. I want to talk for a minute." said mom stopped my steps when she was about to go to the bathroom to ablution
"by the way, ma'am...?" I paused my intention to go to the bathroom and then sat down at the dining table next to my mother
"do you have a boyfriend?" mother's question made me smile
"why Ma'am...?" it turned out that this matter was very disturbing to the mother's heart
"yeah.engak why-napa Ra, just a worried mother, friends your age who did not go to college already a lot of married you know, you mother see kayak do not like the opposite sex you" I laughed at my mother's babbling
"Ira belom interest in dating mom, still want to work, what else Ira marry my mind" I answered the mother's question calmly
"mother is not forbidden if you want to marry, you have twenty years now right" said mother with a confident gaze
"Ira there are a lot of boy friends ma'am, just belom there is a fit as possible" I was a lot of boy friends since school but I did not let any closer
"don't most need to choose, later become your spinster Ra mostly choose her"
"doain Ira's mom is a spinster?"I see my face sulking at my mother
"yes that's not it, I mean that if there is a good and loving you just accept it, the obvious origin" mother looked at me with her eyes twinkle, eyes that hold a lot of affection for me
"yes, ma'am.doain, Ira is a good mate.." that's my hope all along, get a good mate, unlike my real father and stepfather.
"amiiin.. mother always pray for you Ra, may not have fared like mother, had a cheating husband" there is a clear puddle in the eyes of mother, I know mother is still hurt to know father betrayed her, I know father betrayed her,even until now the mother is still suspicious of the father, even though the mother still does not know who the woman who has disturbed her household
mother turned her face away, I did not want to see tears dripping on the cheeks that began to age, so deep that the pain was pendam, first left my biological father,now betrayed by the man he hopes can be his backstop, lest mother know I am your husband's mistress mother, will be as destructive as you are
I want to embrace the body that gave birth to me but what power, I do not want the slightest suspicion that can make the mother's heart more hurt
I've made a mistake, I never should have let my stepfather take away my chastity, I never accepted his presence in my room, but what power, what,at that time I was just a twelve-year-old boy who was presented with various perverted Vidio, seduced by sweet promises, in imingi red and blue sheets that could please me, he said,I always enjoy every romantic scene you create, I'm fooled by lust
now to escape my father's grip is impossible, he would rather see me die than not serve him anymore, a service that I once enjoyed, but now even disgust me if with him
incident after event reflected back in my memory, I even killed a fetus from my dirty relationship with her, so that I really do, should I get a good companion
if anyone could take me away, I would go as far as possible, even if it would hurt my mother for losing me, but who would be willing to go with me? Aril.... do I deserve to wish that to a man as good as Aril??
I just want to get away from the shackles of my stepfather, I'm sure there must be a way, not every prayer I always ask, may my life in the world and the hereafter be easy,like Aril always ordered me
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"Sir.. adek want eskrim yok buy"
whinek Azka my sister when I just got home from work
"take dad on deck,KK tired" I was very tired after a long day of work
"dad no KK, already adek cherry earlier,yoook brother" Azka now pulled my hand out of the house, I searched for father not first but I did not find
I grabbed the key to the motorbike located on the nightstand not forgetting to take the wallet in the bag and take my sister to the nearest minimarket, but there is no ice cream that my sister meant,then I went back to another minimarket that was further away than before
my motorbike turned to the hallway of sarah's house, in front of the simple house that I used to visit, I parked the motorbike and brought my sister in
"assalamualaikum.." said I wish there was someone inside.
"greetings waalaikun.." the voice of the middle-aged woman who was familiar to me answered my greetings and was now at the door.
"Ira.. you how are you, have not played here for a long time" warm welcome from Ms. Nila, mother Sarah and also the mother of bang Aril.
"he's mom... Ira has been working so there is no time" I said as I kissed the back of Miss Nila's hand
"let's go in, Sarah is inside just finished bathing" he asked and I also entered following Miss Nila
my eyes looked at the whole corner of the house occasionally looking in the middle room hoping that there was someone there, someone I had just met at work
"Aril does not exist, not yet home.usually if he did not go home gini he played futsal with his friends" Madam like can read my mind, like can read my mind,or maybe it's my attitude that I can't control
"yeh yes ma'am" I briefly answered Bu Nila's words and I believe my face is now blushing with shame
"hai Ra .. wah tumben you play here" fortunately Sarah came and made things melt a little
"yes Sarah, this Aska kepen eskrim, I happened to stop by your house" I said, pointing to Azka who was enjoying the ice cream with a mouth of straw
"sadly there is no bang Aril yes, if there must be exciting nih you at home, let me call ya ya..." Sarah grabs the phone on the table trying to reach Aril
"don't Sarah.. I didn't take long, you know my father how, and I want to go home" Sarah even made me more embarrassed in front of Miss Nila, she said,besides I don't want to interfere with Aril's activities, I'm only going to leave for a little while and go home
I glanced at the bunila who smiled meaningfully looking at me, the woman who is the mother of my loved ones, the woman who has managed to educate her children to be good people
after saying goodbye I went home with a heart that was somehow like nowhere, I was not a woman who had done many things despicable and bound in the grip of my stepfather, he said,I may be the luckiest woman to have Aril, but I can only hope
dad was sitting on the porch as usual, of course welcoming me with an annoyed face
"where did you come from, why don't you bring a cell phone!?" his snaps are still with a sitting position on the chair
"dad, so Azka who mintak brother to buy icekrim" Azka down from the motor while approaching the father "however not mint to father I can buy" now Azka is in the lap of the father, Azka is already in the lap of the father,as the youngest son of my sister, Memeng was very pampered
"Azka has been looking where dad but there is no, eat him Azka with sister" said Azka a little relieve father's anger, I did forget to bring a mobile phone, the color was Azka had pulled my tanga out of the house, Azka's words a little defuse father's anger, I did forget to bring a mobile phone,so it's just the wallet that I took from the bag, I'm definitely very upset that I can't contact me
after the magrib prayer I crumbled my body into the net, I reached the phone that was still on the charger because there was a call to enter the name Aril listed there
"assalamualaikum beautiful brother, has not prayed yet" soft voice was really able to calm the heart even though every day I heard
"waalaikum salam..already bag, it's only Ira ready to pray" now I change my position to turn my body towards the wall of the room and turn my back to the door.
"then you came home, didn't you tell Abang?" sarah must have told you about my coming to that house
"Ira just stopped by for a while bang, coincidentally passing by" I haven't heard the next aril words suddenly my phone was taken by someone, I turned my body quickly it turned out that my father did it, and then I did it,I didn't realize when he was coming in, but I forgot to lock my door
" hey... are you ready, are you related to my son!!!?" snapped my father with a sultry face while putting my phone in his ear
