
the money I have raised has reached ten million, I think that is enough, considering that in my escape place with Ira later I will immediately get a job, he said,there's a friend of mine I called and will take us in later, so it just so happens that he also has a workshop, so everything will be easy for me to start a new life with Ira
I can't wait to see his reaction when I give him this much money, for sure he will be very happy, I can't imagine how happy I would be if I had lived alone with him
the money I gave you, the bus ticket was already, I just waited for tomorrow night to take the girl away, so Tina almost knew my intentions when she gave up the bus ticket to Ira,but it's not me if it doesn't make sense
tonight I'm not going to bother Ira, let her rest and prepare for tomorrow, I pick a coffee with my friends and just come home at one o'clock at night when all is asleep,my body next to my wife Tina, this is my last night with Tina
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"well... yeah.. wake up!!!" tina's scream woke me up who was still asleep, I was spontaneously sitting down from my sleeping position in shock, Tina doesn't usually build me up like that
"why buk...?" I said while rubbing the eyes that still left drowsiness
"dad... Ira wasn't in her room" Tina said, making me jump out of bed and run to the girl's room
"where is he really going?" I said, who was starting to panic
"don't know well, then mom woke up early already no, mom looking around also no well..." Tina is crying no less panic because her daughter was not found
"my mom's been looking for the may's house, maybe she's been there" I said again hoping the girl didn't leave like I was worried
"already well.this mother just came home from the house may, Ira did not go there, where the child was well.. mother was worried" cried Tina increasingly become, while I instantly became limp, I became limp, my head feels like I'm spinning around so dark I'm sitting on the bed where Ira used to rest with her sister my whole body feels limp
where I'm going...
what really happened, various thoughts were present in my head, whether Ira ran away from me, how could Ira dare to do that to me, during this time she always obeyed my will
I rise with my head still staggering, I have to find Ira's whereabouts, I'll beat her up if I find her, a T-shirt hanging behind the door and I wear it in a hurry to get out of the house,then I took the keys to the bike and left Tina still crying over her lost son
"well... Where are you going!?" tina screams from inside the house when my bike is alive
Ira's many friends I've been to, but no one knows where Ira is, I've also been to the terminal to check the tickets I gave her last night, Ira may have changed her departure,but the result was nil, My spirit has disappeared without a trace, where again I have to look for it, my ten million money also disappeared with the girl
I came home with a very angry, half a day I went around looking for Ira I didn't find, I didn't know where else to go, I decided to go home
Prang..!!!
I slammed all the things in my house, no matter what Tina's screams and my children's cries, Tina even pulled my body a few times so I wouldn't destroy my household,but I do not mind, all the goods did not escape my rage, I really have been stirred by madness, thought I had run away with my ten million money, no no!!! I can't take all this
"well... father why" cried Tina still continues to pull my body so that no longer do my actions, he said,but now I'm stepping foot into Ira's room and destroying everything in there
"dad why...well enough!!' the more I craze the bigger Tina shouts, and the sound of shards at home has invited some neighbors to come, so try to medium me, but I'm still very angry, but I'm still very angry,I'll just burn this house down so pissed off of me
some people I felt forced to pull my body and grip it so that I could no longer move, some I heard telling me to Istighfar, he said,let me stop this brutal act and sit down limp after they let go of my body
"dad...why..?" my wife's question accompanied by the sobbing Isaac I could not answer, I just stared blankly at the view of the house that had fallen apart, many bells scattered on the floor, broken things scattered, and,and the children who cry hysterically look at his father who is like to the devil
I realized on the wall of the house that had been broken poranda the view felt dark, I was really confused
"why Ikbal kak Tina?" one of my neighbors asked me about behavior that I had never done before, I even knew a husband who loved my wife and children
"don't know Deni, Ikbal bang home gini mosquito" said my wife still with a sobbing Isak while wiping my hands covered in blood due to glass fragments
some neighbors crowded at the door, some sat to calm me down, some cleaned up the debris from my actions
my breathing is still irregular, my whole body is full of sweat, in my mind there is only Ira, where is my Ira, if maybe I would have shouted her name, I would not have been able to do without Ira
"It was where, from that moment Ira did not see, let him clean this messy house" asked one of the people there, my wife just silently heard the question while looking at me with a questionable gaze, surely she was thinking why my reaction was so chaotic when Ira left the house, I could no longer control myself,losing Ira was like losing half my life, but whatever Tina was thinking, I just wanted my Ira back
"i know where Ira is!" a loud voice was heard from the crowd of people standing in front of the door