CHEATING ON MY MOTHER'S HUSBAND
CHEATING ON MY MOTHER'S HUSBAND episode "15"
I no longer dare to look at Aril, my heart became wry, I could not stand the trap, slowly the clear grains dripped on the cheeks, I realized one thing, that I had been playing it all along,should I never have had a relationship with a man as good as Aril, he did not deserve a lie about me, giving false hope about Ira who was so well guarded by his father, even though I was a dirty woman
"you mean.." Aril's voice rang out, but stay calm, I better go ahead and finish this, let him find a more worthy companion, not like me
I forced myself to look back at him, the face I saw now was still with the same look as before, flat and full of disappointment
"Ira... has done the forbidden thing and Ira does not deserve to live Brother" I wit tears that continue to flow warmly on my cheeks, one by one the grains landed on my hijab, he said,I want to continue my story but I need some space to just breathe
"Want more explanation! all you know is that Ira's father is very caring for his daughter, how can Ira say that Ira has been tarnished, is this just an excuse to refuse Brother!?" now the man got up and stepped back to me, then stood right next to the purple Bougenville flower, just three steps from where I was sitting
"please Ira .. give more explanation, what do all these words mean!? why can Ira be tarnished, who's desecrating!?" she snapped while turning her body towards me
"ira's stepfather....!!! the father that you thought was keeping the purity of his son for so long he is Ira's stepfather!!!' I said half-screaming along with a sob, I see Aril now peeking with his mouth gaping
"he's not looking after his daughter, but he's keeping the girl he loves from another man!" I'm getting fiery wanting to vomit up everything I've fed up with all this time
"he has taken away the chastity of his twelve-year-old stepson with a cell phone"
"he who always imitates money and anything that irs willing to be willing to serve him"
"and Ira's stupid to enjoy all that for eight years"
"now Ira no longer want to bang... Ira was fed up with all this, Ira was even disgusted with Ira herself"
"Ira never deserves someone as good as you, never will!" I continued to sob after saying all that to Aril, my heart slipped from the shackles that had been squeezing me all along
the man in front of me was still staring with an incomprehensible look at me, I wiped a tear and got up from my seat and prepared to leave,I don't need to hear Aril's answer to the fact that I threw earlier, I don't deserve it, let me go right now, Dad, I'll go!
I stepped on my dead leg aril who was still standing, maybe he was digesting what I just said, or maybe now he just felt disgusted at me, I accept whatever it is, he said,I kept walking, not looking back at him
"wait!!! why leave!?" my steps stopped because the voice from earlier was silent
"because Ira already knows when you think about ira, Ira is not worthy of Brother" I said without looking back and trying to step back
"permit Brother to guide Ira to repentance" I was like seeing a glimmer of light that I had longed for when I heard Aril's words,had my Lord received this prayer of his servant to come out of a sinful life, was this the answer of my prostration all this time, was this real?
Aril stepped closer to me, I was no longer strong standing, my feet were limp core unable to support the body, maybe because it was too happy with what I thought before him, if aril would hate me was wrong, it was wrong,now our distance is only one meter the man looked at me deeply, the shady eyes were always able to calm the heart
"Ira. biarka Abang released Ira from the stepfather who biad*ab it" I saw so much sincerity on that face, so much affection in those shady eyes
"Abang will continue to marry Ira, and will take Ira away from Meraka" he said with confidence
"father won't let that happen, he'd rather see Ira die than have other men" I said flatly and was able to make Aril aghast
"you mean!?" his eyes are now round
"he was even collecting money to get Ira to run and make Ira honey for Ira's own mother" he was even more astonished to hear my words
"Ira had no choice but to disappear from them" I said back in despair because my father would never let me go even though Aril would accept me no matter how I was
"so you're going Ra...?" asked Aril who had now taken me back to sit on the park bench
"yes... Ira will leave now and bang, if Ira is still here Ira does not know what will happen later" now aril bowed his head with clenched hands, maybe he was furious with this complicated situation
"Ira knew Abang couldn't go with Ira, Ira didn't know anything, knowing Abang wanted to accept Ira with whatever Ira lacked, it was very happy ira" I said again and Aril now looked at me
"why must go, we can immediately ask permission Ita's mother to marry, is not he agreed, then after his brother will bring Ira stay in the house of Brother's parents" he said it was full of confidence
"that can't happen bang, he'll finish us off, Ira knows he's not just threatening, all this time he's been hurting Ira enough for not wanting to serve his passions anymore,especially if you marry Ira...!!!" I half-screamed, I was so frustrated with the situation
if Aril would have gone with me, gone as far away from my stepfather as he could, but where could he have done it, Aril would have left behind a mother and sister whom he loved dearly
my hope is dashed considering that, I will just step by myself well.
