
father passed away leaving me, with ten million in my hand, I stepped straight into the room,it turned out that the lecherous man really wanted to leave my mother and sisters and would turn a princess into honey for her mother
once the man's heart, for the sake of lust he could leave his family, even my sister Azka still desperately need the affection of a father, I can't imagine their fate if the father really went, even my sister Azka still desperately need the affection of a father,and I am the cause of that departure, I will bear that disgrace for the rest of my life, a child eloped with his stepfather, a very disgusting story
this will never happen, wait father.You will never see me again in your life..!
the atmosphere is very cold tonight, the wind can make the whole body feel cool, I pull the blanket to cover the body that is increasingly shivering
sebak as the sound of the leaves outside moving in the strong wind blowing the atmosphere increasingly gripping, I can no longer feel the eyes after my father woke me, I could not do it again,ten million I had in my bag with the cell phone I was hiding, what I was going to do with that money, what I left for my mom, but I was going to ask where it came from,but if I take it with me Aril may not want to accept it, but we need a lot of money to go later, even though my savings and Aril's money together may still be lacking,we are not necessarily getting a job when we get there
good is the money I'll bring along, I don't care what happens next, I'll just go as far as possible
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I stepped quickly towards aunt's house, the atmosphere was still magrib, on my left right there was no one to be seen, only I was in a hurry to move so that no one would see me
a little bag of mine in my hand, some of my clothes were there, including the ten million that my father gave me last night
tonight Aril has bought tickets for our departure, the city of Batam is his destination, we will take a bus across Sumatra that will take us to Dumai, then will cross the sea by boat
I kept my pace going, auntie's house was not too far from my house and very close to the cross-country road, I would easily go to the place to wait for the bus that Aril rented
I'm just gonna put down my bag and go back, because the bus we're on is leaving at ten o'clock tonight
after putting the bag in my aunt's house, I immediately went back home, not until my father realized that I was out, I slipped in through the kitchen door
"Ira... Where are you from?" mother's voice made me aghast, it turns out that mom was standing at the middle door to the kitchen, then dad walked behind mom, I became clumsy not knowing what to say, dad looked at me sharply full of question marks
"Mommy's new son of a bitch" I suddenly said, Mom and Dad looked up at the empty trash, but fortunately I threw the trash out this afternoon
"kok Magrib Ra you throw away his garbage, can wait until the magrib runs out" said the mother again
I was pacing my room, the clock was showing at nine o'clock in the evening in an hour I should have been at the place I promised Aril, Abril would have taken the bus from the terminal first,then I'll wait about five kilos from that place, so we can't be seen together
my heart is restless not playing, how do I get out of the house while dad and mom are in the TV room right in front of my bedroom door
"Ira, what are you?" father came to surprise me who was sitting on the bed anxiously
"there's no yah" I replied a little nervously
"it's a ticket for tomorrow's night I've bought, you keep it, and get ready, we'll leave at twelve o'clock tomorrow night" said the father half-whispered and occasionally looked at the door
father thrust the ticket he had bought it put in my hand, I grasped the ticket with a trembling hand
"no need to bring anything, we'll buy there "dad's speech was interrupted because mom was in front of my room
"why Ira yah...?" the woman asked with a curious face, I quickly slipped the ticket that the father had given her under the pillow
"this is buk. Ira asked what Ira would buy because I want to buy food" said the father while covering my body from the vision of mother.
"ooo.. kirain mother why, mother want satay ya well, have long time not eat satay" said mother then out in follow father
the sound of the motor drove away from the house, which means that my father had left, I stroked my chest in relief, finally I can get out of this house, I looked at the bus ticket that I had given you,my heart sank again every time I thought my father would leave my mother to be with me, my mother's love to have a husband like him
I crept towards the kitchen door, after believing my mother was already in the room, my three sisters were busy watching TV, they would not notice my departure
I slowly opened the kitchen door so that I could not hear my mother and sister, and then stepped quickly to the aunt's house, if the father had gone through the front road then I now choose the back of the house, and then I would have chosen to walk,there are many thorny trees on this unkempt vacant land, my feet are several times stuck twigs that can present a sense of pain because of the scratches, my spirits even occasionally caught thorns from the trees,I choose not to ignore my pain, when I am not much, I have to arrive at a place that I agreed on time
sweat poured on my body, cold weather was not able to cool my body that felt hot, my breath hunting erratically, how long it arrived at the aunt's house, and my breath was,aril has repeatedly contacted me when he is at the terminal and will be ready to take the bus
aunty was at the door when I arrived, she took the keys and pulled out the bag I had put on her,soon aunt turns on the motorbike preparing to take me to the waiting bus, I hope I don't meet my father on the road, I hope,I just want to get out of this shitty life