
As soon as Nimas fell asleep and the doctor came back out of the room Shaka's crying broke right then and there. The fortress of strength that he had been rinsing from earlier and he was exalting with great difficulty, instantly collapsed when he saw his slumbering wife.
What a weight of testing they had up to this moment. All the exams that have passed they passed well and Shaka also has confidence that the test this time can also be those who pass well.
Shaka who looked exhausted both physically and mentally spread his head near the hand of the wife. Put that hand over his head and hold it tightly.
"We can definitely get through this, Deck. Before this, we have passed quite heavy tests and we can go through them, even though they have to be bloody. And for today we can also definitely get through it. I want to stay healthy for you, Dek. Please don't be like that when you wake up. You don't know how broken and broken Mas's heart is when you see you're that broken." Saka continued muttering as if it could strengthen himself as well as his wife. Until a long time the man's eyes became heavy and soon he fell asleep so tired physically and mentally.
***
Meanwhile, Ms. Marissa had just been twirling her body on the bed, because she could not sleep thinking about the fate of Nimas who was bleeding so much. He also never ceaselessly blamed himself because if only he was not careless, if only he had not fallen then would not have harmed his own daughter-in-law.
Several times he also checked the phone, there may be news from Shaka, but as much as Ms. Marissa checked her salary, as much as that worry is increasingly becoming due to not being treated. Intended to contact his son first, but he was afraid if it made Shaka feel disturbed. His son was certainly no less panicked and worried, he did not want to add to the worry and anxiety became more mountainous by calling him.
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"Where's mom, Oma? Why did oma prepare my uniform?" The seven-year-old had just finished his bath and found Ms. Marissa who was preparing for her school needs. Things that never before did.
"Mother is not feeling well, Mommy fell last night because nolongin Oma. So after you were taken to the same room, Mother was taken to the hospital. Later if Mother has not come home until you go home to school, we go there, yes."
"Mother falling? I don't want to go to school, I want to go to the hospital."
"Darling, horrified Oma, yes. Mother is okay, son. We must continue to pray for Mother, we must be sure that Mother is okay. Oma promise after going home from school later, we will go to the hospital to meet Mother, yes. But you have to go to school first, I'll be angry with you how?"
Although with a heavy heart, Bryan finally agreed to go to school first, only then met his mother.
Elsewhere, Shaka had just woken up when Nimas's hand, still on top of his head from last night, moved his finger.
"Sir, are you awake?" They both collect lives.
"Sir, the presence of Mas still means nothing to you? If Mas still you think there is, Dengerin Mas, yes." Shaka said while wiping his wife's cheeks that were wet again because of tears.
"See Mas, Deck!"
Nimas said, slowly she turned her head slightly to see the face of her husband who looked tired with his eyes. This made Nimas' tears even more uncontrollable.
"Our son, Mas."
"Yes, it's okay if you want to cry, but please don't be like yesterday, yes."
Shaka shifted his chair for him to position it near his wife's head so that he could see her face up close. The man's hand began to gently stroke his wife's head, hoping that with that touch he could provide comfort and calm for the woman who was not okay.
"She, haven't we passed some pretty tough tests before? We're strong, right? We can, right? This time we can too. It's okay if this time we miss the opportunity to be parents of a second child. Someday this opportunity will come again. Don't be discouraged. We must not be strong for our children. Let the one go, go quietly. We just pray for the good of the fetus that was present in your stomach. You can be destroyed, Mas was destroyed, very destroyed, but Mas remember that we still have Bryan. He also needs our affection, if we focus the same that has gone, what about his fate later? So please, strong, yes. Strong for Mas, strong for Bryan too." With a quivering voice, Shaka took pains to make his tears not fall in front of his wife.
"Yes, I know, but this time I really feel useless. How could I not realize I was pregnant? Especially this moment we're waiting for."
"Sststd. That means God has not given permission. If it was time, in any way and in any way, there would be a fetus here." Shaka gently wrung his wife's stomach. It was so painful when he did that. However, looking tough in front of his wife is very important. So as much as possible, he was very trying to show that he was okay.
"Just believe, God is testing the power of our love again, let our love be stronger, let us be stronger. Please be sad not to drag on, yes. I know it's hard, it's not easy for you. I feel that way too, but we're there to strengthen each other." Shaka kissed his wife's forehead long, he was sure in this way his wife would be much calmer. A small and simple touch like this was Nimas' favorite moment.
Not long after, Shaka's phone at the nearby table shook. He immediately shifted the green button to receive a video call from the mother. He just remembered that last night you didn't tell his mother.
"Bryan, you haven't left for school yet, son? Today you're just the same Oma first, yes. I'll take care of Mommy first." Shaka pointed the camera at Nimas as soon as he saw the face of the child in the stool of Ms. Marissa.
So, what happened to Nimas? Why do their faces look so different and their eyes say they're crying? God, don't let what I thought last night be the right thing.