
"I'm afraid of green vegetables. It was afraid that I would not overdo it like a phobia, that was why I could still endure it earlier. I'll always imagine there's a caterpillar if I see vegetables."
"Gosh, why don't you say it, Mom. Then I'll be sick, you know. If you say so, I can eat the vegetables. If you're what what? You want me to be wronged by many people. Really you, yeah." So upset Nimas to her husband, her eyes suddenly rippled and almost fell wet on the cheeks.
While Shaka who had been looking up at Nimas was raving was fascinated by the natural beauty of Nimas which he had just realized.
"Au ah I'm sprained with you." Nimas was getting annoyed at the smile of Shaka who was looking at himself fixedly and without a blink. The woman finally leaves Shaka and walks towards the balcony.
The woman who just held the status of the wife seemed to deteriorate her mood when she saw Shaka's response as if underestimating her frustration. For the first time he felt annoyed at the man, I don't know he felt his mood was easy to change lately.
While Shaka just shook his head slowly. He married a girl whose age difference was only six years but seemed to marry a girl who had just made a KTP. He who used to face Raisa who was more mature than his wife was only a little surprised. He understood that Nimas still needed his hand to hold and he took it to the path that made him mature in his attitude.
Not that Nimas is now childish, no. Nimas is actually quite mature for Shaka, but only at certain times. He understood that at the present age of Nimas, he should not bear the burden of this life.
Shaka walks to the balcony as soon as Nimas makes a gesture of wiping his cheek which inexplicably. Tutoring the woman who was staring at the beauty of the night decorated by the moon star.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make you understand anything about me. Making you blame, or getting them a chance to ridicule you, is not what it means."
Nimas did not budge, he was still staring at the expanse of God's painting that was so beautiful for anyone who saw. Seeing that beauty from a height, made Nimas feel a little close to that beauty.
"I just want them to know that I accept whatever you give me. Even if it is based on your ignorance. I want them to be surprised by the sacrifice I am making? Let what? Bi..."
"Let Raisa be jealous? Let them think as if you love me, love me. I-so, right? I already know your way of mind without you telling me," Nimas murmured.
Shaka smiled again at Nimas' funny behavior in his eyes.
"Don't be jealous, let her know I'm starting to love you and she's looking for her other happiness without bothering us. That's all right. The sacrifice I made was small, I vomited not because of allergies or because there was harm. But I was disgusted and afraid of caterpillars, in my shadow I was eating leaves and caterpillars so I threw up. I know you're kind of like this because you're worried about me, right?"
Nimas is back unmoved. It makes Shaka more anxious because he just realized that this Nimas should be treated like a child when his childish kumat. I don't know what was on Bryan's mind at that time choosing a little girl like this, Shaka's mind shook his head.
"Yes, if you're still angry. I'll leave you here, until you calm down. Once you feel much better, you sleep, yeah. Remember, there is a child in your stomach, when I take it every day. I'm like I'm pregnant."
Shaka walked into the room, there was no movement from Nimas. He was still in his stance, not even moving from his place.
Shaka was still watching over the little lady. He wanted to know how long he had stood there with the wind blowing a little.
Meanwhile, in Nimas now who speaks is his selfishness. Honestly, Nimas's irritation is not only Shaka's silence about vegetables, but also about Shaka calling and treating him like a woman he loves only to make Raisa jealous.
Want to get Raisa out of her life that way? Ah I guess that's just an excuse. Reasons to shut down his feelings. Maybe what Raisa said is right, Shaka still loves Raisa, and vice versa. They were separated because I came. But should Shaka play me too? I was so upset with him.
Shaka again walked quietly and slowly so that his footsteps could not be heard. She stood behind Nimas, but it seemed that she was not aware that her husband was right behind her.
Shaka was already planning something when Nimas persisted by sulking it. However, for some reason his heart suddenly became abnormal. His heart felt like he was struggling inside.
Several times Shaka drew and exhaled to neutralize his suddenly noisy heart.
Grappings.
The deg! The deg! The deg!
His heartbeats instead of improving were instead cheering so cruelly. Shaka thought for sure Nimas was currently hearing the sound of his heart seeming to want to leave his place.
Shaka's smooth hand that managed to circle along Nimas' stomach managed to make Nimas' heartbeat feel stopped instantly. He was stunned and unable to move, even to breathe it felt difficult to do.
Nimas closed his eyes as soon as he felt his shoulder being propped up by Shaka's chin. I don't know what the man did, but this little thing made Nimas feel very tense. It was like something was stirring in his body.
Shaka was still silent, he was still trying to neutralize this nervousness and tension. This is not the first time Shaka has done this. But it felt like this time he felt a different feeling somehow because of what.
"I told you the night wind is not good for you. Why are you still standing here for so long, hm?"
"I ... I'm."
"Do you want to be hugged like this or go in the room?"
"Yes, I ate in. Let go of this first."
"Still thinking the no-no? Why don't you understand too. If we work together to get Raisa out of our lives, then we will be fine. Our marriage has no foundation. So we have to get up together to be strong."
"Why is that? Love will not be easily lost, Mom. I'm sure your love for Raisa still exists. Why did you choose to keep this marriage?"
In his little heart Nimas was relieved because at least he felt since there was Shaka his life was not abandoned and there was a figure that protected him.
"You are still there or not, it does not matter if I have made a promise to God. What more do you doubt about me, Nimas? You are not the woman I love, but you are the woman who completes my life. Allow time and heart to work on its own. By the way, the scent of your body relaxes me, Nimas."
The deg!