Charm Wife Titipan

15. Heartbroken

"Nimas I've ordered food for you and Auntie. I'm leaving right away, yeah. Tomorrow if you are no longer tired or lemes so, we go to your parents' house, yes. We brought them here to see our marriage."

The look on Nimas' face as it changed, he stared in all directions as he was so afraid of the reaction given by his parents. Even if it is Shaka or himself did not tell the real incident that he was pregnant, she said, surely his parents will also wonder why this marriage is so sudden it will definitely invite questions in their heads.

"Don't think about their reaction, you'll fear for yourself if you imagine. Let's just go. Before we go to your parents' house tomorrow, I'll take the night to take you home, yeah. I'll meet Mama, Papa. They should know how the prospective daughter-in-law's face is."

"As far as you are Shaka. Don't I have to obey what you say to reduce your burden, right? I trust everything with you."

"Good, good wife-to-be. Then I'll go first, yeah. Don't forget to call me if there's anything."

Shaka walked quickly to the car. His eyes were no longer able to not tear up, since earlier he held back crying when talking to Nimas because considering he had to marry someone who was not his lover.

Not sorry, Shaka does not regret taking this decision, but nevertheless he is an ordinary man who must have a sense of sadness and heartache. It is not normal that Shaka is not sad to leave his lover who for two years accompanied his day. Crying over this situation does not mean that he regrets the decision he made.

"Let's strong! You must be strong Shaka, can't you cry like this keep on. Heartache may be, but don't cry, don't show anyone, don't make anyone feel guilty and don't make Raisa too heavy to take you off. He deserves to be happy with the others."

Remembering Raisa's name makes Shaka remember that her relationship with the girl is not over yet. The last time they communicated, they quarreled and Raisa remained tight-lipped on her stance. Will continue this relationship behind Nimas or openly. What Shaka remembers most is that Raisa doesn't want to leave her, but she has to make Raisa leave her right now. He must finish his relationship with Raisa as soon as possible. It wouldn't be good if it was allowed to continuously hang like this.

Shaka finally decides to go to Raisa's house. Ready not to be ready he must be ready to finish his romantic relationship with Raisa. It must be painful for him, but it will be much more painful if he continues.

After all Shaka does not want to be tied to any woman when she is married. Better hurt now than later. Although in fact, Shaka could have obeyed what Raisa said. Marry without touching Nimas and continue the relationship. But he didn't want to do that. If he does, then he hurts two people at once at a time. It's better that he hurt himself and Raisa than to have to hurt two happy women.

With just one push of the bell, the door opened wide. Apparently Raisa herself opened it. It looks beautiful and neat. Although dressed in the style of a college boy, Raisa's beauty is not covered by her clothes.

"You're bugging?" ask Shaka base stale.

"Yes. Where were you yesterday? I didn't pick up the phone, Mama you got to call me, thought we were together. Where are you going?"

"I have business, Raisa. You, you know there's something I have to do."

"I know you must not accept and be hurt by my decision and I understand that. The response you showed was very reasonable, because you love me, so do I Raisa."

"If you love me, why do you want to marry Nimas? Why did you spend yesterday with Nimas. I know you're not in the office, who else would it be if it wasn't that old lady."

"You know what the reason is without me explaining. Already Raisa, I'm tired of having to keep arguing about the same things with many people. I'm cape. I'm just here to say that our relationship has to end here. I'll be married to Nimas soon. You have to find your own happiness. We fight together for our happiness in different ways and ways. I hope you're sincere."

Shaka tried to suppress his tears from coming out. He does not want to show sadness in front of Raisa, it will only make Raisa more unwilling to part with him and the more difficult to take it off. He had to act as though he was strong, strong and as if he had no more sense with Raisa. So that the girl hates herself and forgets about her.

"Oath! You are so evil Shaka is like me," Raisa said with a trembling mouth.

"I love you. God does not allow us to be united. I'm sorry Raisa. We must find our own way. It's just a matter of time, you can. We certainly can. I'm pampering. I hope we meet again someday. With each of us's happiness."

Shaka resigned without saying anything more. He considered the long sentence to be the last sentence of his farewell to Raisa.

Shaka was indifferent as Raisa's tear rate grew heavier. He just left it. Of course he did it for their benefit as well. If he obeys the heart, Shaka is eager to take Raisa in the arms for the last time. But if he does that, then it is the same as giving opportunity and hope for Raisa to establish their togetherness.

Don't ask Shaka's heart now. Nothing hurts more than today. It is impossible if Shaka does not doubt let alone hurt. However, Shaka is trying hard to be mature, this is the best for both of them. Everyone deserves to be happy in their own way.

***

"Yes, Mom. Maybe tomorrow I'll go home if there are no obstacles. I will also be under my future husband who is here. She wants to marry me at close range. The impression is in a hurry, it happened because he also wanted to have a job abroad for a long time."

"I just wanted to say that, Mom. Tell Dad, yes later. I want to continue working."

Nimas had to lie in the beginning. He did this so as not to explain later when he met. It would be harder to do than on a phone like this.

Since Shaka's departure, Nimas has not stopped shedding tears. So much he piqued. Bryan's departure, his condition, his mental state, all felt in the tripe exhausted by the test that befell him.