Charm Wife Titipan

85. Anxiety Miss Marissa

"Where, Ma? Still want to do me, still want to slander me, still want to mock me in front of others? Just keep doing that if Mama can someday resist embarrassment. Want to be kept as much as anything, someday will also smell who is bad in the eyes of others, me or Mama. So better, Mama quit right now or later God will turn things around. Now I'm the subject of people's gossip because of Mama. Don't let Mama feel what I'm feeling now." Nimas took back the paper that his mother-in-law had brought and returned to the room.

While Marissa was still gawking on the spot. He felt his life flying out of nowhere. It feels very hard to believe that Nimas is in good condition. The woman's mind was immediately fixed on Shaka.

"Damn. But it's impossible, there's no way Shaka can't have children. He must be healthy, my son is healthy. Yeah, my son couldn't have had a problem with that." Ms. Marissa walked to her room, reassuring herself that she was okay.

A few days later, Ms. Marissa's mind seemed to be unable to escape from the paper that she saw competitiveness. How not? He had been heralding that Nimas money had a problem with his uterus, but apparently the woman had no problem. He hoped that the paper would not reach anyone's hands.

A lot of things happened while Shaka wasn't home. Bryan, who always looked gloomy and uninspired, who rarely spoke to his mother, was even more reserved than usual. This scene left Nimas not focused on doing anything.

"Why are you, anyway, Dek? As if there was a thought, I felt like the last few days you thought something was going on. What was? Think what, hm?" Shaka asked through a video call one night.

"No, my mom. Your feelings, I'll just cape."

"You can lie to others, but you can't. Let's tell you what's wrong? I felt it from a few days ago. Intentionally Mas not nanya, let you tell me first, but Mas wait not the stories. If you have a mild problem in your mind, you will not carry it for days."

"Bryan, Mom."

"What's the same Bryan?"

The story of Nimas a few days ago. She tried not to cry in front of her husband so he wouldn't worry. He knew that if Shaka saw his tears, Shaka would come home at that time and leave his job.

"Mom be again? Sorry, Mas's back in trouble. Well, let Bryan be like this first. You keep talking slowly, but don't be forced, yeah. Let me take care of it later. Soon the work is done. You rest, don't think too much. Rest assured everything's gonna be okay."

Nimas is calmer now, he hides nothing more. The sense of tightness that had struck slowly diminished after sharing the burden of her mind with her husband.

As at this time, during the morning ritual that always gathers at the dinner table, Ms. Marissa looks silent and focused on her food. It is good that Ms. Marissa still has shame, Nimas said in her heart.

"Nimas, when will Shaka come home?" asked Malik in the middle of his breakfast.

"If there's no obstacle tomorrow night until home, Pa.

Shaka's home tomorrow? Would everything be fine if Shaka knew Nimas check secretly and the result would make him inferior?

Honestly, the silence of Ms. Marissa is a form of concern for the child. Though he also never saw the results of the examination of Shaka, Shaka, but if Nimas is no problem and the age of marriage that has seven years does not go pregnant what else is the problem if not from the Shaka factor? That's what's inside Miss Marissa's head.

What Marissa had in mind was not the only factor. It could be because God has not trusted them to have children again. But that thought wasn't in Ms. Marissa's head. His pride and arrogance towards others because of feeling above made himself far from God.

After breakfast, Nimas and Bryan withdraw from the table. Today there's an exam at Bryan's school. Ana had to leave early.

"What do you think? Later it looks silent and does not talk much," said Mr. Malik after the departure of his son-in-law.

"A few days ago Mama saw the results of Nimas' health report. It says that Nimas' uterus is fine, meaning there are no problems in her womb or anything related to pregnancy. If until now Nimas was not pregnant it means the problem is with Shaka, Pa. Mama thought about it from yesterday. Our childhood is not healthy, Pa?"

"Shaka hasn't checked yet when you think so. Think it's good, that's good, that's okay, so what happens is good too. Nimas is not pregnant yet because it is not time yet, Ma. Yes already if you know that, from now on you do not influence Shaka to force Nimas to eat this and that. Now you are alone, you are ashamed of this. You want to ask Nimas to consume anything that can speed up pregnancy, but in fact he is fine. You do that not to help them, but to separate them. Papa has been silent all this time don't think that Papa doesn't know, yes Ma. You haven't accepted Nimas to be a son-in-law yet, have you? Then you act as if you were paying attention to Nimas through Shaka. You do this so Shaka thinks that Nimas can't get pregnant again and leaves her that way, right?"

"Do not make it up!" elak Ma'am Marissa.

"Ma, how many years have we been husband and wife, anyway? How many decades have we been together? What you believe, what you do without explanation or words will be known by Papa, and vice versa. It won't be useful for you to hide anything from Papa. Will Papa shut up because Papa wants to know where you're going to try? Was what happened in front of us lacking? Less, anyway, if they really love each other. Don't be separated so dong, Ma. You don't feel sorry for your son? Do you have to be rebuked with God to change? Same as Papa, wait to be reprimanded first? Huh yeah?"