Charm Wife Titipan

11. Physical Touch

Nimas sipped the warm sweet tea up to half a cup, it feels very tasty when drinking something warm in cold weather like this. His stomach was instantly comfortable and his coldness was also slightly reduced.

Shaka returns home with Nimas' bag in his right hand. And a pair of clothes that he put on his left arm. If Nimas can guess, the shirt that was draped was the man's shirt.

"Change the clothes first, the bathroom is near the kitchen." Shaka put the tenteng bag on the sofa near Nimas.after which he stepped on the second floor to change clothes as well, it was very uncomfortable to wear clothes soaked like this.

They sat back in the living room after the change of clothes was over. It seemed awkward and clumsy to dominate them both. Actually Shaka was a little upset by what Nimas had done. But with all his might and also tried hard not to show his frustration. He did not want to make her feel guilty. Shaka must learn to understand that Nimas certainly does not want to trouble himself and his family, but the way to show it is wrong.

In that silence, Shaka's two eyeballs accidentally caught Nimas' bruised wrist. Apparently the grip made by the man had left a trace of cameraman on the girl's wrist.

Shaka again left Nimas in the living room without saying goodbye. He intended to take the medicine box that was in his car, take one ointment and return to walk into the house.

"Here's his hand!" pinta Shaka raised her hand.

"You what?"

"That's his hand bruised, diobatin first so as not to feel the pain. That must be a pain, right?"

Nimas was still motionless, he seemed hesitant if he did what Saka asked.

Not wanting to wait too long. Shaka took Nimas' wrist forcefully, the girl would indeed not have moved if it wasn't Shaka who forced it.

The behavior exhibited by Shaka further made Nimas unwell. He felt ignorant of Shaka's kindness and the attention he showed. Instead of thanking him, he was troubling the man.

"Thank you." Nimas pulled his hand from Shaka's lap because the treatment was over.

"When do you want to thank me? Thank you in the right way, Nimas. Not just with words."

Honestly, the simple words made Nimas slightly pinched his heart.

"Sorry, I've been a hassle."

"Nimas, I'm confused to explain what language you use, what way. I told you once that you are my responsibility. Brother Bryan put you on me. Imagine if I hadn't met you. Will you feel happy then? You'll be relieved? But you're adding a new burden to me. You wanna do that? You want to make me live in guilt all my life?"

Shaka did not mean to blame Nimas, but gave a little firmness to the girl he felt it necessary, so that Nimas did not act as recklessly as he did earlier.

"Shaka, isn't it natural that I think that I'm just a burden on you. Moreover, you bear what you should not bear. It's been so hard for me to accept all this."

"Law, you think like that it's perfectly natural. But whether by running away you think everything will be finished. All that is not finished there Nimas, instead you add to my burden, add a new burden for me. Just think if the action you did earlier even make your fetus why. Think about it, Nimas. Is that a relief for you? Do you think I don't feel guilty? Brother Bryan has left you in me. He has trusted me to look after you. You want to ruin it all, Nimas?"

The deep narration of Shaka made both of Nimas' eyes glazed over. He was confused about what to say, he felt he was in the wrong position. Surviving here becomes a burden, escaping from here will also add to the burden. Then what should he do?

"I didn't mean to hurt you. I'm sorry, yes if my words make you sad. I don't mean to blame you, Nimas. I only regret your attitude like this. If you feel like a burden, lighten up my burden. Only one way, Nimas. Just like me, do what I tell you, it's been a big help to me."

Hearing the words from Shaka made Nimas unable to hide his cries, he just sobbed.

Shaka who had a soft heart felt pity to see Nimas cry. He tried to calm down by giving a touch on the girl's shoulders.

"Propsy. I'm sure you can get through this. Make me a friend if you mind making me your husband."

Nimas further drowned his face in both palms hearing the gentle speech of Shaka. Her tears were breaking even more because of Shaka's heart being so sincere to her.

"Nimas don't make me feel more guilty because you keep crying like this. Come here, I'll lend you a shoulder."

Shaka hesitantly and slowly touched Nimas' head and carried him into the chest of his field. Let Nimas think he is presumptuous, now the most important thing is to ease the burden borne by the girl. He knew Nimas needed a shoulder to put down a little bit of his head.

"Cry as much as you can, but then promise me not to cry anymore."

I do not know how long Nimas put his head on the chest of Shaka's field. He allowed himself to cry to satisfaction. After being satisfied with the tears, Nimas got up and wiped his soaked cheeks.

"I'm sorry. I don't mean to blame you, but I don't want you to do this anymore."

"Don't apologize, I should be the one apologizing. I don't think long about what I'm doing."

"Yes, the important thing is not to repeat, yes. I don't want to lose the memories Bryan left me."

"Memories?" tanya Nimas frowned her forehead into several folds.

"That, that's in your stomach. It was the last memento from Brother Bryan to his family. So you're responsible for looking after her until she's born."

The words from Shaka made Nimas laugh.

"Yes, you ate first. The doctor said, You can eat a lot of fruit if you can not eat anything. I'll take you to the gynecologist later tonight. I need to see my niece in there. Oh, yeah by the way you've been living in a boarding house, haven't you all this time, huh?Which house are you in?"

"My house is in the village, I came here to help my parents send my sister to school. But the school is not finished yet I even had an accident," answered Nimas lowered his head.

"Nggak apa-apa, nanti aku bantu untuk menyelesaikan. Besok aku nggak bisa ke sini dulu, ya. aku harus mengurus pernikahan kita, kan? Lebih cepat lebih baik."

There is a heartache felt by Shaka when mentioning the word marriage with someone he does not love. However, he has revealed what has happened to him, that is all he can do.