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5. No One Cares

"Romey? You were here? Since when?" Shaka walked over to his lover who was standing in the middle of the door.

"Since you said you should marry Nimas. What's going on, Shaka? Why did you have to marry her?"

Shaka could not bear, seeing the eyes of his lover who had dewy made Shaka's heart more sick. He knew what he was doing was bound to hurt Raisa, hurting her terribly. Their relationship has been two years. In fact, Shaka had already talked about marriage with Raisa. They'll get married once Bryan gets married. But it turns out that the Owner of Life wills another, as ordinary humans we can what? Is not all that happens His will?

"Raisa, I'll explain to you slowly. It will hurt us, but what I'm doing is fulfilling Bryan's request and trust. It's hard for me, you and maybe the people around us. I love you, but God does not allow us to be united now and never until when. I have to marry the girl Kak Bryan has already impregnated. This is her last wish, dear. I'm sorry."

"Then how am I? You easily sacrificed our love, Shaka! I hate you!" raisa's jolt then ran from there with tears.

The girl no longer wants to listen further about her lover's ridiculous plan to marry a foreign girl. Raisa thought that she was no more valuable than that woman.

Shaka goes after his lover, he knows his heart is hurting right now. Maybe a little goodbye hug will be a remedy that only heals a momentary wound. But at least they had a warm embrace at their last meeting. Shaka decided that he would marry Nimas.

"Sheena. Don't think I'm easy to do. You are sick, I am sick too. I was in a position that wasn't easy. Bryan's trust was very disturbing to my mind. I have to do it, there is no obligation for me to marry him. The pregnancy of Nimas is not my responsibility, but there is a Narendra family fetus in Nimas' womb. There was the flesh and blood of our family there. I'm hard to do this, it's too painful but I can't do anything about it. Trust me, it's not easy for me." Shaka tries to hold Raisa's hand, but the girl continues to shake Shaka's hand. He did not allow the man to touch her as he had.

Feeling hurt by her lover's decision. Finally came the evil thoughts in Raisa's mind.

"I don't want to know. You must divorce Nimas when he gives birth, do not touch him. She can't touch you, you're mine, Shaka. It's not you who impregnated him. Just give him and his son a decent life. That's already a responsibility. I accept your decision, but you must also accept and grant my request. Brother Bryan's ridiculous request you desperately do, the time of my request is not?" challenge Raisa.

Quiescent. Shaka really doesn't know what to answer. No one understood him, no one understood his current difficult position. How the people around him even give choices that increasingly make Shaka's life not passionate. How can marriage be considered a joke by her lover.

For the second time Raisa left without listening to Shaka.

Not intending to ignore Raisa going alone on a day that was already night. But Shaka feels how much effort he has to convince those around him that no one will ever understand and accept his decision well.

Everyone around him is certain to oppose what his decision is. It looks ridiculous, it doesn't make sense. Who does and who is responsible. But why can't anyone understand and position themselves as Shaka. Isn't it a burden, if we are entrusted with the trust of a deceased person then we can't carry out the trust, is it not a burden for life?

"Did they think that I felt no pain with the decision I made? Doesn't anyone care about how I feel about one person? Why are they so selfish?" Shaka sat down on the living room sofa by drowning his face in both palms. The toughest day he ever passed was today and will probably next be the toughest day for Shaka.

Steps that were no longer as excited as before, Shaka moved his legs to head to his room. The room is most comfortable and can make it calm. His private room so far can make him forget about worldly problems, but from this second, he does not know whether the room that has been a place for him will make him feel comfortable and calm as before.

Shaka's head is so heavy, it's just a plan and a start, but he's so tormented by circumstances. He did not know what would happen when he was married to Nimas later, the storm that hit was not as light as he thought. He had imagined his life from this moment onwards would feel heavy. He doesn't know if he can do it or not.

***

Restless, troubled, and anxious that is what Nimas has felt since. Until late at night, the girl could not close her eyes at all. Since then he just moved his body position so he could sleep, trying hard to be able to sleep, but in fact his two eyeballs were not closed. Nimas did not know what was wrong with him, his mind, and also his heart.

"Why am I so hard to sleep? I was confused by what happened, why Bryan could not be contacted at all. I know I'll see him tomorrow, but that doesn't mean he's gone like this, does it? What he's doing really doesn't make me sleep well tonight."

In the middle of the silence of the night and also the clang of the clock that sounded so loud. Nimas had imagined that he would meet with Bryan's parents, which was certainly the first thing he received was insults, insults and ridicule. The girl had thought that far. However, whatever happens now is a mistake, whether intentionally or not, he admits that he has made a big mistake with Bryan. Raising your heart for tomorrow is the only right choice according to Nimas.