Call me Nadia....

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Without seeing them again I immediately tore up the bag containing my belongings and rushed to leave the human full of drama like them.

I walked forward, waiting for the taxi there during my heart's trip, maybe this is the last time I'll go down this road.

In the afternoon I just arrived home Koh'Hasan Mami was a bit surprised to see me carrying a big bag ,

You're going home to Nad ? Ask Mommy

Yes Mami , there is something that Nadia must take this Mam also only brings the important ones .answerku .

Is there where you met Hao ? Or is he at the outlet ? mami Johana said again.

Koh' Hao and his future wife are at Mam's house ! I said with emphasis.

Mami Johana breathed her Breath to hear my answer, actually I did not have the heart to say this to Mami but she also had to know how her son behaved .

Wow, that's amazing, huh ? I really don't know shame ! Sahut Cik' Paula's

Even he has dared to wear the clothes I miss' !! My grunt is upset

The Soul Pain is indeed !!! umpat Paula upset to hear Nadia's story .

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That morning I will be escorted by the driver to the station , yes today I decided to leave "Jakarta" with all the memories yes , yes , I don't know why I feel like I'm no longer part of this family .

Miss' Paula, Nadia saying yes ? Thank you for all the kindness of Cici and family, may the Cici family always be blessed and in a blanket of happiness, Amin, I said sincerely .

Equally Nadia, we hope whatever your decision after this you still consider us Nad family, replied Paula while hugging Nadia tightly .

I then approached Mami who from earlier was silent not flinching ,looked once the sadness that emanated from her face , her eyes look swollen indicating there was a long cry last night .

Mami , Nadia said yes ? Mami need not worry Nadia will often come here to visit Mami. And until whenever Mami will always be in the heart of Nadia, Mami is healthy huh ? Should I recite Ms' Paula ,OK ? I said slowly and then I hugged Mami who had cried again like heavy once released myself .

Heart - heart Nadia ? Call Mami when it's up ? Said Mami Johana weakly her words like I'm just going to go normal I understand very well she was trying to comfort herself .

I then greeted Koh' Hasan who did not talk much just patted my shoulder as if to give a message to me to stay strong, then immediately I embraced Kivaro , Aveo and Anna .

Then I set foot into the car, and after entering the car I turned to them one of the good people in my life, I smiled at them all showing that I must be strong, the car running slowly my tears dripped I never thought my household with Koh' Hao that I thought was so beautiful so " it's a mess "like this.

I immediately told Nadine that today I came home , she was a bit surprised because not long ago I came home , but I still have not told her there is a problem what I am here, while Miss' Miranda I just say goodbye through the message I sent and not reciprocated , I know she is still disappointed with me for thinking I am weak in this.

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"Five hours have passed"

The train I was riding had already reported that the trip had reached the city I was heading to . I rushed down because this train was still continuing its journey to the next cities .

Hore Mamah came home again , Mamah came home again ..had her happiness made my tears come back to drip , how later if she knew her Papa would not be present again in her life.

Hello dear mama ? I hugged Anzel and kissed her many times, her body was getting taller,

Mom went home alone ? Ask her plain

Yes baby, Papah is still sibux ! I reasoned .

Papah sibux continues huh Mah ? Until you forget Anzel ? gnarly

I just smiled in response to his chatter, it's still too soon to tell you what happened .

I was piggybacking on Nadine, for some reason when I got to this city I felt so comfortable, all the bad feelings yesterday were gone, maybe because I was close to my soulmate.

As usual Mom was waiting in front of the door always that's what she did when I came home , can't wait for me .

I came down directly running towards Mom and kowtowed in front of her, then cried in her arms, Mother just let me dissolve in my crying as a mother surely she knows that her son is in a condition that is not okay.

Already Nak ? let's go inside 'em, take Mom

Nadine brought Anzel who seemed to be sleepy into the room, her babble heard who wanted to be with me but Nadine calmed Anzel to sleep first to give me time with Mom.

You haven't been home long, son ? Tumben once you've gone home again ?? Ask Mom while giving me a cup of tea

Nadia's return this time is not without reason Mom, I'm slowly .

What's up, son ? Tell Mom, said my mother softly

Koh' Hao impregnated his employee Bu , said stuck .

Mother exhaled, all the minutes we were busy with each other's thoughts, I lyrics Mother who seemed to be trying to calm her heart.

Nadia wants to divorce Bu , indeed Koh'Hao does not want that Mom but Nadia can not live sharing husband Bu .Nadia is young Ma'am, I said again

Actually, I also feel you better divorce Hao, because according to Mother forever he will not change ! now one by one the words of Mr. Guan fa'i have indeed begun to be proven .

Forgive Nadia, Mom ?

The mother who should have apologized to Nad, should have not supported Juan Hao's request ! At this time I feel very sinful to my mother's grandchildren, maybe this is karma for everything done by us Nad ' said Mother crying

I saw Mother crying and shed tears, why did this all happen to us "O God"

Mother and sister must be strong ! We face it all, especially brother remember brother there is Anzel who needs brother ! right now you can be sad, fragile, and not excited but Nadine please quickly return your spirit for "Anzel "

Nadine's words were like a breath of fresh air that raised me back and reminded me that I must be able to stand alone and remove all the feelings of sadness in my heart for the sake of my baby "Anzel "