Call me Nadia....

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During the return trip there was no conversation between Nadia and Juan Hao , they were busy with their thoughts 2 .

Nadia .. if you still want to continue our relationship you tell all your conditions to your Mother, said Juan .

hemm.. I got down first Koh , answered me who directly got off his car .

Nadiaa !!! you don't hear what I said hahh ??? juan said as he pulled my hand .

Yes Koh , Insyaallah .I answered short and immediately pulled my hand immediately rushed to leave .

Brother, are you dating your boss ? nadine asked as she opened the door for me

Don't know Dine .. it's up to dewh what it takes, I replied indifferently

Mom came out of her room her eyes were focused on my body, which was full of not fat but baby .

***

Nadia was sitting on the floor she looked up at the sky there was a sense that could not be explained in her heart, "Father "

Nadiaaaa. call her mother who immediately approached Nadia sitting next to her .

Yes Ma'am, said Nadia

Can I ask you son ?

Of course can ma'am ? want to ask what Mom ? said Nadia

Nadia Mother noticed the more days your stomach gets bigger, your body more and more contains everything on your body now different Nak , ' he said ,end2 this even mother often heard a rumor from neighbors who said that you are Hamil . tell Mom Nak it's not true Khan ? my mother said while stroking my arm

I looked at my mother's aging face and looked even older after my father left her. Is this a good time to say everything , I stood up and then I led Mom to go into her room .

Ma'am, yes I am Pregnant .. I said, I do not care how it will be because I am not strong enough to withstand all this burden myself

Who are you Pregnant Nad ?? mother's voice choked up her body trembled her eyelids dewy .

I didn't answer just my tears were flowing more and more like Nadine who stopped eating and went into Mom's room and looked at me .

O Allah .. what is the sin of Servant O Allah ..Why do you give this temptation bertubi2 to me O Allah ..tangis My mother is getting louder from her mouth continue to mention the name of Allah occasionally calling the Father .

I am right2 feel guilty I prostrate on his feet, Forgive Nadia Bu ...Pardon Nadia Bu.hu...Nadine just kept silent watching us .

Mom's howls are tormenting me more I'm right2 not strong to see my mother like this, I hit my head 2 on the wall and then I ran to the kitchen to get a knife I gave my mother a knife , Kill me Mom ...Kill ... Nadia can't see Mom like this ... Forgive Nadia Ma'am... I'm not stopping2nya.

Mom took the knife and threw it, tell Nadia's mom, who's the father of the baby you're carrying ?? tell me honestly Nadia !!! asked my mother while wiping her tears that continued to melt .

"Pak Bara" Ms ... My sobs are getting louder I hug my mother's body which just remained silent not budging.

Outrageous of you Nadiaaaa !! my mother shouted while pushing me so hard that I toppled over, Mother always taught you to be an honorable woman but why are you so low huh !!! it is fitting that Father died because you helped him with the ill-gotten money !!! why don't you die hah !!! the work is shameful!! after this what I will receive from brother2 and neighbor2 hahh.. as if dissatisfied Mom approached me then grabbed my hair and slapped me plakkk..plakkkk .

I just fell silent not a word came out of my mouth only my sobs sounded louder .

Already Ms... already ... don't beat Nadia's sister so Ms...hu..hu..hu..tangis Nadine exploded she hugged me protecting me from Mother's indiscriminate attack.

Move you Nadine !!! mom snapped while pulling Nadine's hand but Nadine tightened her embrace on me .

Mom, why don't you look at the other side ?? Kaka Nadia has sacrificed for the father for all of us Ms.... even twice this sister always saves us, by selling herself !!! the way is wrong Ma'am but I know Nadia's sister she's not that generous Ms. .she's just forced to help her family yes it's us Ms ... nadine said at length as she continued to cry and hugged me

Mother retreated and then sat on her bed her teardrops the more swift her body was piled up, "Astagfirulloh "many2 special mothers. . .

***

Thanks Nadine, I said

she did not answer but pulled into her arms we both cried together2 .

Why is my brother alone ?? why didn't Kaka tell Nadine ?? nadine asked along with her sobs.

Forgive Kaka ya Dine ..

Sis, we pass with yaa, Kaka do not have to fear there is Nadine who will always be there for sister later surely mom will understand kak , Kaka who is patient yaa, elus Nadine on my cheek.

That morning I stayed in my room I did not go to work, Mother just let it go without saying anything since the incident Mom did not rebuke me at all.Every time I asked her she did not answer. only Nadine understood my feelings at this moment.

Brother, are there any guests ? nadine whispers

Who's Dine ? I was wondering it couldn't be anyone here because I told Nadine I didn't accept guests

Mr. Juan Hao brother .

Huhh !! what's he doing here ? even after I made the decision to resign

I was heading out to see him, I saw my mother in the room .

What's up Koh ? ask me without saying stale

Why didn't you come in ? ask Juan back

I will resign Koh. I said slowly

You think with you not working will improve huh ??? juan Bengkat

I'm just secretly not answering what2 why now he's getting mixed up with all the business about me.

Where is your Mom ? ask Juan

Didm .

Juan Hao stood up and went to my mother's room I just saw him wonder why he was so against me I don't know what to do.

Mothers... Ma'am .. May I speak for a moment ?juan said from my mother's room

Mother didn't answer she just looked and walked out and sat down beside me. He followed Juan .

What's up ? mother said

Ma'am, Did Nadia tell you everything, Mom ? ask Juan

What story ? her pregnancy ? say Mother slowly

Yes Ma'am, what is Mother's next plan for Nadia Bu .. asked Juan again .

It's up to Nadia alone, want to ask anyone for responsibility to whom, my mother's responsibility is flat .

I want to marry Nadia Ma'am ...Juan Hao said firmly