Call me Nadia....

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We only fell silent for a moment confused as to what to say, equally awkward and clumsy as it had been a long time since we had not met .

How is Nadia ? abi opened the conversation

Mas Abi, how are you ? my answer.

As you can see, my physique is healthy but my inner self is not from since you left me without explanation !!! abi said although his speech was soft but his words pierced my heart .

Forgive me mas , I said lirih .

where was my old pulse ? why is it so easy that you decided to leave me Nad ?? abi said slowly

All is not my will, not from my heart !!! my eyes are getting hot I regret why I went to see Abi

Can we all talk about Khan Nad ?? you are not making your own decisions !! abi ketus

all this was not my decision either Mas , all because of circumstances that I could not tell you at that time , once again I'm sorry Mas .

Abi was just speechlesshe didn't flinch at me the unchanging gaze was always full of love with sincerity that I had never found in anyone other than him .

"I still love you Nad and forever this will not change "I'm sorry to have been so presumptuous to contact you that I shouldn't be doing anymore but my heart is always looking for you Nad , ' '' I'm sorry , I never stop thinking about you even almost every night your shadow always torments me when it's been years but I still can't erase all about you from my life Abi lamented sadly .

My tears have flowed hard I can not resist the feeling that I crave in my heart I ran into his arms that I have longed for so much.I already do not care about my condition when this is for sure tonight I want to hug her as much as my heart .

Abi further tightened his embrace many times he kissed my forehead the more cold atmosphere made me close my body to him I believe in his will not do anything with me .

Can we meet again ? abi lirih whispered

I don't know Mas , currently there is a high gap between us ' said I sad

I will always be there for you, Nad, if one day with you at this time hurts you come back to me, he said sincerely

I just fell silent to hear all his words which to me tonight are more beautiful than all the poets in the world .

I have to go back, I said

Yes, I know . can I ask you something one last time ? pinta Abi's

What is it ? I inexplicably answered Why my heart was pounding at his words

Abi did not answer he put his face close to my face The breath felt closer and My heart was beating faster his lips touched my lips and began to kiss me I wanted to refuse but somehow my body could not resist instead return her kiss .

Yes, you have come home, fear that someone will look for you !! abi's orders made me aware of all the wonderful things we had just been through for a few seconds .

Yes Mas. emm before going home can I ask Mas ? ask me slowly

Of course , what ? answer Abi

Who was the first woman on the phone yesterday ? I can't hide my curiosity

Ohh her, she Yunita my friend was deliberately I asked her first to speak I was afraid that you would call your husband.Abi replied

Ordinary ' said Abi short

Why Nad ? are you jealous ? chirp Abi who makes my face red withholds shame .

Emm just asked Mas , have I returned to the Villa first huh mas ? pamper me and hurry away.

Careful dear, I still hear her words even though slowly why Fate is so cruel to separate us if only I could be with her forever ,

Arriving at the villa I just dared to open my cellphone which turned out during the time I left was Koh ' Hao did not contact me at all, just Cik' Miranda asked if we had dinner or not, I've been sighing lately I just felt that Koh' Hao somewhat changed he was more busy with his cell phone Even sometimes like to linger in the bathroom by carrying it.

Madam Nadia has eaten ? ask Novi

Emm not siy yet ? you guys so buy side dishes at the front stall ? much

No Ma'am, we make Noodles again want warm and fresh if Madam Nadia wants to go buy ayok we cementin while we want to buy snacks in front of Mom, said Novi

May , I want to buy pecel catfish in front of Nov the same Buy grilled corn, I said again

The three of us walked forward not far from the Villa where there is indeed a food center that provides a variety of food and snacks .

While enjoying my food my eyes saw a figure I knew very well and had just met sitting enjoying the meat just right in front of me eating food, Degg !!! it turned out that mas Abi was also eating and it seemed like he had noticed my existence since then but he pretended not to see me .

Ehhh Luuu who ate meatballs wearing black sweaters how to wiggle here and keep siy ?? what a beautiful thing again !!! said Novi who felt piqued because he thought Mas Abi was teasing them .

Ahh you tuh Nov if you see the clear-clear so the signal is very shallow siy !! hardik Lulu's

It's not my fault I donk, it's wrong kind of handsome guy !!! hahahaha they both laughed at the same time I just smiled at their behavior what it would be if they knew the person they were talking about was "my ex-lover"

After satisfied Jajan and full we immediately returned to Villa because the air outside was also getting colder making us have to quickly return to Villa .

(It's full dear) Abi

(Already Mas, Mas also already ) I smiled myself typing my reply to my idol man

(It's also , tomorrow I have to go home )Abi

(i think I'm still here) I

(I have to work dear) Abi

I did not reply again somehow this heart feels so happy even though I know this is wrong but somehow I forced to continue to do my longing for Abi which makes me forget myself if the truth is true I already have Koh ' Hao and Anzel in my life .

(Sleeping dear, love u forever n always ) Abi

(emot Love) I

After the event at this summit is over I promise to forget all this, and come back to my real life with Koh'Hao and Anzel .