Call me Nadia....
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Hah what are you kidding while you also know the child in the womb Nadia is not the son of the Father ?? not only Mother We were all shocked to hear Juan Hao's statement .
Ko Haoh ... Sorry, but I don't need to interfere anymore with Nadia's business, I said after silly things if there was a wedding between me and her 2 .
Nadia you think I'm kidding ?? I did this because I love you !!! juan Hao said, But I haven't finished speaking yet either. I do want to marry Nadia but there are conditions ...
What's the condition ?? ask Mom
"Remove Nadia content "that's the condition that our religious problems can be each2 . said Juan Hao lightly without burden .
I was flabbergasted to hear the word2 Ko Hao ... God wants no one to want you to exist, my inner being.
Nadia, how are you ?if you agree after all you also had an effort to throw the baby if it continues also Mother is afraid of what2 with the Fetus, said Mom casually without thinking about my feelings at all .
Nadia doesn't know ma'am, I said short
If so, excuse me first .. you can think about my offer tonight , tomorrow I come again .. said Juan Hao who immediately left our house .
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That night I couldn't close my eyes Ko'Hao's words were still ringing2 in my ears not to mention the urge from Mom to agree I was right2 confused whether I should obey Mother said ... I don't love Juan Hao how I might marry him while I don't have any feelings2 towards him .
Sis... not sleeping yet ? Nadine sat next to me .
Can't sleep, I'm telling you
Sis, if indeed brother does not like sister has the right to refuse Kok, said Nadine while squeezing Nadia's hand .whether now she feels her brother is not like "Sister Nadia "who she knows ...
I myself am confused to have to refuse or accept ... Dine, my position is all wrong, I said while wiping.Tears that began to drip .
Nadine looked at her brother's face stored a million sorrows that enveloped her beautiful face there were many things she wanted to express but circumstances forced her to accept everything .
Let me later pray the night Yes Dine ..tomorrow morning I decided, said I immediately embraced Nadine's only sister.
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How's Nadia ? you have decided !! my mother asked me to make my appetite disappear .
What is Nadia's mother ?? ask me back
Mother, you are married to Juan Hao and abort your womb .
Yes, Nadia has recited what Mother said, I said short .
Nadine who was next to me immediately exhaled a long breath ..she knew that what I was doing now was just following said 2 mother.
There is also a silver lining Khan Nad. So finally I have a daughter-in-law businessman, said Mother
This mother is so bad, Siy ? don't you think about Nadia's feelings at all Mom !!! nadine said in a high tone.
You Silent Nadine !! snapped Mom.
Nadine immediately took her Bag and passed from before us.
That night Ko Hao came just like him he was very confident that I would receive his lamp.
Mom and Ko Hao talked for a long time but deliberately I linger 2 in the room when Mother's voice sounded many2 call me . Nadine still hasn't come home .
Yes Ma'am, I put my ass next to my mother my stomach looks distended because I was wearing a negligee I saw Ko'Hao's eyes glancing at me with a stunned look I did wear a slightly open negligee .
Nadia, said Mr Juan tomorrow the same mother you will be delivered to the person who can disassemble your Fetus ? said the mother who saw me was a bit surprised because I didn't change my clothes .
Where's siy Koh ? ask me while looking at Ko'Hao .
The place is a bit rubbed Nad ..later ushered ajaa, replied Ko'Hao who kept looking at me Because I felt uncomfortable I took a pillow to cover my chest .
Yes, I have sorted .gumanku .I sigh long all this seems unfair but inevitably I have to follow my destiny.
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Once in the morning 2 my mother and I left in a Ko'Hao car with a child delivered from Ko'Hao's maid .The trip was quite far from my city nearly 3 hours we took the trip .
Mother got down from the car and approached a group of Ojek builders in front of a signpost of arrows that read "mock Riung" seen Mother asked 2 to them and then approached me again.
Nad , come down to go there can not be passed by the car must use the motor, said Mother
Then I wait here, ma'am ? said the son of Ko'Hao's maid in charge of driving the car .
Yes wait here aja mas , my answer that directly down following the steps of Mother .
2 The Ojek handyman took us on a 45-minute trip to the abortionist's house .the road that passed through the forest2 and rice fields2 .
Arriving at the abortion place that is often called "take Riung" mother immediately invited me in I saw the Ojek handyman who parked not far from there .
They're waiting for usa ma'am ? much
Yes, they will take us to the car park again Nad .
Ohhh, 'em , my germs we enter the yard of the old house there are 3 young couples who are waiting for their turn it turns out that today a lot of young people who can not control their lust and consider Abortion ordinary things , "Mirishes"
Honestly I was afraid even though I myself did not know what kind of method would be done to me inside, easily2an alone did not hurt my inner self.
After waiting for almost 2 hours the end of it was my turn I did not want to be alone I asked Mom to accompany me .
The room was big smelly2 oil and musty mixed into one .bulu kudukku standing
a woman who was about 65 years old was sitting on a couch she looked at me and smiled ,
Oalah ayu2 kok Meteng rarity ramane (Oalah gorgeous2 kok pregnant no father) he greeted me with the language of the area , I just smiled , her assistant told me to take off my outer and inner pants and then change them with a sarong
Kene turuan kene jajal not deleng bayine road (here sleep here try I see the way your baby) I approached at that time actually fear has enveloped me but I try to be ordinary .
I fell asleep in a straddle position then he opened my scabbard and put his finger into my vagina pain once but still I can hold , my lyrics My mom looks like she's been sweating so much on her forehead it seems like Mom's also so tense like me .
When he pulled his finger from my vagina he said, Bayine wes gede nek eg in the siki resikone gede I Ra wani cah ayu , kiye not fishing rod baen Ben bayine metu rasane ya rich wong babaran ordinary most kanko bengi koe contraction (His baby is already big if I throw it now the risk is too big I do not dare cah ayu ,this is me fishing let the baby out it feels like yes rich ordinary birth people most later tonight you will feel contractions ) short term my baby is forced out of the stomach before time .
The assistant of the abortion shaman then prepared a tool2 to fish for me to give birth ,My vagina then opened again for a moment I gasped there was a kind of twig inserted into my vagina I did not know what it was a twig or what but it looked like a tree branch that was about 5 to 6 cm long ,it did not feel what2 then I was told to sit and given a herbal medicine that tastes like rich herbal medicine "Yu sas" that I had once drank.
koe aja kelalen ya cah ayu, nek bayine wes arep metu seurunge digawa doctor unplug cut goods sing want not lebokna. aja ngasi kelalen !!! (you don't forget ya lah ayu if the baby wants to go out before being taken to the doctor first remove the item I just put, don't forget !!!) said the abortion shaman willi2 .which I answered with just a nod of the head .
After the Jamu ran out I was told to put on my pants again, Mother then paid with the amount of money requested and we returned to the taxi driver to take us again to the car park .
