Call me Nadia....
48
Along the way home unceasing2 tears Nadia dripped she felt herself very dirty, contemptible, and disgusting.Inadvertently she came home using an online taxi so that she was free to spill all her feelings with her tears ...
Sorry Mbak , has arrived .. pak driver finally reprimanded Nadia because the car had actually stopped but Nadia remained silent not flinching.
Ohh forgive me sir, Nadia said as she handed over her payer's money and rushed down after she wiped her tears .
he deliberately went down on the front road so he did not get to the front of his house so that his neighbors no one knows in an online taxi ride can2 he became a material hibahan mom2 less work .
Nadia's way slowly to her house badanya it hurts all, especially in the core, do not think why pak Bara can be that strong ..Even he did it many2 without caring about the feelings of Nadia .
Nad , lethargic very siy ?? kangen Abi yaa .. ledek someone who arrived2 has walked beside Nadia, he is Theo young man whose work likes to get drunk2an including Abi's friend also in his village and he is his Om Jeje.
Eh Mas Theo .. kok kok mas again tired aja .i reply me then males once actually serve Theo let alone the smell of alcohol sucks sharp but not tasty also if ignored
Why do you wait for Abi siy Nad ..mending the same I ajaa .. said Theo with a smile2.
hemm I just cleared my throat, and accelerated my steps fortunately from a distance there was Om Rezi who immediately approached me so Theo immediately left me .
From nad RS ? ask Rezi
Not really Om. today Nadia is not going to the Hospital anymore not feeling well this is out of work , I said give an excuse.
Ohhh... Yes already , you don't need to be close 2 the same young man here they are naughty 2, you know for yourself how average 2 their behavior Om will not accept if you get close to the young man here , rezi said
Yes Om, yes, yes was Theo who recorded me in the street kok Om, replied I defend myself
Yes Om know, the most important thing is that you do not need to deket2 the same young man here .
Iyaa Iyaa Om, Nadia tau.
until the house I took a shower to clean myself I felt my body was very dirty, after taking a shower I immediately threw myself to imagine all that had happened just how humiliated I was Oh God ... forgive your servant O Allah ...
***
Sis... Kak .. wake up Kak .. call Nadine while patting2 of my hands
Iyaa Nadine soon yaaa .. answered me without opening my eyes .
Kak was Pak Bara to the Hospital he wanted to help the medical expenses of Mr. Kak , last Doctor decided tonight the 2nd Operation of the Father will be done immediately Kak , Kak , mother said later we tell there, said Nadine explained.
Hah instantly drowsiness' I lost hearing Mr. Bara said .. so he has delivered money to mother .earlier he gave me a lot of money which means he kept his promise will immediately give the money to Mother .
Kok even dreamt of siy ? Kok Pak Bara can be very good to us siy ?? said the big sister's mother who told her that we asked for help again ? kok directly love yes ..padahat the money needed for the operation of the Father is not a little money...Nadine is rich strange ajaa kak , said Nadine at length while furrowing her eyebrows .
Yes, Dine consider it a fortune Mr... do not think strange2 you ahh , have you eaten yet ? tuh kaka bring your favorite KFC chicken .my words divert his attention .
Is there still a lot of money brother ? how can I buy 2 KFC chickens ?? ask Nadine curious .
It was bought by Mr. Bara, I said why keceplosan yaa !!!
Yaa Khan was this morning Brother asked for help he Khan when just talking over the phone Khan is not polite Nad !! not surprisingly it turns out his help can be directly given this afternoon . said I really do not dare to look into my sister's eyes because I know she does not believe all my kata2 .
Nadine was silent but was seen on her face full of question marks .. she knew I was lying but she no longer asked .
***
Tonight I, Mother and Nadine waited for the Father in front of the Operating Room there was Om Rezi also who accompanied Us, Mother's hand never separated from the prayer beads his mouth komat Kamit continued to say prayer2 , somehow my feelings are not good tonight I lean on the Wall closed my eyes Yes Allah easy2an after this Father can be healthy again.
It has been 2 hours We missed but there is no sign2 Operation father finished the door of the room is still closed, ceklekk... arrived2 the door opened in unison We looked towards the door but all we saw was the bustle of nurses2 who passed by with anxious faces ...
Nad is the operation finished ? whispered slowly
Nadia also does not know ma'am .. try to wait first Ms. .. sahutku slowly .
Mr. Wiji's family .. call the nurse in front of the door . I immediately rushed to follow Nadia and Om Rezi .
How's sus ? the condition of my father ? is it done in the operation ?? ask me
Already Maak , Just the condition of Mr is currently critical !!! we will continue to try to monitor the condition of the Father .. said the nurse, like lightning in broad daylight I heard this
" Kritik father "didn't after this operation Mr. improved yes but why instead so critical I turned the body towards my mother thin body was already shaking sobs increasingly louder when I hugged him ...Nadine was crying in the arms of Om Rezi ..why not everything is as I imagine my mind is holding back.
While I did not go home from the Hospital even Nadine also stayed at Walopun Hospital had to sleep hours in the hallway of the Hospital withstanding the cold that pierced the body ...it was not heart to leave Mother with the condition of the Father as it is today, the sound of the morning prayer was heard I rushed to wake up alternately I performed the morning prayer.
Nadine was looking for food in front of my mother, I walked closer to the room Father I approach her body I hold her hand clearly visible wrinkles show her age is not young anymore ...
You wake up yok sir, Nadia kangen at all Father , I said softly in her ear I looked at the face of the Father no response whatsoever Father still silent .. I tried to call again ... arrived2 His fingers moved I held his hands tight Father also did the same thing ... I tried to call him again slowly I saw tears dripping I said prayer2 in his ear I hope you will respond again ...but what I feel is even his grip is getting weaker and I no longer feel at the same time the Father's heart monitor machine sounds with the exhale of the Father ...I looked at the heart monitor why it was just straight ...
Yes Allah the Father ... Sister Sister ..call me hurry the nurse approached me at that moment she immediately called the doctor to immediately handle Mr ...
I sobbed 2 outside the room Oh God save the Father . I saw Mom and Nadine walking towards me looking at me with a confused face
Nadia why ?? said mother lirihh her tears flowed profusely she must know what makes me cry .
I didn't answer anything but immediately hugged my mother and my sister the parcel that Nadine had brought down the three of us dissolved in tears, until finally ...
Door opened ... The doctor and nurse came out and we approached them ...
"I'm sorry ma'am, dek ..we've tried our best but sorry Mr. Wiji we can't save , once again forgive us " ...
Jlederrrrrr like a hard blow to my heart this is reality or just a Dream
"Father left us "
Bapakkk Bapakkk... takkkkk no kkkk shouted Nadine Mother was unconscious while I stood still hoping all this was just a dream but it turned out all this "Real" ...
My tears flowed hard I approached my Father's body holding his hand still warm .. I looked at his face so shady ...Mpakk ...Bapakkkk ...do not stayin Nadia pakkkkk...yelling'ku when it realized all this right2 reala ....
