Call me Nadia....
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"Oh Allah" I stared at the pregnancy test kit "two red lines "clearly visible ...
"I'm Pregnant" I said softly which was directly accompanied by my tears.what should I do , I was lying on the bathroom floor I turned on the faucet so as not to sound Sobs are becoming more and more2. I know I sinned "Yes Allah" but why this punishment you give for me ....I think the departure of the Father is already the most severe punishment for me but why do you give me a more severe punishment ...
Sister, it is noon wake up brother, later the bad luck loh work !!! call Nadine while moving my body
Kaka did not enter Dine's work ..Kaka's body is not good, I replied without moving one bit from my position
Sick sister ? arrived2 Nadine pulled a pillow that closed my face, automatically I opened my eyes, Oh Kak Kaka eyes why ? how swollen is Kaka abis nangis ya?? ask Nadine again
Not really, already there depart aj later you are late, drive me to Nadine so she immediately leave me
My mind goes back to remembering the pregnancy test , right now in my stomach there is life what I have to do , my neighbor2 if who haunts me someone who is single maybe I am okay2 but this I was impregnated by people who already have the status of "husband" and more so our relationship is not on the basis of love but "just a transaction" my head is right2 sick thinking about all this, later in the day I have to see Mr. Bara .
Nadia said Nadine you're sick ? said Mother behind the door ,
Yes, Ma'am, I replied slowly as I hurriedly wiped my tears and inched from the bed
if you are sick yes you have rest first Nad , but do not forget you Permit first to your work ..sap my mother reminded
Yes Ma'am, I almost forgot I haven't given permission to Mr. Guan.
derttt derrrttt. I heard a phone call I saw it was Mr. Guan who called me.
Hello Nadia, why haven't you left yet ? are you sick ? guan said from across
Yes sir sorry Nadia today can not enter , sorry if you have not had the permission, sir because I have just woke up ' said me slowly.
Okay gakpapa Nadia, you rest first yes, hopefully get well quickly.
***
After Mandi Nadia said goodbye to her mother will come out ,
Lah Nad isn't it you're still sick, why did you go Nad ? ask my mom for wonder
Ma'am, Nadia has a short interest not long anyway, I said
I had to meet Mr. Bara in his office because my phone number from the morning there was no answer
As usual I waited in the living room like yesterday when I met Mr. Bara had to wait a long time not with today because Mr. Bara directly met me.
What's up Nadia ? you were here in the morning ? tanya Bara sat next to Nadia
Emmm sir .. there is Nadia want to talk to Mr. Bara , from earlier I called Mr. but the number can not be connected , I said slowly
Ohh, what's up Nadia? is your father healthy ? tanya Bara while playing her mobile phone
Father has died sir, yesterday's operation failed, I said I was sick once because I was forced to remember the departure of the Father again
Hahhh, Innalillahi wainnalilahi Raji'un.why don't you tell me Nad ? her face showed her surprise .
Sorry sir, when you left I was so devastated that I did not touch my phone at all sir.
Already No father Nadia, may Allah forgive all sins 2 Your Father and accept all Charities of his worship Amin ...said Bara who while pulling Nadia into his arms and kissed Nadia's forehead .
Nadia is getting sob on one side she remembers her late Father on the other side she again remembered her pregnancy .
Then what are you here, Nad ? not usually you come here, asked Bara while wiping Nadia's back 2
Nadia rubbed her tears then released herself from the arms of Mr. Bara and took something from her bag ,
This sir ... I provide the results of the testpack tool
What is this ? ask Bara astonishment
Just open sir ...
Bara immediately opened it he saw the results of two lines which means positive/pregnant but whose results this test belongs to ? is it possible Nadia ?he did not use time-safety related to Nadia .
Iii...Inii ...Who's Nad ? tanya Bara stuttered .
Mine sir ... and that is your son !! nadia was firm
Ahhhhhh!!! How did this happen, Nad ??Bara was shocked to hear this news even his cellphone until apart from his hand, he was right2 condemned his stupidity for not wearing security at that time .
What cannot be in this world, sir ? anything can happen even that is not in our shadow at all !!! how do you want now, sir ?? I opened it while looking deeply into his eyes
Nadiaaa you know myself I already have Arini ? I do love you but I can not leave Arini . Bara said while scratching his head that does not itch.
I know sir surely you will not want to marry me either.
Nad, listen to me drop this stuff !!! said the embers while pulling Nadia's body to face him
What did sir abort ??? we have sinned, Bara !!!! why should this sin be added again sir ???? my jolt is hard why is it so easy he said throw it out!!!
Oh Allah...
Nadia please listen to me this is for the good of all of us Nad, Bara asked
It was not for the good of all sir, but for the good of Mr. Bara !!! I immediately took my bag and rushed to get out of this room .
Nad , listen to me first please Nadia .. please understand me, said Bara slowly and then he took out some money in an envelope and put it in Nadia's bag .
I'm sorry Nadia, use the money to upload your content, I hope you understand ' said Bara who immediately passed leaving Nadia .
Nadia pegged her tears flowing profusely
"Yes Allah " Father ... Ampuni Nadia, Nadia rushed out of the room with a giant step ,
Nadia tried to die2an so that her tears do not drip again .. but unlucky for me when I stepped out even cross paths with the brother of the Word .
Nadiaaa... This is Nadia Khan ? how are you doing ? word hysterical he did not expect to meet the woman who had stolen his heart .
Where are you from ? what is the need here Nad ? now you are not in Semarang anymore ?? fawdle
Emmm was there to accompany my friend sister, yes now Nadia is here again .sorry yes brother Nadia buru2 has been waiting for my friend.pamit.
Wahh though I want to invite you to lunch Nad .. disappointed look on the face of the Word.
Next time, brother. Khan Nadia has been awaited with Nadia's friend is not good, I replied lying
Okay okay Nad .. hati2 yaa ...
***
I don't go home right away but I'm going to go to Ade's herbalist first , not a regular herbalist but it's a herbal medicine to "fetal Foetus" I used to accompany Ade here once ...after I thought I decided to throw this baby away, once I closed my eyes I could not figure out why my way of life led me to this cursed act .
Already until Ma'am, the sound of the online taxi driver disperse my daydream .
after paying I rushed towards the house of the herbalist who was indeed entering a small alley, until in front of his house I was a bit hesitant but quickly I knocked on his door .
Geck...Geck...
a face that already looks aged and wrinkled shows itself .
"Yu sas "I want to buy ...
go in first, son .
I'm a friend of Ade ... Yu sas ... once anter Ade came here, now I want to buy for my own yu.
How old is it ? ask him without a stale base
Almost 2 months ,
the old woman passed from before me, she was a woman of about 65 years old named "yu sas" he's famous in this town selling herbs to melt the fetus even though he always said to "launch the Menstruation"
It is drunk every night to sleep all 1.5 million .he said while putting the herb2 herbs on meJa
I took out the money that Mr. Bara gave earlier which turned out to be 3 million.after paying for everything I rushed home I was also afraid that anyone would recognize me there .
until home was late in the afternoon Mother had asked me maybe because I said goodbye for a while but it turns out even for 2 hours.
Just now that I was shedding my body it felt so tired all day not only was my body tired but also my mind .
Nadia is wanted ? call Nadine
Who is Nad ? I say lazy
kak Hendri kak .
you please tell me I don't have Dine donk, my orders I feel very lazy to meet my friend
Duhh whatan siy kak , I have told Nadia there are other kak Hendri not alone brother but the same Rivanda as well , said Nadine excitedly
ck .. I clucked as if I finally met them lazily2an Even I have not bathed and my hair is also random2an
Hi Hendri tumben here ? my sap who sat directly next to him .
rivanda looked at me from top to bottom ,
Nemenin Rivanda, replied Hendri
Sorry if I bother you, said Rivanda smilingly showing her white teeth and charming dimples
No, my answer is short
Nadine said you were sick so I wanted to look at you, Rivanda said again as she handed me a package that was like the contents of a cake
Why bother2 Rivanda if you want to play yes play but do not need to bother2, I said . hemm in my heart beware siy Nadine biang kerk
This is a drink kak ' said Nadine who arrived2 had brought a drink for Hendri and Rivanda.ih kaka has not yet taken a shower kok already met the guest, ledek Nadine
Let it be ', whispered'ku while glaring at him .
Nadia although not shower but you are very beautiful yaaa, said Rivanda softly while looking at Nadia
Want not to want Nadia finally smiled embarrassed yes any woman will definitely blush embarrassed because who praised the handsome man2 Rivanda .
After chatting for almost an hour Hendri and Rivanda came home because time was almost magrib .
***
after performing the prayer magrib Nadia went into the room continued the fall again , although maybe his worship was not accepted but let the important thing he still fulfilled his obligation as a Muslim. occasionally he stroked his stomach ..."Forgive your mother "
I don't know if tomorrow morning you're still in mom's belly or not Nadia muttered
Brother Nadia has a guest, said Nadine
Huhhh who else is Siy Dine ?? I said pissed
Nadine doesn't know brother, pittens meet there .
Huff why even today's rich universe does not allow him to feel comfortable for a moment.Hurried him towards the living room
Sir Juan Hao ?? how come here !! I said surprised to see my boss arrived 2 already in my house.
Yes Nadia I want to go there by chance passing your house so all of you I stopped by Papa Khan ? ask her with a smile
Yes sir .. I may answer short
What are you sick ? I lost you this day
I exhaled my breath why was his gaze different ... and why was his attention ... What is the matter with today ... ??
