Call me Nadia....
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The sound of sirens was deafening, I stared at the coffin that had been covered with green tears and kept flowing down my cheeks, O Allah If this dream wake me up ... right now I feel in the Ambulance car and the most heartbreaking corpse in front of me is the body of my Father...
Our Father came home yaaa.. although the return of the Father is not in accordance with what Nadia wants ..sia2 Nadia's sacrifice for the Father .. I hug the kanda Father I cried bitterly2 ... I endlessly called the name of the Father.
My body trembled as the Ambulance car entered the alley of my house .. My heart ached more and more as my return this time carried the Body of the Father . I don't know how many times Mother fell unconscious when she found out about the departure of the Father ..just in front of my house the white flag was already flying why I had to see this flag in front of my house... back I'm Ter Isak .
My house was crowded when I came down from the Ambulance I was greeted by many people I saw brother2 Father and Mother also neighbors around had gathered my tears broke again then my view was dark and I don't remember what2 again .
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brother Nadia .. brother. samar2 I heard Nadine's voice calling me I tried to open my eyes and Nadine hugged me when I re-awakened "Father is gone "
My sobs broke again in Nadine's arms .
Nadiaaa .. yes you have to be strong, pity me if you are like this, I am afraid Nadine Aunt later she will come down again to see your situation and your mother, ayok strong darling, ' '' ''Oh, ' I'm afraid she will come back to see your situation and your mother's , said Aunt lisda lirih ..while rubbing2 my back arouses my spirit .
True said Aunt Lisda I must be strong I guess my tears I held tight Nadine then I headed to the bathroom to wash my face, I changed my clothes with a black robe complete with a black veil ... I told Nadine to change her clothes immediately.I strengthened my heart to meet the mourners in front .
I was so moved by so many mourners who came they would love to take you to the final resting place because I know you are a very good person so many people want to take him.
Mbak Nadia .. before Rain is better sir Wiji immediately we Tomb'kan coincidence all also have finished Friday prayers, said Pak RT approached me .
Momentarily yes sir I said Mother first, sahutku lirih , I went to the mother's room I see mother still crying as much as she likes surrounded by relatives and neighbors .
Bude Winar said Mr. RT how about if you immediately we Tomb'kan, ask me to Bude Winar who came out of Mother's room .
Yes, it is better Nad, your mother should not be invited, the condition is not possible if invited to the tomb, said Bude Winar while wiping his tears that drip.
Iyaa Bude.
Iring2an Bada Bapak sent me and Nadine walked in accompaniment earlier Mother had forced to come but when she got to the house The body of the mother back weak and unconscious finally we all decided not to take Mom.
You go on Good Day .. "Friday "
May Allah forgive all sins2 Father .and receive all the deeds of worship of the Father ... Amens...
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Mother still can not accept the departure of the Father sometimes cry alone and even often call 2 Father .. I am right2 worried about the condition of Mother.
Mothers... Nadia brought me something to eat, my mom ate ya said slowly
Mom just shook her head weakly then turned her back to me. I let out a long sigh of every effort I made in order to restore Mother's spirit.
I put the plate on the table, I lay down next to my mother.
Mother ... Tau gaa ? You're there to be worried about Mom ... I remember gaa, Father is always angry if his son or wife does not want to eat !!! and surely you will be angry if the mother forgets her two beautiful daughters because you must feel Mother ignored her son2nya ... What do you want if you are angry with Mom ?? my whisper slowly in Mom's ear.
My efforts apparently succeeded Mother turned her body towards me .. Her tears seemed to drip ..
"Nadiaaa Mother kangen Father "hu...
Mom's body is shaking violently ...The sobs are getting louder I embrace the body of my mother who is getting thinner .. I tightly embrace the body of the mother.
Mother ..let us rise again ...Mother is not alone there are still Nadia and Nadine .. do not let you sad up there see the condition of Mother.
Yes Nadia forgive Mom .. hu.hu.hu..hat my mother.ratap my mother, I don't know how long Nadine went into the room to see the two of us and then she hugged the two of us ... that night Mother returned to be the right Mother .. I bribed Mother and the three of us promised to start rising and the spirit again live a life that must continue to walk ..alau without our hero figure
" Bap "
You occasionally come to our dreams when we need your embrace ..because "There is no love as sincere and pure as your love Thank you for all the wonderful and best things you gave to Mom ,Nadia and Nadine ..."
