Call me Nadia....

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I've had a month of marriage with Juan Hao . I moved in Juan's house so Nadine and I live alone in the house , I am not working because Juan Hao forbids me to work anymore . Besides the rations given to me are more than enough even I can still give my mother and fund Nadine to go to college .

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hoekk hoekk .. The smell of bibik cuisine behind me smelled when I came out of my room and made me feel very nauseous.

Madam Nadia why ? not feeling well anymore, right ? said the woman who spoke about 45 years an .

"Gak siy Bik" , just earlier I smelled the smell of cooking somehow my stomach became nauseous Bik , complained me ...

Oh don't2 Madam Nadia is pregnant !! say Bik tun with a smile2

I was silent but indeed my monthly guest had not come when it should have been a week ago .

Try it on the check Ms. .. who knows if Khan is pregnant ? added Bik Tun forcing me to check immediately .

Bener also yes Bik .. I think I still keep a test pack let me later try to check Bik ..but don't tell Mr. Juan first yes, I said to the aunt.

I then went back into my room I saw my cell phone which turned out to be a message from Juan Hao who said he could not go home for lunch , then I thought I'd better go to my mum's house not come home for a meal, I haven't visited my mom in a long time .

I ordered a taxi online to go to my mother's house actually there is a car just I'm not too smooth to drive it,because I just took the course a week ago so I haven't dared to bring myself unaccompanied .

Sir, will you stop by Hanaama food ? I have to buy something first, I will wait in front, my order to the driver .

Oh yes ma'am please, replied the driver was polite .

Hanaama food is a place to eat at once kiosk2 that sells a variety of snacks, I deliberately came here to buy a little by2 for Mom and Nadine.

I bought 6 packs of food that my sister and mother liked .at the time I would pay for my views around people2 who were having lunch .

My gaze stopped on the figure I know very well , he was enjoying his lunch accompanied by 2 women who seemed to be a Cigarette SPG who was famous for his beautiful SPG2. I looked back at that figure "Ko ' Hao" huh it was my husband, what was he doing there with them ??

Ma'am, here's the change said the Snack seller who immediately shocked me.

Ohh yes thank you Ma'am, said I who rushed to leave the place .

Along the way I was thinking about what I just saw" Oh God" what might be our month-long marriage Ko' Hao was already playing with the other woman behind me , I covered my face and shook my head, "there's no way I should think positively maybe it was Ko' Hao's co-worker .

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Alone, Nad ? mother asked, when I entered the house that I always longed for with all its simplicity and memories.

Yes Ma'am, I answered briefly I put by 2 that I just bought and then I immediately opened the food hood at the dinner table my mother found my favorite "sayur asem .

Eat son, said the mother while thrusting the plate for me .

Without taking a long time I immediately eat food with my favorite side dishes.

Nadine usually comes home at what time Mom ? ask me

Soon the most Nad ... Oiya how is your husband ? he was good to Khan against you ? say Mother .

Nad , how about siy ?? reproof Mother

Ehh no kok Ma'am, I answered nervously who immediately realized my stupidity .

You're not lying to Khan's mom anymore ?? my mother sternly stared at me.

Hengga Bu Nadia did not lie, I answered softly, why yes Mother is sensitive to the feelings of her child must also know that I was thinking about something .

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When I got home I hadn't seen Ko' Hao's car when it was almost magrib , do not2 he was away with the two women yes my heart continues to ask 2 yes even though I have not fully loved my husband but still I do not accept if he is playing behind me .

Until 9pm Ko' Hao had not yet shown himself I tried to call him but there was no answer .

Until finally at 1 pm Ko' Hao just came home, and more surprising he came home drunk . he did not say 2 apa2 when I asked from anyone there was no definite answer he immediately went to sleep without saying apa2.

After the dawn prayer I immediately went to the bathroom intending to check the test pack my heart pounding2 easy2an there is already life again in my stomach .

"Alhamdulillah" I thank you for seeing the results of the test pack that shows the sign (+) I am really2 happy, immediately I wake Ko 'Hao ...

Koh ... Koh ... call me slowly, she just squirms I call again while shaking her body slowly .

Koh... Koh.. wake up donk, say harder .

Duhh what siy you are Naddd !!! snapped Koh ' Hao which instantly made me reflect speechless only this time I was yelled so hard by him even though our marriage only lasted a month .

Sorry Koh , I don't want to disturb your sleep ", I just want to show this" try to see Koh first ' said trying to melt the atmosphere walopun my heart sore .

Come on later !!! basic moron tau husband again tired even built not clear !!Aspersion

I was stunned as rudely as she was to me what was my fault that she turned like that ? I wiped the tears that had dripped again the results of his test pack had no interest in telling him anymore .

Until 12 noon Ko ' Hao had not yet awakened but I just let many2 of his mobile phone sound but ignored by him .

Bik' Tun can I ask you a question ? I approached Bibik in the kitchen

Yes, why Ma ? answerable

Did you come home late at night and get drunk ? ask me again.

Bik' Tun didn't immediately answer he continued his work like he was afraid to answer my question .

Bik, gakpapa Honestly ajaa I will not say anything kok the same Father, I said slowly give confidence to him .

Emm , actually, every night you always come home drunk Ms. . and this month has been no, bibik thought the Father had changed but saw Mr. Semalem bibik also sad because it turns out that the bad habits of the Father were repeated again.

I let out a long sigh inexplicably arrived2 I remember the words of Mr. Guan, when it was only a month of our marriage but he had dared to be rude to me .