Call me Nadia....

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Ma'am, Mbah said last night Nadia will feel contractions ? I said after I was in the car

Duhh bearti we can not go home Nad , later can2 neighbor2 we know even messed up . try you say the same sir Juan .order Mother .

Yes Ma'am, I replied short I immediately sent a message to Koh' Hao

Shortly heard Nadia's phone rang which turned out to be a message from Koh'Hao who told her to go home to the hotel alone .

That night Nadia and her mother Nadine also stayed at the hotel ,

Nadiaa ..ada Pak Juan tuh , said My mother Oya Same mother Nadine want to walk2 down a while yaa , it seems like Mom and Nadine deliberately left Me and Koh'Hao the magst might make room for both of us but I was reluctant .

Nadia what do you feel now ? juan Hao asked me to sit next to me on the edge of the bed

Ingga there is Koh , it just seems like the movement of the baby is no already , said slowly .

Are you sad to lose that child, Nad ? juan Hao Sahut

I think all mothers will be equally rich I koh , except Mother who has no feelings .

How is that sewot siy ? but you know Nadia Malem you are beautiful !!! juan Hao said as he stroked Nadia's cheek

Hemm, I just cleared my throat why Mom and Nadine have to go siy I really2 uncomfortable and not feel alone with Koh ' Hao here .

Dear Nadia .. soon you will be all mine ' said Koh 'Hao who arrived2 approached me and kissed my lips .

I who was not ready just silence maybe even if I could choose ak mending do it first with Bandi rather than with Koh ' Hao .

Lucky to hear a knock on Mom's door with Nadine already coming back . Sounds from Koh' Hao's mouth maybe he's a little disappointed because he can't continue to kiss me .

After Mom and Nadine entered Koh 'Hao said goodbye to the next room and he advised if there was anything2 with Nadia just contact him .

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I glanced at Nadine who was still busy with her phone that Mom had fallen asleep already almost 11 pm but I did not feel sleepy at all, and I had started to feel a little heartburn on my stomach.

Brother, why is anyone sick ? nadine asked to see me sitting up from sleep .

Still can be detained siy, I replied while staring at him somehow I feel since this incident Nadine turned into more mature

I headed to the bathroom until in front of the bathroom door I felt a tremendous heartburn like going to defecate .when I took my pants off I felt something coming out of my vagina turned out to be a twig that was inserted by Mbah Riung had come out half of it.

sertttt sertt cratt .. there was water spraying from my vagina after I pulled the whole twig. Which turned out to be my amniotic fluid then stood up to tell Mother

But after I stood up 2 my head felt spinning 2 felt like thousands of insects circling my head I had time to call Nadine after everything was Gelapp and I fell on the bathroom floor.

Sister.kak...Brother Nadia ..conscious brother..heard Nadine call while patting2 cheek .I was also busy rubbing my nose 2 with wind oil.

Nadiaa, the twigs have you taken out ?it is fitting that you will give birth, said the mother picked up the twig .

Astagfirulloh Bu , as sick as to what Kak Nadia time entered this, said Nadine shock .

It's already Ma ,

After arriving at the hospital I was immediately treated said the doctor had already reached the opening to my 7th birth canal .throughout the process Mother and Nadine were waiting for me they were very worried about me .

Finally at exactly 3 am in the morning I gave birth to a daughter who only has a weight of no more than 1 kg even though her organs are complete but precisely her internal organs have not been fully formed .I cried seeing her can't bear "I'm sorry your mother yeah son "

the next morning Koh' Hao woke me up he took me to see my son, I was on my way to the Incubator room .

I saw my son's pretty face, unconsciously my tears were dripping as hard as he could .

the doctor said the chances of his life were only 40% said Koh ' Hao who increasingly made me feel devastated .

Isn't he there but not to be born ' I said cynically

Nadia... there will always be choices in life even though sometimes the choices are painful for you, Oiya we want to love whose name ? ask Koh ' Hao

Hah Name even I did not think at all that I should name my son .

Can I give him a name ? ask Koh'Hao again .

yes please koh , I answered anyway I also do not have a view of the name for my son

Since she was born to be put into the Incubator, I named her "Inka Yulinda" how do you like it ? koh 'Hao asked for my approval .

"Inka Yulinda" nice name I agree Koh ...

Now we go back to the room yaa, you need a break said Koh 'Hao

Yes koh , I look once more at my little child's tiny body so that you can forgive my mother son .

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I felt pain in my chest but only for a moment was normal again.I saw Nadine who was heading towards me with tears.

Sister ... My reflection has just left, hu.hu..hu.

"Innalilahi wainnalilahi ra'jiun"

exactly an hour after I saw him earlier he had left me for as long as 2 maybe the pain in my chest just now was a sign that my son was saying goodbye to me ,

I wept as much as 2 remorse remains regret after seeing my son my love is so great for my son , why do I not dare to refuse yesterday and always agree to the request of 2 people to me who do not think about my feelings at all .

Nadine immediately approached me and held me tight, she felt the pain felt by me .

from behind Mom's door sobbing2 I'm sure she felt guilty for killing her granddaughter just because of a momentary emotion.

Father forgive me, keep my son there yes sir.