Call me Nadia....

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You see what siy Nad ?? asked Miranda who saw Nadia was agitated .

Ehh no kok Cik' just laper, replied Nadia origin

Laper ? what does this have to do !!! I'm paying attention like Lu saw our front couple dehh ?? sahut Miranda while glancing at Abi and the woman

Uhukk ...Uhukk .. what the fuck is Siy Cik' just making a dehh !!! my words were instantaneously coughing as Cik' Mir pointed towards Abi .

The guy is handsome, Nad ? but the girl is that, right ? miranda said as she glanced at the woman

Ish whatan siy Cik' !!! ahh later they are horrified again, I said while looking away

Ya Lu who first saw them, fascinated must Ama Boynya ?? hihihi .. goda Miranda

I just smiled wryly at Miranda's temptation, if she knew that the handsome man was someone who still loved her brother-in-law very much.

Cik' here by himself ? I'm trying to distract

Yes, Jason is again his Bini anter, said Miranda

Our order came Miranda immediately enjoyed the food we ordered, I still stole a glance at Abi,they both look very familiar somehow this heart does not feel willing if it is Abi's girlfriend.

Until I and Miranda finished eating they were still there, I went back past them I had a glance at Abi's face that kept looking at me , my heart skipped a beat eagerly as I approached her and asked who the woman was .

***

It's been two months since Abi met me. There's no word from him he's never contacted me again . I wanted to contact him first but always I strengthened my heart not to do that.

Today I have an Event until last night I have said goodbye to Koh' Hao if I do not go home and will stay at home Miss Miranda.

Lu , would you like to go home or would you like to go to my house Nad ? ask Miranda

It's not yet siy Cik' night it looks like Nadia just go home deh .

Yes, you are, you have anter lu sampe gang, yes ?

Arriving in the alley I immediately went down and said goodbye to Miranda and Koh' Jason, I glanced at my fried rice subscription happened to be hungry because my stomach was not able to eat .

Mang, nasgor don't spicy one huh ? sayang .

Ready Neng, did you not think Neng had returned home Ama Koko ? how just came home this was mamang mamang misguided !! said mang nasgor

Ihh ngarang nih mamang, I just went home this, mamang mamang see me Where ? much

Last time mamang nganter nasgor pesenan Oma lestari, there were women who got down from Koko's car and entered the house ya mamang thought Eneng was ', said mamang

Who is the woman, huh ? in my heart I asked, I almost wanted to call koh ' Hao to offer fried rice but I better ignore my intentions.

Until in front of my house the door was tightly closed I opened the gate as slow as possible so as not to cause a sound, I sighed when I saw a pair of sandals that I knew the owner was the property of "Cumairah"

my heart was pounding, I was sneaking around to find out what was really going on inside, I peeked at the quiet window there was no sound whatsoever slowly I opened the doorknob.

cekelekk, the door is open

it turned out that the door was not locked I entered and the next incident made my heart beat faster , I heard the voice ****** a woman. I strengthened my heart to keep going slowly towards my room whose door did not close perfectly .

brakkk !!! I pushed through the door until I saw a scene in it that made me surprised, "the two of them" Koh' Hao and Kumairah were making out with clothes that had almost missed everything .

For how many seconds I was silent to see everything I really could not believe what I saw, after everything I did, I sacrificed , why am I faced with such a harsh reality is this "gift" of marriage that takes away the life of a "baby"

I immediately turned my eyes hot looking at all the indecent "scenes" in front of my eyes and in my room. they were absolutely outrageous .

Nadia wait !!! there was a cry of Koh' Hao who then caught up with me who was going out of the house ,

"Don't go" please, she asked

I fell silent and then I went back in and sat on my family's couch ', I'm excited to look scared out of my room . Koh' Hao who saw it immediately pulled Kumairah out and held her out, whatever they talked about for a few minutes out there, until then Koh' Hao entered the house again and sat down near me.

I'm sorry Nadia, she muttered softly without daring to look at me .

I just fell silent as my tears were flowing , I am so devastated right now that even the universe is so powerful as to create such a cruel scenario in my life that I have to look with my own eyes my husband cheated on me even while they were being pitted against me .

Everything happened just like Nad , the innocence of Kumairah and all the stories of his life made me drown in his life until unconsciously our hearts joined in him said Hao slowly .

Innocence ? which life story ? I asked coldly without looking at the face that had been my husband for almost five years.

She was expelled for being raped by Uda, but her brother kicked her out for thinking Kumairah was having an affair with her husband when all was just coercion !!! hao said impassioned like getting carried away emotionally with a girl's story***** that.

Hemm, I just smiled wryly hearing all the stories that I first knew the original story .

"I love Kumairah" said Hao leisurely without burden as if the one being spoken to was not his wife .

Like a bolt of lightning hearing Koh' Hao's confession plain and sinless, I was still silent as I wiped away the tears that kept flowing . is this a reply because I had wanted to repeat all my stories with Abi even I had a chance to "kiss" with her, is this the reply of everything ??? my screams in my heart.

But I don't want to leave you Nadia ? I don't want to lose you and Anzel !!! said Hao while grabbing my hand .

I pulled back my hands disgusted to remember the scene I saw earlier, surely the hand had touched Kumairah's body.

"I'm sorry Nadia" I hope you'll forgive me said Hao pleading and squatting in front of me his tears were dripping .

I am still unmoved, answering nothing, still busy controlling my mind, heart, and soul who still do not want to accept the fact that this is not a dream , still hoping I suddenly open my eyes and end all these nightmares.