Between Love and Taste

Chapter 99 what's so bad about it

Honestly there is a difficult sense he means Kayla as if not willing to say Malik he even said a farewell when much he did for himself and also his mother.

His hand still holds the other hand that Malik kissed. His tears again shed along with the departure of Malik who was getting away from his sight.

His outstretched hand wiped the tears that today could not stop even when he was feeling better and fell back again it felt like his eyes were so wasteful to remove the clear circle.

Kayla is still at home in her place as if she feels all the words Malik who somehow makes her heart hurt to hear Alvin is the best figure for her certainly makes her sick especially Malik's words who said that he would leave his life as if he kept ringing in his memory.

In the car Alvin was still silent but his eyes reddened because he had been holding back the crying that forced him to come out to know what Malik said to his wife but he himself already knew what was really happening between his wife and his best friend he already knew everything even about Malik's love for his wife he knew it because Malik told him that.

Kayla turned her body she looked at her husband's car which was right not far from her.

Their eyes meet each other but not strong enough for Kayla he immediately decided to go into her mother's house. He is still not ready to meet Alvin his heart still hurts even terribly painful for him.

''Are you angry it's the same I by, are you as disappointed it's the same me, '' said Alvin quietly.

He could only see his wife's departure until the gate closed and did not reveal himself.

If only and only if it now rang in his mind how heart ached to see Kayla ignore himself no longer want him to lose the woman he loved so much and will never be able to imagine it it almost made him despair how he could part.

''Forgive me by, '' Alvin murmured quietly he was still silent in front of the gate of his mother-in-law's house.

He did not have the courage he did not want to make Kayla more stressed because his presence at least gave Kayla free time themselves they will be able to think clearly.

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''Deary? why didn't you say you wanted to come here? where's your husband, baby?" tanya Mamah Alisa was shocked because of the sudden arrival of her daughter.

''Yes mah, I did not have time to tell Mas Alvin he was on assignment mah.'' Kayla lied to her mom.

He can not tell about everything he does not want to make mamah and his family interfere in his problems especially Kayla herself does not want her family to know about the problem t

household herself because in fear that her family will judge Alvin is an irresponsible man Kayla does not want it to happen because actually herself does not know for sure about who the woman is and what is the relationship between the husband and the woman he has met twice.

''Oh, you want to eat already? have you eaten yet? the body of pregnant women is still slim Kayla you have to eat a lot of pity my granddaughter wants to be fed what you try is thin so.'' Alisa's mama's babble immediately attracts Kayla to follow her.

Mamah Alisa immediately brought the food that was available he even welcomed the arrival of his son even seemed mamah Alisa not the least suspicious of Kayla's slightly different attitude he looked happy because of the arrival of his son who was pregnant that young.

''Well, Kayla has eaten so don't have to all go out anyway Kayla wants to rest first mah'' Kayla honestly.

Mamah Alisa could only surrender especially Kayla did look a little pale.

Mamah Alisa just led Kayla to her room she didn't want anything bad to happen to her son and future grandchildren.

''Thank you, '' said Kayla sincerely.

Kayla kissed her mother before she finally chose to enter and locked her room.

Her tears immediately fell back her chest felt tight how to get through all this alone when she needed the figure of a husband but she was even engrossed with other women especially when she was pregnant with children themselves.

''Stupid.'' That's all Kayla said she cursed herself how stupid she had dropped her heart on a man who still loved another woman.

Although Kayla actually does not know for sure who the woman is but she is sure if the woman is the love of her husband's past because it was before they married Alvin clearly said if he already had a lover but he did not even push it and instead continued to continue a clear marriage without any love.

Kayla covered her face her tears kept falling but she let at least after this she had to try hard she could no longer cry because of a man who clearly did not love her.

There's been enough crying all this time there won't be any more crying coming out after this Kayla promised herself.

''Darling?'' call Mamah Alisa from behind the door.

Mamah Alisa knows her daughter is not okay even though she does not know what her daughter is going through but by looking at her daughter's face the instinct of a mother says if there is something at the moment what Kayla hid from her.

''Deary? you haven't slept, have you?" call Mama Alisa again she even knocked on Kayla's bedroom door.

Kayla tried hard she immediately wiped the trace of her tears and immediately opened the door of her room before the mama Alisa again made a sound.

''Yes mah?"

''You're crying? what's up, honey?" mamah Alisa was a little surprised because she thought her daughter was having problems.

''No, Mah Kayla just misses the atmosphere of this room" Kayla lied.

He did not want his mama would be sad if he told all the problems of his household enough himself that he was sad he would try to fix everything and if the farewell he had to take even if he won't tell his mom.

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