Between Love and Taste

Chapter 83 Alvin's Regret

Alvin was a little upset when he heard Nasya's words how not he was protecting a pregnant woman who was none other than the wife of his ex-wife's lover.

How can he protect himself even though Rayhan himself does not want to be seen in the household of his former lover.

''At least until I can calm down vin, I don't want my pregnancy to make me hurt her more.'' Clearly Nasya with his cry again.

Alvin can only exhale his heaviness But not in this way Nasy, you will instead hurt his feelings at least talk about your problems first well.'' Advice Alvin.

Nasya shook his head he already did not want to maintain his household. If only she had not given her that time, she probably would not have conceived the son of the man she did not love.

''I can't Nasy, I don't want to interfere in your matters.'' Alvin again.

Nasya increasingly sobbing he has no choice if only his father knew about the pregnancy himself of course he could not be separated from the man even for now he is very difficult to ask for divorce from Rayhan.

The man continued to be silent even always being nice to him even though Nasya was always not nice to him.

''Nasy, every life has its own path and I'm sure Rayhan is the best man for you.''

Nasya quickly shook his head he looked at Alvin's face which looked sad at him.

''Not vin, though, I can't I can't choose this path I've been saying since a long time even since your marriage started you yourself are asking me to be faithful waiting for you but are you alive happy with her I love you vin even for now I still love.''

Alvin rubbed his face rough. How could Nasya say that after all this time he did not meet her. Even he is happy with his life now.

''I think you're going through Nasy's pressure, you better break your baby's pity he needs you more for now and for your apology I can't.'' Alvin said again.

How could he agree to the crazy idea of the woman before him.

Pretending to be the father of a child who shouldn't by destroying other people's households he really doesn't want it that way he's sane enough with all the woman's wishes.

Nasya could only cry really he was confused how to get his marriage to stop here.

Alvin took a handkerchief he gave his handkerchief to Nasya saw the woman was sad would make him not have the heart especially had so much Nasya took a tissue until there was no tissue left she wears it again.

''Stop crying Nasy pitying your baby I'm sure you'll get happiness someday.'' Reveal Alvin while offering a handkerchief to Nasya.

He could not bear it anymore Nasha even immediately rushed to embrace Alvin as if he really needed someone who was able to calm his heart.

Nasya again cried in Alvin's arms even though the man did not return the hug from him but Alvin was silent he chose to let Nasya cry in his arms even though in his little heart he was very afraid if anything what Nasya does will be known by others.

''Nasy has mercy on your baby.'' Alvin said again because it had been a few minutes he let Nasya cry in his arms he had not also released Alvin to make Alvin confused.

Nasya just kept quiet and made Alvin finally rub the woman's back.

''I know it's all heavy for you Nasy, but there are times when we have to make peace with the situation I am sure you will be happy and you need to know a lot of people who love you including the baby who is currently in your stomach he loves you very much he it also needs you as much as you need a cuddle like that too your baby so I beg you stop crying it is not good pity your baby who knows nothing.'' Obviously Alvin with a soft tone but his hands still rubbed Nasya's back.

''Vin can I ask you something?'' asked Nasya with tears still coming out to make the clothes Alvin was wearing wet.

''Yes if it can make you stop crying.'' Alvin is doubtful.

Actually, Alvin was reluctant to say that but what the power of Nasha's embrace has not stopped making Alvin have no choice but to agree with the wishes of the woman before him.

''I want you not to forbid me to see you at least only you can make me feel better.'' Nasya answered honestly.

Because for now only Alvin can make himself better at least by talking to Alvin himself able to think about the baby who is now in his stomach.

Although the baby he is currently carrying he never expected but for Nasya the baby he is currently carrying is a gift that he cannot deny.

He himself feels happy to feel pregnant but on the other hand a lot of sadness that he feels because not Alvin is the father of the baby he currently contains but the man he never loved a foreign man who was forced to be her husband even without her expectations at all because it was only Alvin who she loved so much.

''As long as you take care of your child I will not forbid you from seeing me.'' Expose Alvin sincerely.

Actually there is also a fear that now Alvin feels he is afraid that what he will say will interfere with his domestic relations but after he reconsidered he finally agreed with Nasya's wishes because if not he was also afraid that Nasya would do bad things to innocent babies, especially if he himself was ever guilty of holding Nasha back from leaving when he was married when Nasya was already want to go when he has officially become the husband of another woman.

Nasya smiled he wiped the trail of tears and took off his arms from the man he had longed for even he wanted to hug Alvin longer but he realized that Alvin it's not his anymore he realizes that he won't be able to get love from Alvin again.

''Still vin, thank you for making me calmer.'' Cetus Nasya with a smile that looks fluffy from the corner of his lips.

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