Between Love and Taste

Chapter 33 is jealous

Alvin stared resentfully at Kayla no matter how Kayla was now his wife and of course Alvin was very upset because Rayhan was the ex-boyfriend of his wife.

''As why it should be so angry anyways we don't do anything you are too excessive.'' Kayla herself he felt disappointed because of Alvin's attitude which he thought was excessive.

''So you justify her attitude as you are so Kay? I know you still love him but at least you appreciate me as your husband!'' Alvin immediately left the room of the wife with a heart of disappointment.however in his little heart he felt pain because the love that never goes away makes him so jealous to see the closeness of Kayla with Rayhan.

Alvin only dima in his room with his annoyed gaze he recalled how Rayhan's attitude towards Kayla made him unable to control his emotions.

While Rayhan he also felt very guilty because Kayla is now in trouble when their marriage just happened to make his heart not calm.

Although in his heart he felt he could not accept the harsh reality however Kayla was the first woman he loved after his mother and sisters.

Rayhan took a deep breath trying to calm his heart until a hand touched him.

''Den are we leaving?'' ask a private driver, Mr. Arif.

Rayhan was a little surprised even so he still tried to cover up his nervousness,

''Oh sorry sir, yes we are leaving.''

Rayhan immediately stood up and walked towards the car as he did not have much time to leave immediately.

Rayhan has no other choice to stay here because the responsibility is very big especially he also does not want to make Mr. Arif disappointed because he has helped him a lot.

With mixed feelings as well as his heart he again had to accept the fact that one day he would marry a woman he never imagined his presence.

Rayhan is not too close to the woman he just always be cold he also clearly knows the figure of Nasya but only one he only knows if Nasya is the son of Mr. Arif and he is a child the only one Mr. Arif.

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''What? I don't want well, I beg you not to force it, said Nasya who now shed tears.

Nasya could not accept other men in his life while he still loved a man who even though he knew he was married.

''Easy, Rayhan is the right man for you, I am sure he will treat you very well, Arif rubbed the back of the child's hand gently.

Mr. Arif knows if he mishandled his daughter by his own choice but he does not want if one day God calls him his daughter has not found the right man.

''I know it well, but many other men are no less good I beg well.''

''Nasy, I just want to see you happy in the moment before I call you will feel calm if you are happy with the right man, marry Rayhan Nasy.'' Arif rubbed Nasya's head gently.

Arif was so worried how not if one day God called her daughter would only be alone because her mother Nasya had abandoned her since Nasya was a child, and to whom else would he leave his daughter there was no one else he could trust other than Rayhan.

There was no answer from the tiny lips of the woman he continued to cry with his hands now clung to the heavy hands of a father who now felt very weak.

The hand that always makes him sure there is a strong man who will always be present in his life.

''How dear do you want, right?'' asked Arif again make sobs Nasya never stop.

Nasya finally nodded, agreeing with his father's wishes.

''Thank you son, thank you for making my father calm down a bit.'' Arif cut his tears until now the embrace of his daughter in his body made both of them cry.

Nasya rubbed his tears he saw the smile from the lips of the father made his heart a little sore.

''Come home son, rest you are too tired to take care of father.'' Arif rubbed his daughter's arm back.

Nasya still could not say as if something was blocking him, even his voice seemed to be choked when he wanted to speak.

''Rest dad will rest, you must rest too.''

Arif tried to close his eyes but there was no answer from his son until now he slept in his sleep.

Nasya did not switch he remained silent beside the father until a notification entered his phone.

''Jeez I forgot, Nasha rubbed the father's arm and turned to kiss the father's forehead before he finally left the father's room.

Nasya quickens his pace as he gets out of the hospital and switches to his car which will now take him to a place where he promises to meet someone.

The red car has now sped away from the hospital and turned to Jakarta city road.

There was a feeling of guilt that now enveloped his heart he thought a little about how he should say his decision now to the man he loved so much even though he realized that the man was married.

A few minutes had passed and the car stopped at a large restaurant where it was to meet.

Nasya got out of his car with his eyes still swollen from his crying earlier in the hospital.

With a certain step he began to enter the restaurant where he would meet the ex-lover. Alvin is seen sitting neatly in the chair waiting for his arrival.

''Hey, did you cry?'' Alvin was a little surprised by the presence of Nasya who saw his eyes slightly swollen.

Nasya just commented a smile and chose to sit down without the slightest intention of answering.

''We order a meal first yes,'' pinta Nasya who immediately got a nod from Alvin.

Alvin immediately called the waiter and ordered some food until now they both returned.

Alvin saw Nasya who did look sad and did not know what made him sad like that.

''Nasy,''

''Al, maybe this is our last meeting and maybe it should be, you are married and sorry I can't wait for you anymore.'' Nasya said frankly made Alvin immediately shook his head.

Alvin knew he was wrong to do so but he did not want to go through the marriage without the love of Kayla so he could not choose another option and chose to continue the relationship with Nasya to decide something else ahead.

''Why is that Nasy, I promised you that one day we would be together.'' Alvin is back.

''I'm sure you're married, and I'm sure you love that woman, after all I've said I don't want to be a bully of other people's relationships, and I'm sorry I can't wait for you anymore.''

Nasya returned to her tears even so she immediately wiped her tears with the back of her hand.

He was not strong enough he could not say if he had received a request from his father until finally he decided to leave in front of Alvin with the feeling that again stifled his chest.

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