Between Love and Taste

Chapter 57

Alisa herself she felt very sad to see her daughter crying like this in front of her even though Kayla was a very cheerful child she never even showed her sadness like this made Alisa feel more guilty.

''Kay,'' Alisa reached out her hand to Kayla and touched her hand with a slight tremble until Kayla immediately hugged her mama tightly.

He poured out his sadness somehow hugging his mother Kayla can feel a little calm when since then he was very disappointed with his mother but still his little heart spoke not he even wanted to hug since earlier it's just that circumstances rendered him helpless.

''Mah, Kay was afraid that she would leave Kayla.'' Kayla said with tears.

In her little heart remains the same Kayla wants to remain her mamah little girl she is very afraid if one day they will part it makes Kayla very afraid.

''Mama should talk like that Kay, mamah is very afraid if after you know everything you will hate your mother and father, as well as your father, even we are very afraid that one day you will leave us.'' Lirih Alisa in her heart.

And I don't know why the pain in his chest is getting worse. A deepening sense of regret with the memories of the past is approaching Alisa.

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Flashbacks.

Reza drove his car at high speed he immediately drove the vehicle and began to break through the very heavy rain.

At that time they were on their way home from out of town due to work so Reza and Alisa had to leave their son while in their working period but due to news from the house assistant if Bima being sick they finally decided to go home without delaying their return.

''Be careful, ''' Alisa reminded Reza who continues to drive his car quickly.

But when at the intersection of the road one black car just drove away until finally the accident can no longer be avoided.

But the fate of the car that was driven was actually hit again by another car from another lane.

Alisa can not remember clearly the incident because not long after she fell unconscious but she regained consciousness when she and her other victims were taken to the same hospital.

She saw her husband lying with the nurse directly followed by her but how surprised she turned out to involve two people they knew. A woman who was about to give birth soon was rushed to another room while her husband entered the same room with them.

Until some time has passed Alisa has improved a little he woke up from the top of his blankar he approached his husband who was still lying but he was conscious.

''Mas,'' Alisa was crying but her lips were too faint to say everything until they finally hugged each other.

''I'm fine don't cry anymore.'' Reza said with the pain he felt.

Without talking Alisa brought Reza who had improved enough to the room of her friend who she already knew. Reza who had wondered now quickly he approached his best friend who was now smiling towards him.

''Rus,'' Reza cried for a moment and could not even believe what he was seeing right now.

Rusdi's best friend just smiled with a medical device stuck in his body. Rusdi had a very severe injury if he still there was little chance he would recover normally as usual.

''Za, I'm sorry, I have Aira and my son with you please take care of them I beg you.'' Said Rudi in a stammering voice.

Reza could no longer see the condition of his best friend he was just crying with tears that kept falling from both eyelids.

''I'm sorry as you rus, you must recover rus you must be strong.''

But Rusdi's best friend just winked his eyes in him as if he said that he would not be able to be in this world for long.

''Please promise me to take care of my wife and children I will.'' Said Rusdi again.

''I promise Rus, I will take care of your son and wife.'' Reza said with certainty.

But not long after Rusdi breathed his last make Reza and Alisa can only cry near Rusdi who is no longer alive.

Only one regret can Reza feel he is very sorry for making his best friend die even though the position has stated that the case is not their fault.

And when Aira learned of her husband's death she had a shock in her soul until finally she had to be taken to a mental hospital and since then Kayla was taken by Reza and Alisa.

Flashback.

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Minutes had passed Kayla and Alisa had calmed down a little. They even took off their arms.

Kayla was still puffy and even her eyes grew even more swollen as she continued to cry.

Kayla took a deep breath she turned to look at the mama's shady face. He himself can feel if his mother really loves him.

''Mah, ''' Kayla said.

Alisa stared at Kayla with the smile she was trying to force.

''Mah Kay just wanted if this time I was honest with Kayla, Kayla wanted to know who Kayla's parents really were and where they were.'' Say Kayla carefully.

Kayla has tried to be sure that whoever her parents are she will try to accept whoever they are and will try to forgive them as Alvin said if she were to leave her parents she would very sorry and Kayla did not want that to happen to her. Even so he will try sincerely and accept his destiny sincerely.

Mamah Alisa took a deep breath she tried to be calm.

''Kay mamah just want you to know if mama and dad really love you mamah only hope if you know all these facts mamah hope you will not leave us kay.'' Mamah Alisa said with tears.

''Your mother is still there she is in a mental hospital and, your father she is gone Kay.'' Mamah Alisa cried again she really could not see the expression of Kayla who just silently stared in disbelief with what she said.

''No way mah, no way.'' Kayla buried her face she was so incapable of the harsh reality.

How could his mother be in the hospital and his father.... His father had already died himself.

Without realizing that his tears were falling just like that he cried in silence, what a bitter reality he must now accept.

''Forgive me mamah and your father kay, sorry mamah is quite afraid if you leave mamah.'' Alisa said again.

Kayla was just silent she did not respond at all as if she was shocked by all that until she finally collapsed in front of the mother.

''Kayla.... Fathering.... Alvin help! ''

Shouted the mama Alisa who was half dead in panic. How can he hurt his own feelings after he has hurt him.

Everyone who heard the screams from Kayla's room quickly ran to the room and saw Alisa's mother holding Kayla's body which almost fell to the floor.

Alvin and Bima quickly wake Kayla and put her to bed while Reza pulls Alisa's mom and hugs the woman she loves.

''Kayla yeah, Kayla.'' Mama Alisa said with a sob.

''It's mah, Kayla will be fine.'' Reza hugged Mama Alisa trying to calm herself down.

The atmosphere was like a fog everyone was so sad to see their loved ones crying together.

Reza takes Alisa's mom to the living room with Bima who helps Susi down again while Alvin she waits for Kayla in her room alone.

Alvin was still faithfully waiting for Kayla realized he himself had heard all of it from his father-in-law and he himself was a little shocked by it all but he promised to always be next to his wife to strengthen himself.

''Kay, you must be strong dear you must be strong for your mother and mother.'' Alvin said with a very painful feeling in his chest he loved Kayla very much and seeing Kayla like this really he was very incapable.

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