Between Love and Taste

Chapter 58

The condition of the residence is now not as usual. Never once did the tension present in this house but already these two days the situation changed drastically.

Bima could only pray that Kayla could be as usual again and receive everything well.

He had known the identity of his sister since he sat in the High School but he also covered everything because there was no way he told Kayla for him the happiness of his sister is very important to him.

Bima himself has often visited the hospital to see the state of his mother Kayla without the knowledge of his own parents.

It has been a long time since Kayla's mother was very concerned and it has been almost three months that she has not been there again.

''Mah, ''' Reza rubbed his wife's back and kept trying to calm her.

Alisa could only cry she was unable to say another word she was so sad to see her child so fragile.

''Our son well, Kayla is very sad.'' Alisa again voiced but now her voice is very heartbreaking for anyone who hears her.

''Kayla will be fine we have to be strong in this process, how can Kayla be strong if we ourselves do not provide support I believe there will be times Kayla is ready for all this.''

Reza rubbed his wife gently again.

Diana's mother went back into her sister's room she saw Alvin who was holding Kayla's hand with his affection. He believes that Alvin is a good man for his sister and he can feel that Alvin really loves his sister.

''May you be strong, may you be happy.'' Diana in her heart.

He entered his room with a tray filled with water and also Kayla's favorite food.

''Mr.'' Kayla said slowly but from the corner of her eyes was clearly a very deep wound.

Alvin glanced to the side and he saw the arrival of his brother-in-law.

''You eat kay first, '' said Diana as she placed the food on the nightstand.

Alvin takes his hand off Kayla and takes the water to Kayla.

''Drink first yes.'' Alvin said as he waited for a response from Kayla.

Kayla woke up with the help of Diana and took a sip of water given by her husband.

''Why do you need anything?'' ask Diana.

''Thank you mbak but what may leave me the same mas Alvin only,'' pinta Kayla without length.

Ma'am Diana just nodded slowly she herself knew indeed for now her sister still needs time to calm her mind. Without saying any more Diana directly walked outside leaving Kayla and Alvin in the room.

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It has been an hour Kayla and Alvin only silent despite the occasional Alvin trying to build communication but still Kayla like still reluctant to talk makes Alvin can only resign.

''I want to go to the balcony.'' Kayla said as she woke up from her sleep.

Alvin quickly helps Kayla wake up and follow Kayla's footsteps from behind though Kayla does not ask her to Alvin faithfully look after Kayla.

Imagining all that really his heart is very sore even so now he knows if his mother and father did not intend to hide it indeed they want to see Kayla happy even though there is still a sense of disappointment that Kayla feel it.

''What are you thinking?'' ask Alvin who's been next to Kayla.

Alvin himself he knows the feelings of Kayla he only wants if Kayla just a little share with him like a wife to the husband but saw Kayla who still looks reluctant open to him make Alvin feel if his presence did not help his wife so much he felt like an unexpected figure.

''No,''

''I know you're thinking of something Kay, '' Alvin said.

But Kayla just kept quiet to make Alvin just take a deep breath.

thinking of someone you obviously can't reach out to who it is with all that reality I know it's very hard but is it so hard to open your heart to open yourself to the reality of many people very caring about you they are loyal to open themselves only to see you smile back.''

But Kayla was still silent without any intention of replying to Alvin.

''Kay, I know you're disappointed but what in your ways like that can bring things back to normal? even with the way you like that many people are hurt by you just because of your mistakes and your father judged if they do not love you, of course you are wrong kay, kay, they are willing to keep that secret because they know that if your condition is very weak even they hide it for your happiness in the least, just a little bit you try hard for their happiness I know if this is all very difficult for you.''

Kayla turned to Alvin who was leaning his body on the new fence this time she heard Alvin say at length. Kayla lowered her head until now one hand held Kayla's hand. now their gazes back against each other.

''I'm just.'' Kayla does not continue her words are very true if she selfish her family and prioritizes her feelings.

He is unable to think clearly he continues to think about things that now make him feel the most hurt.

''Forgive me, Kayla hugged Alvin and leaned her head against her husband's chest.

For a long time they were silent there only the wind greeted each other as if to deliver them to peace.

''What am I doing?'' kayla asked Alvin.

Alvin smiled knot he looked at Kayla's face that had been crying for two days.

''No, I know this is all heavy only there are times when we understand the good intentions of others.''

Kayla just kept quiet she digested every word that came out of her husband's mouth.

''I wanted to meet my mother, Kayla looked up at Alvin.

Alvin nodded slowly with a sincere smile of himself.

''I'll take you, but I just want to if you've forgiven mom and dad Kay,''

Kayla also returned Alvin's smile and he even tightened his arms back to Alvin, making Alvin return the woman's embrace and kiss the top of his head.

''Sorry, sorry because I was late to realize that you really love me mas, said Kayla slowly.

''I know it's not that easy to trust other people, especially with feelings. But we can start all over.'' Alvin said with pleasure.

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