Back To You's

Chapter 9's

I also realized from my daydream about a piece of the past story.I glanced at Rex who was still accompanied and looked at me in wonder.I ignored his gaze, I ignored his gaze, I decided to step into the dining section provided at this wedding.

I took rice with a side dish of flour shrimp plus vegetable capcay. I chose to sit on the table in the corner. when I started eating the first feed, the seat in front of me was pulled and Rex came by eating the same menu as me. Then he left the food in front of me, seven minutes he came back with two glasses of orange juice the other one was given to me.

" wasn't it you didn't like seafood ?"

" now like "my word is short and still continues to feed the food in my mouth.

" women can change that fast, right ? " i raised my eyebrows and looked at him flatly. I sighed while throwing my face away from him. Lazily responding to his chatter I chose to continue eating.

" everything can change except the feeling "he continued while looking at me for sure.

hearing that I put my spoon and fork and looked at him.

" everyone can change by time.and you can't stop your interested view it's "honestly I'm getting angry with his attitude, I know what Rex's gaze means when I look at me, it was the gaze people were interested in like his gaze used to be when looking at Risa.

I turned my face a second time.I started to clean my food and started to leave. Three steps I turned my head

" if you ask me how I feel ! right now my feeling is empty "I'm not lying this talk, feeling me right now is just empty. I focus on my son's son because I'm their only backrest, and they are my strength.

then I stepped away and left.I don't have much time left to mourn the past.like he who wouldn't listen to my explanation in the past. he has no right to interfere in my life now.

the clock showed me at nine o'clock I decided to find Hera and her husband to say goodbye, but then my hand was pulled by someone and he held my hand. I turned my head and the culprit was Rex

" i anterin you go home "

" no need "i throw his hand that still holds me but his grip is getting tighter holding my hand.

" can be separated "i said with an angry tone, my emotions have begun to be uncontrollable to see his own attitude.

" many things I want to talk about !" Rex looked at me with a clear glance trying to convince me to accept his invitation.

I'm not the Sasha he used to take with him anywhere, I'm not the Sasha he used to wait for him when he came home from school, I'm not the old Sasha who was willing to leave school allowance just to give Rex every day a bear's milk.

" not all problems can be solved just by talking. sometimes the problem is simply kept secret and stored in the past only " seeing Rex who like to make me remember the wounds of the past makes me reluctant to look at him.

I lowered my head so people wouldn't see that I was crying right now.Know what I mean Rex covered me with his big body while hugging me, His bibis was near my ear and slowly said

" i. I. I can be where you go home, you can go anywhere, walk to another country, do all the things you like, but if you're tired you should go home and I'll wait for you there..."