Back To You's
Chapter 162's
"Now? Hmm. I don't know, brother. I just enjoy the good times with work. Obviously, I don't want my past experience repeated."
Rafa was silent. The series of sentences that Hanna had not spoken were still clearly ringing in her head, making her seem powerless and feel pain in the depths of her heart.
"Then... are you deketing someone now?" Rafa finally broke the silence between them.
Hanna shook her head. "No. I'm no longer close to someone and like him. No one dares to make fun of me."
"Because of my brother?"
"Yes, in addition to brother also because of om Adit as well. They seem to be afraid if they dare to make love to me, it means they will face each other brother and also om Adit. They are also afraid of the impact on the fate of their work. At least that's what I heard from Mr. Ale."
"They? So many huh?" Rafa murmured softly, but it turned out to be heard by Hanna's ears.
"Yes, they. Because the number of single men who work here is a lot, right? From the front office to the kitchen and cleaning service, the number may be over fifty."
Rafa just nodded his head. Silence took over between the two. Long enough, until finally Hanna moved from her seat.
"Well, Rafa still wants to be here? I think I should be on the hunt back, there's some reports I need to finish before you guys get back on Sunday." Hanna said as she patted the beach sand attached to her throat and feet.
"Hm." Rafa answered briefly, as he got up from his seat and followed Hanna to remove the sand that stuck to his pants.
"Thank you." Hanna gave up the coat that Rafa had attached to her shoulder earlier.
"Aren't you wearing your shoes?" Rafa asked as he received his coat thread.
Hanna glanced at the shoes she was carrying. It is also impossible for him to wear heels to walk along the beach.
"No. I used to go into hotels after dinner barefoot." Hanna answered with a smile on her lips, then walked first which was then followed by Rafa.
"So.. is there nothing for us to turn back again?"
Hanna stopped her steps, then turned her head towards Rafa. The girl simply shrugged both of her shoulders while smiling to respond to Rafa's question just now.
"I need a definite answer, Han."
Hanna let out her breath. For a moment he fell silent, pondering over his mistake that might have allowed Rafa to be too hopeful for him.
"I still doubt my own feelings, brother. On the other hand, I want to be with Rafa. But on the other hand, I was afraid that the choice I made was wrong. Maybe it's true said Eleanor, I don't know too many men. And we've known each other since childhood, so all my judgments of men out there are always on Rafa's feet."
Rafa observes Hanna who is revealing her heart. In his heart he still hopes that he still has a chance to convince Hanna.
"Not evasive, brother. I'm just..fear."
"Fear of what?" Ask Rafa to investigate. "You're afraid that I'll do the same thing again, it seems like you have to throw that thought away now, Han. I've changed, and I can guarantee that. You just need to give me a chance, Han. Let me fix all my old mistakes, and make you happy for my age."
Hanna was stunned, thinking was it true that she had to give a chance once again to Rafa?
"But why should I? There must be someone who wants Rafa's brother more than me, and maybe he's the one who's better equipped to be with Rafa than me. Giulia for example."
"What is it based on judgment? If your assessment is only based on our age that is far different, Mama and Papaku have proven that age distance will not affect the criteria for proper or inappropriate assessment. And I just want you. And again..why Giulia?"
"Yes because.. because... isn't she the same girl Rafa's been with for the last year in Bristol? El said.Your relationship is like dating."
"What's? I'm with Giulia nothing to do, Han. We're just friends and co-workers. He was the same as me, but that doesn't mean I have the same feelings as him. And oh... You don't know if before I ask you to go home, Arthur came to campus and did you really learn me?"
"Arthur's?M-hit... Rafa's brother?" Hanna widened her eyes in disbelief.
"El didn't tell you? Heh, I guessed." Rafa turned his face, then walked over to Hanna.
"Maybe Giulia followed me to Robin Hood's Bay secretly, and it turns out she found us who accidentally decided to go on vacation together. Giulia may be-"
"I know!" Hanna cut Rafa's words. "I know Giulia's going to Robin Hood's Bay. Arthur. He talked to me about us sleeping in my room before my flight. We were fighting at the airport, and at that time I decided not to have a relationship with Arthur again even though he meant it. B-but, I didn't think it turned out that he was going to hit Rafa's sister."
"She hit me, like a fool. And it happened in front of the campus. From there I knew that if you came home, I would take you to the apartment and also to El's place, and El said you came home. I just want to be with you, Han."
Rafa grabbed Hanna's hand and grabbed it. But not long after, Hanna pulled back her hand.
"You can stay here, I have no problem if you have to spend time to come here every week. You may enjoy your working days now, I will not make you marry as soon as you want to accept me. I'll give you some time, but please give me a chance once more, Han. Give me a chance and don't stay away from me."
Hanna was silent, her eyes still fixed on Rafa. His mind is complicated, and somehow he has to respond to Rafa right now.
Though he has prepared himself this year to face Rafa, especially in conditions like this. Previously he had prepared what weapons he would use if Rafa asked this, but in fact it was not that easy.
His tongue was muddled, his heart even hesitating to bring out the answer he had prepared all along.
"I-I have to go back to my room now. I told Rafa that I have a report that I need to finish now?"
Hanna hurriedly turned her body and stepped away. Then Rafa followed with a chuckle, and grabbed Hanna by Hanna's hand to hold her.
"I told you not to stay away from me. Maybe with the same decethan I'm like this you can consider it with a spit." Rafa said casually and blinked his eyes at Hanna.
