Back To You's

Chapter 40's

The woman is still soaring with dreams of egoism that is always in the air. Doesn't want to look kasian, only it's a form of self-protection. Still sitting on the hospital ward bed, convincing once again not to waver and go deeper. Rose, trying to shake off all the happiness she got last night—sthey were held until morning came.

A week of coma, exploring different dimensions without knowing real life. Making Rose sure a lot of events in the days that have been missed by him. The phone under the pillow is ringing right now. For the affairs of the maroon red plasma goods, yesterday morning his own mother gave.

"Hello," he exclaimed as the phone was stuck to the earlobe.

There are regular breaths when the person behind the phone is talking. "The thing is I knew it before you told me, brother,"

Rose tried to smile, although it was very obvious that it was a fake smile. Although the figure behind the phone does not appear to exist, the woman still tries to smile as much as she can.

"I can handle it brother Candra, you don't have to worry. I forgive that woman. Sugguh." His tone was so convincing.

Rose again just grunted with her own style. Even though it was as heavy as what went through, the woman really did not care. For him, living like this had been fate from an early age.

"Is it really there?" Excitement by staring at the wide presence of Channel brand bags on the nightstand that was standing on the left side of the bed.

Luckily Rose, things improved with regular mobilization. Makes his body more flexible to move. Without difficulty, he could easily reach for the bag to hold him on his thighs.

The key ring in the form of a purple horse that was being discussed by the brothers, proved, now the small object was held by Rose.

"The world is narrow."

This time Rose muttered to herself, because exactly five seconds ago, the cellular connection had already been cut off. Staring at the goal of the key chain he usually called mala petaka.

Previously, he did not want to see the object after he knew what was in nature truly fatal extraordinary. Wanting to cry when remembering that again, but Rose did not want to lose by wasting her tears.

"Only, I'm in total pain and cannot get up."

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A lot has happened in the last seven years. Feelings that shackle erratically, until the brain becomes dead-end. Once desperate and want to outsmart everything—shut his heart forever. Vee was driven mad just for losing his woman.

Now, the taste is back with a different color, the spice is not the same— more complicated, even ugly. It could be said to be happy if only his Alyne would take it back. But the wishful thinking was only as high as the shoots of tea leaves.

Moreover, the bitter reality was present to accompany, which is stupid why not since Vee tried to know more. Only regret will be regretted, nothing can change that.

Sitting on the couch between two families, Vee wants to break the news. About him and about Sena. Intentionally doing it because lying for feelings will make him a coward.

"I want to cancel my engagement with Sena" he said immediately without further ado.

The words forming a sentence came out too painful for Sena who was bowed with emotions at the tip of the horn. Now the woman can only save the end of the dres as an imprecipient impingement with the words—his threat the other day really failed miserably.

"Omong empty what are you saying, Vee!" Now it is the turn of Fandi Galeon Bellamy—yah Vee who suddenly stood up embarrassed about the actions of his second son.

Vee was undaunted by the jolt, his perfect full face was boldly raised to stare at the interlocutor his own father.

"Pa, I told you a long time ago. It's not your capacity to pressure me who deserves to be my side."

Dera, just staring at his son. You know what feels right now is really above the threshold. Increasingly convinced that his feelings are still stuck with his past, the reality last night of him seeing his son embracing Rose in his sleep gives him confidence that the man really cannot lose a second time. Vee had messed up a long time ago, this time do not—Dera will not let it happen again.

The middle-aged woman stood up, calming the husband by stroking the filled back. "We're talking good."

That way Fandi luluh already, love is not so! Then why is he so angry with his son, when it also concerns feelings and happiness.

Inevitably, Vee swiftly stood up ending with a respectful bow to both Sena's parents, then said, "Sorry, sorry, would you accept if Sena married me who would never be able to give me what is called love?"

So easily Vee silenced a few mouths in this room, just talk about the core.

The question of what is happiness!

Likewise with Sena who is stagnant in her place who is unable to stuff in the slightest, her tears have been very representative of her feelings— disappointed who was left deep and sick. She feels nothing short of a woman, she is perfect in her eyes, but unfortunately not for Vee who has known her shield lately.

If only, if Sena could control her anger by not threatening Rose with a series of messages, and with Vee the other day. So, this unpleasant event may not happen. But come to think of it, it is still possible to remember that Vee herself also has no heart for this woman.

Plugging gas through the streets of Jakarta, the main goal is only to women. Once in a hurry to leave this morning, now his longing can not be stopped anymore. So, blame Vee for acting recklessly even though the answer from the woman can not be denied.

Vee just has to try, harder!

The sound of whispers from some people can be recorded clearly in his milky drum. Vee, do not want to take a headache, it's okay the gossip was eaten raw by his own employees. The man who holds the CEO in this place even feels happy if the news of him who is dating Rose becomes a reality that is actually hope.

Rose was looking at the horizon with a light blue tinge unfolding hypnotizing her senses. Today is so bright, can he hope his life will be perfect without gaps? Rose will pray for that.

Staring at the presence of the woman, Vee who had just drowned her body in the room, deliberately to settle down. His steps were getting closer, was also strongly attracted.

"Hi," she said simultaneously it grabbed Rose's slender body from behind. Putting his chin to ride on his shoulders, his arms hardened around his stomach.

Rose had gotten used to this aggressive Vee, even the guy's kiss that she couldn't resist several times. Shame until he forgot how to pass.

"I fell completely to you, Alyne. Is there no chance?"

"You know how I am, Nesh! No need to explain anymore. It is not my capacity to be your perfect companion with your dreams that I cannot give you. So what do you expect from me?"

Vee didn't predict the answer that long. She only knew her Alyne urges kept resisting.

"I love you."

"Love is not enough. The family's gonna need-,"

The sentence just hangs on the tip of the lips, mute attack suddenly. This is what Rose always avoided. This talk was left sensitive for his very weak self-defense.

"I love you, and that's enough. So let me force you, Lyn!"

Vee won't let this woman keep chiming in for the same reason, really Vee wants to be selfish for once.

"I really want to take my share this time. I want to be selfish like you who have been selfish to leave me. I'm fucked. Understand." added Vee.

The tone of the middle request aloud offset that pitiful sentence. While Rose warmed up, once again his heart warmed up to feel his grip until it penetrated the heart. His blood flow rippled regularly. Rose knows very well, Vee fucked up himself too right!

So, it does not take long, it does not mean that it is also subject to his request. Rose turned around to see how messed up Vee was with eyes that were warming up reddish.

Really fucked up huh!

Can men cry because of love? It falls as a category of weak men, right?

Rose ignore, do not care and care about the perception of men who beragis because women are weak men. Emotions can be in any form, even in tears.

While Vee only stared weakly with a downturn because the woman was shorter than him, not because she gave up, only now her Alyne looks very beautiful, very beautiful.

Vee is losing seven years not to stare at Rose's beautiful bead, tiny nose and cherry lips. It was a very unfortunate thing for the rest of his life. Looking at the beautiful components that gathered together into one face, reminded Vee of Joan's words the other day.

The reality that was too sad was revealed without coercion from Vee, memory loss, stab wounds, not missed in the slightest, the event unraveled without Vee knowing before. Now, only regrets that he can feel.— regretted not being on his side from a long time ago. The Everleight family also took part to hide that fact from Vee. If that's the case, then Vee can't do anything either.

With those clashing gazes it was already very clear from each of them feeling the same way. There is no need for words, as if it had a bond without elaborating. Both of them feel a clear pain, a pain that only they can treat.

For a moment, Vee exhaled, closed her eyes and opened her eyes to look deeper into Rose.

"Let's wait until it heals, I'll marry you that very second."

This time! Rose completely froze. Know what he feels. The feeling is blowing, now his heart is falling unbecoming. Vee came with an unexpected surprise. Not as fast as it also took him to the guarantee, even the answer alone is not there for guarantee.

Vee forger. Rose knew that, so well, that it was out of her head knowing anything about her.

"Kanesh."

"I insist, you just have to obey and stop resisting."