Back To You's
Chapter 15's
hearing my mother's request I immediately panicked. I felt stuck with my mother's question.I can't stay in Indonesia, what else mama told me to stay at her house.
" lt... Sasha is not my daughter-in-law anymore "I try to remember my mother that my status is not my daughter-in-law in this house.
" mama can lift you up as a mama's child, if indeed you need a reason to stay here" said Mama Aya raised her tone.
" ma Sasha's problem with Rex ngak as simple as that "I try to give an understanding to mama that I with rek can not be like before.
what kind of friend has ever done lazy hot watering !!!
" you don't even consider mama in your decision Sasya" said mama lowered her tone.Mama's tears were almost out to make the glasses she was wearing condense.
" from seven years ago you went back to your grandmother, you always did what you wanted to do, you divorced Rex, then married a wealthy businessman divorced again. then the news circulated that your twin son was kidnapped and died of his future wife, your former business man's husband, then five years you disappeared somewhere, and the last news you know that you're being a rich businessman's infidelity "
" what...do you not think how worried mama know that mama's children live a difficult life, mama embarrassed every come to your mama's tomb for not managing to take care of you, mama thought... by marrying her you to Rex, she can take care of you like mama looks after you !"
mama's tears fell down, she took off her glasses and then pressed tight, her body shook violently, and then she turned her body away from me about to leave.
as soon as I hugged my mom and whispered repeated apologies, she was my mom even though she wasn't my real mom, she loved me like she loved Rex, how could I forget the love my mother gave me.
mama was the first one to love me after Hera. she was there for me not to distinguish between me and Rex.
even though once I can't leave all that behind, I can't destroy my family business, I can't make thousands of family heads lose their jobs. in fact, often I was required to be healthy because so many things I took care of.
I don't blame you for thinking that, because from the beginning it was all my fault.
it was my fault for loving Rex
it was my fault that framed me to marry me
from the beginning, it was my fault
had I not had any feelings for Rex, maybe we would have been familiar brothers
had I not married Rex maybe with Rex, maybe the atmosphere between us was not as awkward as it is now
if I had not made a mistake in the past, maybe now I still live in the house of Mama Aya with the affection that I've been waiting for.
" Sasha will do mom's request "
