Back To You's

Back To You's
Chapter 161



Rafa ordered quite a lot of food. All day he was hungry. Maybe because since last night he was not eating enough, not to mention all day his brain worked hard. Thinking about all the possibilities of Hanna being here.


There wasn't much interaction between Rafa and Hanna. Since the food menu was presented, Rafa said to finish their dinner first, only then did Rafa ask a question.


Many question. That's what Rafa said.


Hanna still looked relaxed, she even devoured her dinner quietly. Hanna looks not awkward even though Rafa is in front of her. They had not met for more than a year.


After their dinner was over, the two walked down the beach. Hanna appears to take off her heels, and carries them along with her briefcase. Likewise with Rafa who also took off his footwear.


"You eat there often? Even until the waitress also memorize your favorite food."


Hanna nodded her head. "Eating hotel food every day also makes the boss right?"


"H-the hotel? So... You lived there all this time?"


Hanna nodded back. "Sir Rafa thought, Brother Rayyan will find me where? It's the only place in the hotel where I can stay with guard and supervision."


"meaning?" Rafa still does not understand the meaning of Hanna's words.


Hanna stopped her steps, then sat herself in the sand of the beach and looked at the beautiful beach at night. Hanna then took off her outer, and then used it to cover her legs.


"Cold, Han." Rafa reflexively removed his suit, and attached it to Hanna's shoulder. The man then followed Hanna to a seat.


"I'm ordinary." Hanna replied casually.


Rafa repeated his question again, because he had not received an answer from Hanna.


"Ah, about that "Hanna nodded slowly, then fell silent for a while to string together the pieces of the story she was about to tell.


"So, a month before I finish my final assignment, Mr. Adit called. He asked me about my work and so on. Until finally, om Adit asked how I felt to Rafa's sister."


Rafa widened her eyes, then brought her sitting position closer towards Hanna so that Hanna's voice could be heard clearly.


"At that time, I couldn't answer. I myself also do not know exactly how I feel to Rafa's brother. Om Adit said I didn't have to give an answer right then and there. Om Adit just said that I still have feelings for Rafa, I have to call him and I have to go home. Om Adit also promised to give me the job I wanted."


Hanna paused her sentence, turning her head towards Rafa to observe Rafa's expression of shock.


"So after my final assignment was over, I decided to take a vacation myself. Without Arthur or Eleanor, because I thought. But it turns out, we met there." Hanna slightly chuckled considering the incident.


"And... You go home, that means?" Rafa could not help but smile broadly at his lips. His heart seemed to be instantly filled with matchless happiness, before finally the smile faded, due to the answer that was thrown from Hanna's lips.


"I came home because I wanted to go home, brother." Hanna answered calmly. Hanna even slipped a smile as if she was mocking Rafa who was already hastily happy.


"So after our meeting at Robin Hood's Bay, I called Adit and told him everything."


Hanna with a reflex movement directly hit Hanna's arm. "Yes! I'm not that crazy for the story of things like that to om Adit."


Rafa chuckles at Hanna's embarrassed-looking reaction as she recalls the events that had gone by. Unfortunately there is only moonlight here, so Rafa cannot see the red hue on Hanna's cheeks or face at this time.


"You said everything, so yeah I think you told Papa that part too." Rafa replied still with a stifled laugh. "Keep papa?"


"Ya om Adit told me to go home, see the condition of the mother who was worried amazing in case I went to college there. If I go home, Rafa will come home. So Adit says let Rafa try to chase me here."


Instead of feeling happy, this time Rafa even felt annoyed at his papa. "So Papa is behind all this? Maybe Papa sleeps well and eats well, while his son is confused about the nyari Hanna to want to go crazy."


Hanna laughed, already guessing that Rafa would blame her papa like that.


"So, you're exiled here with Papa and Brother?"


Hanna shook her head. "No, but I asked. Because I still want to be alone, and I'm not ready to meet Rafa. That's why I asked to be placed here."


"Then my brother introduced you to all of them as what? They all know if you're the one with the brother?"


"Yes, they all know. Brother introduced me as a member of his family, Brother also always pesen the same Pak Juki so that all my needs here are always fulfilled."


"Family members." Rafa muttered while chuckling. The view is focused towards the beach, while enjoying the breeze of the night and the sound of waves pounding.


"So.. We can be together again right?"


Rafa turned his head, looking at Hanna who was also looking at him with a flat gaze. Looks like Hanna was thinking about the answer to Rafa's question just now.


"Kak Rafa knows, for me there are two unforgivable mistakes of a husband."


Rafa immediately sighed, suddenly his confidence became shriveled with Hanna's sentence just now.


"One, when the husband dared to beat and mistreat his wife. Second, the cheating. And Rafa's brother has made a second mistake against me. Even though we were married at that time not to be real husband and wife, but at that time I had feelings for Rafa's sister. And that hurt me."


Hanna paused her sentence, while justifying her sitting position to be more relaxed. Now both of his hands were sticking out backwards to hold his body.


"I've been trying to keep ignoring that feeling. I always thought that it was a heartache in the first love experience. Arthur's supposed treatment of me two years ago was enough to forget my feelings for Rafa's sister, but it wasn't as easy. There was even something I was always looking for in Arthur, which I hoped could be like Rafa's brother. Almost everything always leads to Rafa's brother. Especially with Arthur's courtship style that is too possessive, it even makes me unable to move on."


Hanna laughed, laughing at herself who was always weak when it came to Rafa. The man used to think of her as a sister.


"Then now...how?"


Rafa asked softly, her eyes not even daring to look into the eyes of Hanna who was sitting next to him. He was only preparing himself if he had to be rejected again by Hanna.


"Now? Hmm. I don't know, brother. I just enjoy the good times with work. Obviously, I don't want my past experience repeated."